the ghost of you… Sunday, Mar 12 2006
in the past 12:01 am
music : Ari Lasso – Hampa..
Had a conversation with sy_d before i went out wif mum ysterday.Bg tahu dia pasal lagu Hampa nie.
hmm, as ussual, he asked me bout my cousin.
haih..he still cudnt erase her image in his concious mind.
hmm.. is that true?!every place he go that image is wif him! is that true? and yet he asked me, whether i already forget him?!!i refused to aanswer that question and i knew he definately knew the answer.
biarlah.. i’m wif my own feeling! plz dont bother and plz dont ask me again…
Ok.if he really trully honesty likes my cousin, what else i cud do?i knew it was my foolish mistakes, hhmm forget it!….and for now, i just can let it be..well, maybe the bestest way to do ,letting ppl we love wif sumone that we love too, hopefully they will be happy..together…!!*
tho, i wont have him, but a lil or more, she still live in his heart.i know,shame on me to say those words but,that’s reality. a power of love…instinct, care,the past that she gave him and at least i knew. 
Probably i will meet him next week. iAllah…
hmm and yes, i’m happy this way…
all of sudden… Thursday, Mar 2 2006
**** and in the past 12:01 am
i’m still loving u…miss u… and miss u…miss u… ! i am.. i am… hahaha!!! 
wouldnt it be nice…lalala… Thursday, Feb 23 2006
**** and in the past 5:00 am
music : positive – rindukan.. (soundtrack 9 naga).
mendung tak bererti hujan…
ordinary thursday. off to class from 2 till 7pm.
everythin is normal definately..!
but…. two things makes me feel really2 happy today.
guess what? *big grin*
jya…
hide… Monday, Feb 20 2006
**** and in the past 5:47 am
music : mr. children – hero
tetiba nak dgr blk sume lagu japunx xmo dgr lagu len.
haih..
i miss sumone really bad!….boleh x?urgh! 
*merenyuk!merenyuk!nyampah!& geli!*pms kot..ntah!
kawan Monday, Feb 13 2006
friends and in the past 9:52 am
*vanue : lab management 
- after macro class with Dr.Sayed Hossain td, we ( yana,y,sha & me) went to cafe utk makan. y introduced Mad to us (his fren). well actually, i already know him since at ypm. yelah coz Tom had crushed on him dulu-dulu. but, at that time he already got a gf,erin. but nevermindla.. very long lama2 punya story.hihi. so, mcm biasalah, bila dah dengan y, thre’s lotsa things yg kuar..lawak2 giler lagiks. ha.. ha..haa..
hari sedih sy.. Sunday, Feb 12 2006
in the past 8:02 pm
music : edwin mc cain – i’ll be..
hmm sedih sangat..
cry! cry!cry!
Protected: mind paralyzed!!.. Sunday, Feb 12 2006
in the past 6:04 am
music : pussycat dolls – stickwitu..
i dontknow what the fuckin hell that conquered inside my brain right now. i feel betrayed, sorrow and all alone. damn! why u are so mean to me. why my own bestfriend can betrayed me like that.!!damn! why.. issit becoz of LOVE?. seriously, i felt damn sad. how cud u do this to me. how cud u?… my instinct never failed me. and yeah! it’s true again. the miracle things that He give me…
all i want u to be honest. i can sacrify anythings if u want me to. we’d been friend for five years. it’s simplest things that i need u to do to tell truth. but then, how cud u.i called u but u didnt answer the phone,then i feel damn shocked to know the last minutes when i call him…. he was at down the hostel and was waiting for u… i was teribbly devastated… only tears can save me. there’s nothing left. then, i decided to go out alone…and nothin can refrain myself to do what i want todo and Thanks God, my cousin wanted to accompany me for two hours at the midvalley. we had a lil talked and she treats me San Fransco cofee .thanks. then, i watched Big Momma-2 alone. hmm laughed alone! cry alone. with nobody beside me. the only person that always be a shoulder that cry now,had betrayed me!how cud u do this to me??why?why?… this was the worst ever in mylife…. becoz i love u…ur my best friend. and u like my own sister.seriously… and again i have to face u… i pretend myself.. that every things is damn allright!and hell it’s not all right at all. i’m damn bleed. yes!… how cud u…!!! ur 
migrates… Thursday, Feb 9 2006
honeystars and in the past 6:49 pm
music: Soul Asylum – Misery
finally,i migrated fromm bloggerr to wordpress!i’m currently deleting & saving draft my entries from blogger.hmm.. . hmm but hopefully this wud be the best decision from me!
well i think i dont have much in my thought right now.i really tired.tmrw got class at 8.00am and still dont sleep yet!haiyahh..ape mau jadik? (nearly 5am).
so gudnite.to me. .. (more…)
3 black..and 3 pink…girls.. Thursday, Feb 9 2006
friends and in the past 12:19 pm
music : a love that will never grow old..
today a lil bit hectic.hmm..class direct from 2pm until 7pm.haha..tapi ape yang bestnyer ialah bila jumpa kenkawan.
masa class research method..
accidently betul..shasha,tash & me..pakai baju colour pink.then,yana
fina & syida pakai colour hitam.hahah.. slalu la gitu…pelik betul.
hmm..class tu agak boring!lagi skali fikiran aku dok melayang..sambil tengah duk menyibukkan diri cari pen kat dalam pen case.tetibe lecture tu panggil nama aku!haha..tanye soklan.Haa..nasibbaiklah boleh dijawab.hihi..sebab jawapan dah dalam kepala.*grin*.haha..ha!!-tapi cam bosan gak ahh.shasha duk “menyonteng” & aku sibuk2 jer kaco die,slamber jer.walaupun duk depan sekali.haha..!!sempat gak menyengeh dekat syida.haha..cik fina pulak rambut baru!haha.. sha & me called her “yolanda”hahaha.. (jangan marah!)tapi still laa nampak cute*nak amik ati*..hihi…habis jer class,pi atm cucuk duit!adoihh jap jer duit dah abis!hahah… spend lagik banyak2!haha…
oklah.penat nak rest.so tata..
