just friend?? or more than friend? Tuesday, Jun 13 2006

Padi – Ternyata Cinta

10 months berlalu…

hmm why is hard to trust ppl?? worry?nape aku still takut nak ada..serius r/ship wif sumone,wlpun dah ada dpn mata?? nape aku still nak fikir byk?when he said tat he love me? ntahlah. aku doubt sumabenda, i dunt wanna get hurt and hurt hati org. hmm,aku taw dan aku sedar diri.. org cam akuh, patut appreciate suma nie…jgn sampai all thz slip from my fingers again.ek? tp…ntahlah. aku takut, dgn hati aku sendiri..whether like or love?? … yups.. xleh nafikan…dan xleh tipu sbnarnya aku nak serious r/ship tuh,aku nak je tulis pasal org yg aku syg kat dlm blog nie. tp… akuh betul2 takuts. dan aku sendiri belum boleh baca hati aku…dan byk benda lagik yang aku tak boleh lupa….. i’m sorry.So, biarlah aku ttp camni…

Cinta bukan sekadar kata-kata indah
cinta bukan sekedar buaian belaian peraduan
Cinta adalah ruang dan waktu
datang dan menghilang
semua karunia sang pencipta…..

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Protected: neverbe replaced…. :) Thursday, Jun 8 2006

Muse – Hysteria

hmm apa yg berlaku sesaat sblm skrg, semlm,kemarin or last2 years adalah kenangan bg kita.tho happy or sad things… ia tetap ada dlm hati & ingatan kita….still. . hmm dan semua tu dah pun berlalu…. *

*mementos*family,cousins,home,friends,cat..sakura etc *

life must goes on….. yeah.guess everyone happy now! . Good! Good!

on another notes, sedey…jealous.. hihi* hmm yelah sedih sbb br je tgk pics2 dieorg kat sekmmu@klate.uiihh jeles akuh. mcm menariks je. & aku xleh pegi mcm diorg suma. uuwaaaaa… hopefully trimester dpn, dptlah aku pegi. dgr khabar kat Utara pulak. waa… nak buat camne eeh…redha jelah.

*countdown d days* and waiting till everythin revealed

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Protected: 2112726058… Wednesday, Jun 7 2006

sumtimes, i wonder.about me, family, friends and org2 sekeliling akuh. bila semua yg berlaku dlm hidup aku yg sbnrnya saling berkait.maybe hidup mcm tu gak. dan.. dlm hidup ni gak, kita slalu nk dapat yg t’baik. a good life, career, kaya… bahagia & gak dpt jumpa gud guy @ husband.etc. normal kan sume org nak mcm gituh.?? ntahla…mungkin gak kite dpt apa yg kita nak,and tats gud! and bila xdpt ape yg kite nak..mebi kite mengeluh. Mungkin..kite leh fight utk dptkan apa yg kita nak tu..kalau tat “things” worth to us. but,if it doesnt.. just let it go.right??maybe ade certain other things more *precious* and worth!…hurm, think!

apart from tat,i’m actually care much of anything or what happens, aku care what person thinks of me.sumtimes,i tried hard to take care of ppl feeling & forgot to takecare of my own feeling. dan xboleh elak bila aku mula emo.. bila byk sgt burden dlm otak aku.kkdg gak aku pelik wats make me so special, bila aku rs yg instinct aku slalu je betui.ntahla..mungkin gak satu kebetulan kan?.but, at some points,i didn’t care what happened.for examples, who’s reading my blog, what i’m wearing slalunya slekeh,ok ke tak okay ke &..who’s my friends.. coz aku mmg suka berkawan!.. hmm, well mcm2. aku pun xtaw kenapa aku type entry nie.crapp! i’m bored actually duduk sorang2 kat rumah!!! baru lepas mandikan “dedek.”(kucingku) sbb dah sebulan die xmandi..hahaha…!!! oklaa… nak tgk tv.babai… sekian. terima kasih.

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sekolahMMU@Kelantan.. Sunday, Mar 26 2006

music : keane – bedshaped

*GROUP BINDING*

nampaknye, hajat sunday morning yg ujan2 & sejuk..yg sgt2 best kalo meneruskan tidur atas bed but,terpaksa dilupakan & disacrified-kan demi comitment yg lebih penting. another mega event utk aku for this trimister.terpaksa menghadirkan diri utk activity group binding.Purpose die cam nak binding aa kiteorg sume,xla segan2..kenal antara sume fassi…nanti masa kat klantan..so, pepagi lg syida dah kejutkan aku pi sama2 ngan nita sekali. so activity tu start dlm pkl 9.00am until 6.45pm.hhehe..punyelaa smgt. first2 pagi2 activity die, kiteorg buat exercise called "pochu2"..haha..time tuh sume duk gelak2..sbb kene ikutje ape diorg ajar.then,kiteorg buat another activity introduced ourselves ngan trandmark sekali.haha…lawak betui.. AUMM…then, kiteorg nyayi lagu tema program nie lagu WARISAN.. later, we were divided with biro masing2.pastu.. then… sumaorg dipecahkan dlm 4 groups, each group ade about 20 fasilitator.Syida & aku dapat jd fassi dlm satu sekolah yg sama dekat Sek Men Pasir Mas.& Director skool ni Mr.Faisal  :p  iAllah.. then kiteorg dlm 20org yg handle 1 sekolah..duk dlm 1 group.buat lagi other activity.. first2,mmg la introduced diri…lagi laaa kenal new friends (amir,zura,puteri,asri,roll & etcs)…pastu kiteorg main game called topi saya..pastu masing2 kene tulis 1st impression pd each person inthe group!haha..yg best diorg nye komen kat aku.."mmg ayu..comel..comel..nampak cool..nampak ade style.hahaha..sporty???"tu yg paling lawak aaa… then kiteorg main pulak main game "teddy bear sy" time ni sume org dlm group gelak giler, wajib aa sume kene cooperate..mcm2 je..

Pastu, kiteorg main game to compete each group."the poison river" luckily…kiteorgnye group menang.. tu sume berkat teamwork.. later,kiteorg kene wat cheerstyle..pulak..mcm2..later kiteorg main game called "perompak,perogol,pengedar dadah & pembunuh"…timeni…havoc giler..debate ttg hak masing2!!haha..pastu,pulak..kene main cantum2 jingsaw puzzle..last sekali kiteorg kene menari..yg paling best la tuh…dahlaa group kitorg dpt tarian tradisional..haha. Lastly and overall , Group kiteorg menang huuurreey…. hmm..activity ni abis dlm pukul 6.40pm.haha..seronokla!! walaupun penat sbb lastnite xcukup tdo…tp still rasa enjoy..hehe…..yeah! traalalala….

~assamble pieces of..puzzle..~

~berkat teamwork ~

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biscuit cicah kopi! Thursday, Mar 23 2006

music : padi – ternyata cinta

lastnight, 2.55am: melepak menyanyi  with gitar,songs & audience…had a really great time with them,gelak guling2..mcm sinshan & not to mention trajedy jerit-menjerit yg hampir menghasilkan resonan!haha..sib baik tingkap blk depa xpecah. actress & singer die xpayah aa ckp sape. hah! anak2 cikgu suma..tp perangai toksah ckp(terkene btg hidung sendirik)!haha..giler la depa  nie…sama2 la dgn tok guru,mahaguru & anak murid..haha mcm2 lah..tamo exxergerate lebey2.enuf la.. eh. sekian terima kasih  ..

*haha.. tetibe terkeluaq ckp utara..teringat aritu duk ckp ngan Bulat (Tepeng!)*.. so, hang jgn xtaw..  

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Protected: partner in crime… Wednesday, Mar 22 2006

music : peterpan – kupu-kupu malam..

~ happy! happy! happy time!…~ .

 

 

on another notes:

congrates to TOM @ siti annoral ( tho,she wont read thz).hmm, just saw her engagement pic in fenster. hmm..she looked lovely and beautiful in yellow dress… tak sangka eh… cepat je masa berlalu.. and finally, she met her destiny.. a guy for her life and soul..forever insyaAllah… 

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appreciate.. Tuesday, Mar 14 2006

music : dewa – ost Dealova

(cofee + nescefe) + orange juice + fat ayam kfc + rutbear float = P.E.N.I.NG

OK kisah hari ni bermula, class macro pkl 10am,pastu2 tgk class yg kiteorg guna tu guna utk career fair mmu 2006  (14-16MArch),hmm sementara tggu class kiteorg dukla nyibuk tgk opening career fair tu, yg dirasmikan oleh minister of human resources.hmm..sbnrnya sajeje nak dpt free goodies. Boleh dikatakan yg dtg suma big2 company.lagi yg sponsored mcm Shell, Intel,Maxis,HSBC, Motorolla..jobstreet..etcs.haha pun ade!so,this is really a good opportunity for the final year students aaa to send their resume/cv.etc. for me? tggu next year la.     ok2.. back to the class td… sbb die dah change class kat lab programmin.. so mcm sempit sangat,kiteorg (me,sha & yana) dah malas nak masuk, pehtu shasha yg mmg teringin sgt nak mkn kfc ..terus pi Alamanda. me drive the car straight to alamanda.hehe.. mkn2 sampai dah naik pening pale, then accompany sha pi cari skirt n baju utk mmu night.hahah… jalan2..lepak2…lebih kurang 4 jam 44minutes kiteorg kat sana. tengok jam dah pkl 3.45pm terus drive laju2 nak kejar class e-commerce pkl 4.00pm.haha.. otak dah tintong! nak tdo je… hmm sumorg pun sama.haha..bosan2 ngan clas nie. tp apepun kene gak hadap… dahlaa mmu ni suka suck duit byk giler!…hahah… tidooo…. zzzz

~my toner & facial mask..~

~she loves purple~

  

 

 

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still in my soul.. Wednesday, Mar 8 2006

music : Ari Lasso – hampa..

“Kupejamkan mata ini
Mencoba tuk melupakan
Segala kenangan indah tentang dirimu
Tentang mimpiku”

bringin the indons musicc madness!! to syida’s room!!..hihi..   :-p

instead of.. spreading the beautiful songs and sing the offtune melodies, we also “enjoyed” cramming our head for the assg! O_o.!*network infrastructure for e-commerce*! ahaha… the first draft for the term paper.!have to read+understand more bout that topic and find journalS! aaih make me really confused ,,,and  everything wif journals! dah laa aku malass nak membaca journal!.. but hooo yeaa.. eventho our head already halfly cramm pluss bloodyy mood-less emotions  !  finally we managed to complete the whole task! yeah…

ohh me got allergic!!or sorta rashes? really! aaiihh… tense! .

OOO_ooo… shall go.. France class… au revoir.. 

Approximately 1.0o o’clock in the morning… my allergic become worse and worse!.itchy all over my body and  my skin turn red…my back..my body… my feet! aaihh!!.so, i decided to go to Hospital Putrajaya! damn..stupid laa..i have to wait long for my treatment-dengan reason pc tu hang! nak register! sangat2 stupid reason kan?. so,i took back my identification card from the counter and later we went to the nearest Poliklinik.Hah! register2 pastu, bila kene check… amik dapat injection skali dengan ubat2 hehe…!!pehtu duk diam2 dalam kereta…mata dah separa terbuka…lalokk japp!…balik2 terus tido….. lena sampai ke pagi! zzzz…*heaven*

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korang suka laki camna? (*annonymous d*) Tuesday, Mar 7 2006

music : sheryl crow – good is good.. ( remind me to b_ny! *sigh*)

*E-COM* : for the first time sumer duk kat  second row from the back!!! less concentrate! sleepyy..!! whisperrring…to each otherr!!munchyy2 COKELAT, doodddllee2 ..!! & paling best answered question from annonymous d… & etc. OPS! BIG sorry to Dr.(forgott his name)!!

ANSWERS :

ANNONYMOUS D :

sy xsuka lelaki kurus,sy lebih suka lelaki yg chubby..nice & sayang sy mcm sy sayang dia

ANNONYMOUS Y :

• Hmm sy pula suka lelaki BAIK,manis,ensem,comey..hmm..pandai menyanyi & menghiburkan hati,romantik,caring,leh jadi imam masa semayang….& BIJAK PANDAII… & juga KAYA!!     ( comment : mata duitan!).

ANNONYMOUS L :

• saya suka lelaki yg ade lesung pipit..pastu, cerah sikit..xmo tinggi sangat..kalau boleh Japanese look.. n smart. (comment : mamak look takmo ka?)

ANNONYMOUS M :

• *mentioned her name* suka lelaki chubby..stylosss hehe.. suka bawak jalan2.. ada JANGGUT..taik lalat kat pipi errmm comei..comeii.. hehe.

ANNONYMOUS W : (which was not… the same sex wif other annymous said.. )

• suka dikala malam termimpi-mimpi,Rindu dikala mencari.. (comment : jiwang habeh!)

ANNONYMOUS S :

•  sy laks eh.. nak laki kayak-kayak, xnak ensem, manis dahla..pastu nak plg utama tau appreciate sy :p  i’m comfy wif educated n slalu..slalu…slalu.. shower saya wif LUV.    (comment : elelelele )

~ Hope.. a little.. hope… dream.. a little dream..but everythings is already fated yeaa…~

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party… dancin…project… *entry best* Saturday, Mar 4 2006

music : love is in the air…. tralalala..

1. fries
2. 1 botol coke
3. titbits
4. nuggets.

hehehe… maybe.. *once… a year* i will organized & sponsored batchelor party mcm tuh! reason?! : my dear rumet xde!haha.. so bilik nie akuh yg punya~ *evil laugh*. sound system(checked). thanks to nita sbb bagi pinjam speaker ngan sub woofer sume.!! so bout 9.30pm mcm tu.. aku dah siap sume barang… kemas2 bilik…. dah siap duk buzz2 nita,syida..!! dgn lagu2 yg agak menarik… hahaa… dancing inthe moonlight.*maafla jiran sebelah xpenah2 la sethn bilik tu buat memekak camtuh*… kami (ayu,nita& syida) menarikk cam dah xhingatt… lepas je sumbat perut ngan fries.,,berpeluh2.. bagus tul bakar lemak memalam nieh! pehtu.. ima pulak dtg…*hajat die nak jual brooch* terus tarik enjoy diri menari sekali…* haa… lama pulak tunggu cik shasha..konon2 *yb* lah tu! ahaha… pehtu die pun sampai… kami nari lagu omputih…melayu.. haaaa yg paling besh industan siap ngan shol aku kasik pinjam diorg nieh…menarik xhingat… guling2.. haha… lagi tambah diorg pinjam ngan akunya accesories!!serupa bintang industan sudaaa….. menarilaa.. sampai xhingat… last sekali duk menari joget melayu. puaslaa aku duk ajar..cik syida step menari.. lembut2…lenggok-lenggok!hahaha…last2 sume org dah xlarat. tergolek2 masing2…bakar suma lemak2!! lagi ngan gelak guling2!! haa… next..project pulak… jeng-jeng-jeng! 

project:

2.15am: lepas penat menari, kami duk kuar dari ostel. cobaan menyamar la konon!dgn sport shoes..konon2 nak joggin aa… sbnrnya dok suspen gak nieh…siap kene bawak lighter *nak bakar lilin?*. actually nie suma idea sha. ntah aa yg die nak suprise kan!! kiteorg sume dah muka cuak… tp still sanggup nak mengadapi cabaran tsbut…bayangkan lah.dgn gelap yg ade lampu jalan seskit..duk fikir.. amendalaa budak nie nak buat! haha..dak cuak sbb nak bawak kami ke padang…pehtu ddie ckp suma org kene lari! cuak!cuak!pehtu… taraaa… die kuarkan sumting! mercun rupanya…hahaha… no wonder. takut kantoi ngan pak guard.. kiteorg terus cari tempat slamat.haaha… kami pi luar mmu..ikut jalan rahsia.. haha..xla jauh.. sblh je.!hmm.. ok2.. sedia…bila sampai tempat tu. suma duk pk.. mana nak lari, depan ke belakang.. pehtu siap survey tempat lagik.mana! haa.. ok set…!! haa.. pastu.. sha..pun membakar mende tu…..zoopp sume lari…. xsempat pun nak tgk mende tu meletup kat langitt.. hahaha.. terus menyembunyikan diri… yg bestt.. kami 5 ekoq ni.. duk meniarap kat rumputt tuh… reason! takut ngan pak guard!hahaha giler betuii!!hahaa… menarik!! aa tapi… ni kali kedua buat kije giler kat mmu,instead of yg trajedi penyamaran yg hampir memecah record 3000visitors dlm masa 2 hari!hahah…(trims lepas nye kisah)!!! haha…tapi tu suma akan jadi kenangan aaa… betui x? kalo life ni flat je watpe?? kite kene wat sumting different & exciting,fun and interesting… baru leh kenang sampai bila2…hahaha… betui x cakap saya?idayu? haha…!!!

okehlaa… dah 3.47am..penat sudah…nak tdo.. nite2 ppl.taa  

*p/s: thn depan iAllah… kite organize lagik! hahaha… *

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