music : New Found Glory – so happy together.. 

*re-post again*- 4 days ago…

i dont know whether i shud or shudnt post this entry.i cant deny the truth that i’m such a melancolic & love to express deppression in blog and here again. why on earth he suddenly gave that kinda of message to me..suddenly,hmm..i’m the one wantodoit,not this person.so,yes maybe probably becoz this entry….. :(
(i just checked the counter & ip.hmm..*sigh*!) :( please dont get me wrong!i know who i am to u. i still got thatkinda un-describe-able things inside me!!that *feel*!so that’s why i never wanted to buzz u unless u the one who buzz me first!..or even sms u…except the foward thingys that i gave you.i’m also ego.but, i’m really sorry.its already half year gone,ok.along that time so many things already happened to me that probably you didnt know.well..forget it.i dont want to be emo becoz all of this shit.i dont want to fight with you.i dont know wether you trully know me. i’m just a bad person to you.in your eyes,probably right?Frankly speakin,i’m scared of all your intention.i’m afraid of your sweet revenge.i dont know, maybe sumting has poisoning my brain right now.i know u not that kinda of person.i’m really sorry. i’m really sorry. trully, i still cant get u out of my mind.damn!i miss all the things!the lie and the fakeness….!and i still love u!(hate to mention for maybe bout thousands times!)…but that’s the truth. :(

forgive me. and i’m really sorry for everythings and every single things again. :(