music : fort minor – believe me..
those questions keep pervading slowly inside my mind.things that i cud say its quit bothered me these few days. i know i shud keep a side unnecensary things like that, but yeah,i’m just normal humanbein..a little or much,i still feel wateverthings that is spreadingnow…those things still inside my concious mind okeh!
distraction!distraction!.it just a small amount of things that perturb me right now.but to hell! i louthe it.i feel like i’d been used ..as a platform toget **own benefit…and after that it just simply pffff!!it’s gone!!it’s easy right..took sumone for granted using your so-called weapon?aaiihh..or probably it just another series of lie…or just another persiflage drama.and i’m been like stupid person making fool of myself.-keep giving that brightly lil smily face everytimes thoz *&^&*%^%^ !pretend!pretend!nice!nice!”just becoz u feel guilt..stupid!“-help me out of this occurance! so if can be invisible forver and dont give a damn to this shitness!!seriously it was ridiculous!- i know it’s alil harsh.- i exxergerate this entry much….forgive me.i might had touch whoever that will read this nonsense!or ppl might wondering whatthef**kin*helllahh is this all about.right? yah!it might nothing to the reader.. but sumting to the writter…..and this is my blog!so.anybody care??
hmm.. i’m seriously okeh right now.i’m happy!no swing mood actually but i’m really damn “meluat” with all the things that i’d mentioned just now!hahaha.if i can puke above those “things!”!that will feel reaallyy..reaally better right?hahaha…wattehelllahh this rambling is all about!it just rambling..ramblingg… oowhh crapp!….okeh..i’m done!aaihh finally i let it out of mychest!!!
all i must say here…*romeo must die*!hahahahhahahahahhahahahahha. invi..invi..invi!
“This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!…hahaha!!”
February 17, 2006 at 11:20 am
[...] i dont know whether i shud or shudnt post this entry.i cant deny the truth that i’m such a melancolic & love to express deppression in blog and here again. why on earth he suddenly gave that kinda of message to me..suddenly,hmm..i’m the one wantodoit,not this person.so,yes maybe probably becoz this entry….. (i just checked the counter & ip.hmm..*sigh*!) please dont get me wrong!i know who i am to u. i still got thatkinda un-describe-able things inside me!!that *feel*!so that’s why i never wanted to buzz u unless u the one who buzz me first!..or even sms u…except the foward thingys that i gave you.i’m also ego.but, i’m really sorry.its already half year gone,ok.along that time so many things already happened to me that probably you didnt know.well..forget it.i dont want to be emo becoz all of this shit.i dont want to fight with you.i dont know wether you trully know me. i’m just a bad person to you.in your eyes,probably right?Frankly speakin,i’m scared of all your intention.i’m afraid of your sweet revenge.i dont know, maybe sumting has poisoning my brain right now.i know u not that kinda of person.i’m really sorry. i’m really sorry. trully, i still cant get u out of my mind.damn!i miss all the things!the lie and the fakeness….!and i still love u!(hate to mention for maybe bout thousands times!)…but that’s the truth. [...]
February 17, 2006 at 11:26 am
scared of intentions..