music : Bee Gees – To Love Somebody
HOOREYY!!finally..exam is over!!and now… i’ll preparing for 3 weeks hols!yeppie… huhuhu
-FINAL REVIEW..
first day(9/1/2006-MONDAY) the MIS ppr… was OK!!tho its quit tough at the section c:case study!-hmm..
oklah. i’m damn brain dead. too much input for the day.
(12/1/2006-THURSDAY) BSS ppr : i dont know..and i’m not hoping anything for this ppr -adehh… i only sleep for 2hours.haih..i dunt know wat hell wrong with my bio body clock these days!-and exam started at 9.00-11am.*giler aahh*
2. Alhamdulillah i’d checked for the Mis group assg,hoorey..we got the highest mark, same with Cyber-P.thanks my dear lecturers.love u both.muahs.
3. happy2 event lagik: after finished the ppr,i had breakfast together with y,lokman,syida,sha,tasha & fina. Then,we decided togo for bowling at Alamanda (ngantuk giler tp tahan gak!) and accidently met Reza .best bermain2 together dan menghappykan diri.Lepas jer abis main bowling,teman sha shopping & had lunch…petang tu terus pergi Sunway Pyramid.We sing along the way inthe car & took pictures ..Hmm..konon2 nak berkaraoke kat Redbox tp takjadik sbb dah after 6.00pm-rate agak tinggi & ntah Redbox nie..sejak bile plak nak kene pakai membercard!ceh leceh!takpe2 kengkawan…lotsa more time to come =).So apelagi…kite org pun gi makan2 lagi -sembang while making jokes and stuffs! pastu,scouting around for nothing from one shop to others,window-window shopping lagik!*ahaha kepenatan!*!..well i didnt buy anythings!!sbb nak budjet..aaaa…for sumting for other urgent things”-aaih remember?saving!saving!.perghh time tuh…mate dah letih tak hingat- i think i looked like a walking zombie,cant even stop yawning and i was sleepin inthe car while onthe way back!!tapi ape2 pun still enjoy & had a great time…heuheue……yeah!reach back to cyber at approximately 11.00pm.and then,curl up myself into bed,sleep-sleep-sleep likes nobody business.!
they…
(14-01-2006 – today.saturday..)-FINAL PAPER CYBERPRENUER…
100 mcqs…haha…rasa nak pengsan gak jawab…hahahah…..
~sumting i suddenly remember…:~ :-
my conversation with sumone a week ago…miraculously everytimes this person bumps into me….is likes a magic!i’d dreamed bout this person a nite before thoz incident.so,issit a real instinct?pretty weird connection!…aahh.. and finally on that day,my doubt been answered. between both persons.haih…
i:h’s ur past..n stil in ur memory
z:yeps..i’ll pray for them..finally..blablaba..
i:ingat die jst as a memory dah la
z:yaah…*sigh*
i:idup happy2..
z:hehehe tula..
z:kite pun ckpp eppy2 je ngan die
z:*dancing icon*
i: good2!
=etcs!=
…and confuse to decide now!…
i think you mean!mean!mean!yes you..you!!is that all what you wanted to show?ur sweet revenge on me!?!are you trying tobe inconsiderate?!!tho i knew u not.yess i’m ego!yes i just pretended all the dramas.all i said &done!-and i had to!i had to!hey..wat do you think i am?hah?hah?hah????????…………….cant u just keep it..in ur safety plce only.!why must u told me,everything?damn you!wats your intention?its hurt me to death!!yeh..but dont worry coz i can manage to handle of myself.i didnt do stupid things becoz of that!but i’m bleeding again ….i feel lost again around a bunch of ppl beside me.i’m fucking bleed.i wanted to cry!but i dont want to look stupid bcoz of you!yes.. carry on.so u happy now?..yep!as what i told ya.i pray for you.both & i’m happy for you!.. things that i wont fake!!!…and this wound..it will heal soon..i know.aaaahh dont worry this is only a rant…after so long i’d been kept inside me,i push it out from the pethetic thought of mine.aaahh enough!my brain is oledi slow!my head is spinning!aching-aaahh.. i know i’m not supposely write this.but whoever care!?my rant!i’m tired to care of those hart!i’m tired of this feeling and lies and shit!!i’m f******g tired weeiihhh…..i’m emo now!emo!emo!& i hate being emo!! but i emo already!!!!!!!!!!!!inhale -exhale…haih….i’m sorry…i cant take it any longer.and i only want to tell the world how i feel..world i’m not ok!- i’m feel bad & cruel to write it this way,but watelse i can do??aihhh…i have to swallow those bitter,but i dont want to lock thoze things inside me.those feeling burden me much!aah..it harsh to you, right sorry!u can say anything you want to me.despicable!but i’m not..u dont know me, u never know me.but..how lucky i knew u.hmm…aahh… penatlah!oklah. enough.
“i know.. i will be ok..prety soon…..so,ppl u dont have to worry!!”
on another notes, now..i shall think to change mylife.maybe,makes a new fresh extraordinary connection with certain someone again.!and i shall open my mind, heart and spirit to those new unusual opportunities that i have.!or perhaps,probably i shall give a second chance/hope?or shall not..? aaahh..its hard!->to leave and love somebody!=(…
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