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mylife…
i dont know..whre to start,maybe from the begining..middle or end. but i just want to letout this things. .its bout how mylife goes..i think that mylife really like a roller coster..turn upside down. there’s a good things and badthings had happened…!and all i rememebered…*start*
i lost a love from man call *ayah* since i was six.and since that mum took care of me,everythings she gave me..love,money and the most important things – a good education.i still remember, when i was in primary school, i was one of the best student,i entered and win the health quiz and science & math quiz until the state level together with my friend azli & suriawaty(still remember them).i have a good result in UPSR and been offered to study in Seri Putri,one the boarding school,but mum didnt letme go..she said that i was too small to stay in the hostel etc2.i was like a bit frustrated at that time. 3 years after that, i also got a good result in PMR and i became the best student of my school and i’d been offered again to two boarding school SSP and Sc Muar!it was weird right?but then i choosed Sc Muar.at first,mum hestitate to let me go..but then we discussed,talked and i promised to her that i can manage myself well there and become a good student. In sc muar, lotsa things..happened i mean..i face new things, stayed in the hostel, everythings is different.. i had to wake up early in the morning coz ade Prep
pagi at 6.30am..then lotsa2 things.but, in that school i became active on stage la…entered lotsa competition, sketch..choir..coralspeaking..nasyid..too much and i cant hardly remembered..!but one things yang tak boleh lupe was..time *april fool* hahah.. it was really damn fool!hihi.. and i had so many friends there ( u know.i was a friendly creature on earth)…and gossips..and registered name!ahahaha…tu sume kije Azua..hahaha..(miss her…).
well,after the spm.. id been offer to the MAtrics.. first trial matric at KYPm bangi..before spm result announced….well, thats a time, i think i start to learn new things..meet a guy.. a love.. and urhhh so many things… at times.. rasanya, i became a diff person.tak jadi naive..anymore!hmm..meet my first love *khairul*..then, at the end of the matric id been offered to futher my study at UMS.. the MEdical radiation!OMG… i was liked i dont like that course.but i accidentlychose this course.itulah padahnye…main2.. man!i hate bio so much eventho, i can score that subject!!i was liked so stupid..takmo continuee study there..and,the most stupid things dalam pale otak ni fikir…i dont want to be far from my bf!kononnye laa…i dont know why??at that time.. i feellike so stupid..and tak fikir panjang.so…i think.. there was a time startnye hardtime dlm hidup aku..so, i just continue study kat kypm kl..HND, affilated program with Coventry UK!well, apepun… kat cheras ni..gak mcm2 happened.broke up with my bf after 3years together.!damnnn…but hmm i also endured happy time meet new & great friend.meet shasha,y,tom,tasha,yana,chen.. & kia..etc. oklah..but, at the end..of this course mmg agak sedih aaa.. becoz tak dpt nak sambung study UK!dammit nye mara taknak sponsor.. only 4 org of my friends…dapat continue…only 1 year to finish the degree.hmm… then after finished HND… cuti bout 8 month..lamer kan??and…between that month… it was liked…mcm2 hal jadi… ok!aku kije 16 days kat A-famosa resort & 1 month kat kedai comp…and…lepas tu…my world its like completely doom!!!lotsa things burden on me..at the sametimes…i still searching for U..to futher my degree…
at last…aku ke MMU cyberjaya.. hahah.. lagi skali i did kinda stupid,weird things… becoz of friend gak la.. or..mebi..sbb diri sendiri gak… elok2 dapat offer the course that i choose which is *software & animation*..quite tough aaa…with maths and programmming stuffs.. pastu… sbb.. all my friends… dapat same course which is bba Management with multimedia..so aku pun tukau ler…but, i wont regret!!until now…huhuh.. but anyway.. this course, its not like the easiest like what ppl think…in mmu, this course was the 2nd hardest course in the Faculty of Management after the Financial engineering!! ntah aaa.. mebi subject die agak pelik2 and mmu pun pelik2..hehe..!!.watever la…hmmm…
actually.behind all that..till now, lotsa things lagi happened.ntah aaa… too many things… so… thats how mylife goes,goin up then down then up again..well sometimes, i’ma bit down when i saw all my friend same age dah graduated..but, nevermind laa… life must goes on kan!! what am i goin todo now…after this… is study rajin.. i had gamma & delta year more togo! i have to get the best cgpa…dapat kije elok2…get my own satisfaction!right??determined on that!coz i believe ape2 pun jadi mesti ade reason & hikmah yg Allah dah tentukan right?? so, i wont let myself down!i wont give up! gambatte 
parents…family…etc
* miss them..to bits..mum & dad*
* but i dont think i will stay with them this hols break*
* miss my niece tahirah..
* miss bro now continue his work/study in US for 6month….
* miss abg mail, hopefully he will goin back to Mesia this raya, mesti my sis dah rindu2..
* miss them & nak duit rayer! huhuh…
*miss kak ros!
*gonna miss uncle roslan duit rayer,coz he will goin to Hawaii..and i might miss the chance to see him.
man, apsal plak sumer gi oversea nie?ish2…
~~~ sedeyy la pulak.. =(….hmm…huhu
(1)the depression : she lookin…to sumtin…
(3) *sigh* : she said..ok fine..!!go on…
need sleep.*yawn* ZZZ..).
listening to radio *x-fresh* thanks syed,credit to him,well his the one who influenced me to listen this station!right?).=D..jpg)
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