PART 1 : The begining.. (emotional)
music : Collective Soul – Run
00.07am:Ya Allah…somethings wENT wrong .. i can feel it..
my hart goin to cry..
Patient…right? no harsh… let it be..
better if i just turn off everythings front me..
Ya Allah…please help me…gimme stronngs..
she wish she can tell the world.. the real things..
but.. she cant!she’s hiding.. she’s not pretending.
just for the sake of everyones..
sorry….
someday they will know….
even it was too late.
~off now.shall sleep while listenin to some gothic love~zzz
(….she actually knows…..)
PART 2 : (The called..)
music : My Chemical Romance – To The End
ish.. teringat hal petang semalam. suddenly my mobile bunyi…
owh si Petz called…
then.. tetibe dengar… ” weh! Ya Allah.. ko ni ayu..mane satu no. ko pakai nie??!!! aku rasa sejak aku kenal ko.. bape thn tu.. ko dah pakai 7 no, kan? ko ni artist ke hape??? penat aku call no2 ko!!”
hahhaha… cam nak tergelak pulak die marah camtu.
hihi.. dah habit aaa…nak buat camner.!
tukar2.. best skit.. huhuhu..
but, rasa nyer.. sincee aku guna alat yg bernama *handpone@mobilephone etc* since aku first masuk matrics.. till now.. rasenyer more than 10 numbers kkot!!LOL…=D.
*well… i checked my balance at the ATM yesterday, huhuh… best2!!dad dah put money thre!!;)..yeh…i’m happy…happy so happy! and i have every reason to be fucking happy bunny today!shopping anyone?? *big grin*.. ~off to Malacca!!
PART 3 :The finale…(MAlacca..)
music : James Blunt – you’re beautiful
hhmm.. i went to Malacca with my cousin.actually just to accompany her shoping for rayer..hmm, tapi seronok gak la..kiteorg gi MP.. windowshoppin..my cousin beli shoes.but, i didnt buy anythings.hmm sbb dah beli pun kasut rayer pun haritu..round2 kat MP.. from 1 shop to others… memula fikir nak beli handbag.. tp..last2 pun tak beli!sbb fikir dah ade banyak!ish.. dah berkenan dah handbag color purple kat Nose tu…haih.. tp tak beli.haih skrg mcm menyesal plak.huhuh..just window shopping!…
lepas penat shoppin.. kiteorg rest jap. and solat Zuhur kat Masjid Al.azim , then.. teringat ade skit barang mum suruh beli… on the way tu.. singgah jap kat Tesco.Haih.. perghh… penuh giler la orgnyer.. nak parking pun take time…kat Tesco.. tu, cam ade tudung selendang yg cantik ..then tengok cam nice aa… so, i bought it.untuk match for my baju rayer=D. itu jerla… then… dlm pukul 5.00pm camtu…kiteorg balik Tampin… !
Hmm..bye2 Malacca.. hihi. Actually, i love malacca.. die cam small city yg sumer things ade kat situ.Hmm.. i wish someday..i will buy house in Malacca..stay in Malacca.. can i?InsyaAllah,ehhe..my wishful thinkin again.Nape xnak live kat KL? seriously, tak suka live kat big city macam KL, eventho.. mmg sume2 benda ada kat situ.. big2 mall.. watever.mmg best but, forme.. i prefer live kat small city,small town.. have family there…besarkan my kids kat situ..ewahh..!!!brape kids? 4 enough kot…!!hehe.. eweh..merepek lagi!hihi…!!Tp my dad kasi ker??well.. ntah la.. tapi rasanya kasi kot!even…all my sis & bro stayed kat KL..family KL.. nyeh!bosanla..!huhuhu.. Seronok kan kalau dream2 nie..??hihi.. =D… okla bye.enuf for part 3-the finale.
- yeah obviously i still have those mysterious feelin twrd him. cant deny it…and i thank God coz this friendship still remains…. Alhamdulillah.
Pic of the day..(muka penat yg masih mampu tersenyum 
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(she’s so damn tired and need rest badly…yawn bout 20 times …sleepy to the max…need sleep… gtg…
c’ya tmrw….
chiow… 
