in the past 11:23 am
music : The Cranberries – Ridiculous Thought
YOU HAVE 9 MISSED CALLS +919841181981(9) since 16:57:15 29-oct05
(Activated by hotlink)..
uishh… peliknyer no.. nier? dah laa call aku sampai 9 kali.. !kalo camnienyer no. sure from oversea.but saper eh?? ..sori sesaper tu….sbb off mobile tu..hihi!
in the past 10:04 pm
music : the brilliant green – i’m just lovin u..
SMS between me & ila..
* me: “woiitt..ila..jomm aaa balik awal kg, mari buat lemang & rendang sesame.wakakaka”
*her: “insyaAllah..kiteorg balik isnin mlm.. abg aku balik sama skali..aku buat lemang mesti terangkat punya..wakaka..”
*me : fuiooo..terangat jgn tak terangkat..huhuhu.Aku nak tengok air tangan ko buat lemang tu.hihih..”
[demam raya.. bestnyer.. kan?? so, early wish untuk sume2.. SELAMAT HARI RAYE.. !!maaf zahir & batin.. ] =D
in the past 2:17 pm
music : The Cranberries – Stars
morning!
“i always think to stop blogging… but.. i dunno when…ehh??hmm…..”
- i dont really have much words to say..here,today.
still baking… cookiess..wanna have some?;)
*few minutes called from,…ejan :” ayue… ejan baru balik seremban.. mana kad rayer ni?slalu every year ade?? hihih “… aku : “ alamak!!hehe…” *tepuk kepala..* camner leh luper?? … [aku bagi 1 card jer this rayer,compared tahun lps adelah 2-3 cards hehe..] bagus beetul… !!e-card pun boleh kott??nyeh-nyeh-nyeh!!!
owhh… goood.2… guess “its” disappeared… well,*hopeso*..!!
enuf..*chioww…*
in the past 11:28 pm
music : Verve Pipe – The Freshman…
*something refreshing…apart from my ussually depressed-entry!!huhuhu…*
Final Result – Trimester 1 2005/2006
Dear Students,
Please take note of the following events:
a) The ACTUAL Result will be released latest by 5.00pm today (Friday -28 October 2005)
b) Those sitting for Supplementary Examination kindly refer to the Bulletin Board by 11 November 2005 for the suject/s concerned.
c) The Supplementary Exam schedule will be released via Bulletin Board by 11 November 2005. The exam will start on Wednesday, 16 November 2005.
d) Those whose status are TERMINATED, kindly send your appeal letter for reinstatement latest by 21 November 2005. You are advised to attend all classes while waiting for the appeal result.
f) The due date to appeal for re-grading is on 21 November 2005.
Thank you and Regards,
Examination and Records Unit
* 4.30pm :dan semua org duk menunggu result… hihi.. aku?ketakutan! lala…detik2 terakhir sebelum..result keluar.!menunggu gak dgn penuh kesabaran! – dlm hati duk geram… apsal laa.. die announce skrg?? nak berhari raye! adehh..mmu nie..giler aa!!
* and.. Alhamdulillah…happy2 sangat…=)!!and.. improve lagi dari trims lepas….enough to make my parents really2 proud of me!yeah! =>..I AM HAPPY..BOUNCy2…HAPPY..HAPPY!! (again..i feel like dancin while listening to “the sweetest things”)
finally… i make it..!!a very good result.. with@without him… 
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BOUT YESTERDAY….
music : 3 doors down – here by me..
and only if u read this… :
“erks… tak merajuk la…
emo sikit jer…time tu…
biasa laa… you know me…
sensitive pun… senang cool balik… dunt worry eh??”hihi….
ok! shall go… baking timer..hehe.. =D!
SO LONG & GUDNITE.. CHIOW..
(auw!!i’m listening to The cranberries!!..)off.. *3 times wink!!*
in the past 11:30 pm
music : the cardigans – war
“jangan terlalu kecewa kerana kita tidak tahu..ade hikmah disebaliknya…
dan janganlah terlalu gembira kerana sesuatu keuntungan kita tidak
tahu akibatnya…”
hmm..
hari ni… sambung buat biscuit rayer lagi! mum cakap traditional pulak laa..
asik2 moden2, so hari ni.. mum pun tulun same.. buat kuih Samperit.. & biscuit arab!hihi… first time gak buat semperit tu..sempat cari bahan2 kat mesra.net! pastu.. mase tengah baking2 tu.. first mum ckp.. “tengok kuih tu.. gemuk ker kurus..jadinya..” so.. tengok la “kurus laa ma kuih tu.. cunjer!” ..mum reply” nasib baik ler tak gemuk!” (haikkk bunyi cam perli!)..so,aku pun balas..” yelah… kang gemuk takde pulak org nak mkn.. cam orang gak!“.. adat aa?!betul tak?!*sigh*!! .. hehe okla.. mari kita upload pic biscuit rayer lagi!hehe..:
*4th batch*
*5th batch*
*six batch!*ok..sekian terima kasih =)…
in the past 1:56 am
music : this violent dreams
why? why?why?i’m tired to think..
i feel like dying…
boredorm & lonely leads me to cry now….
At this point of life, i don’t know what i want.
i’m a complete blur right now.blur & full of sadness,loneliness and currently i’m just floating across plain air of a nothing…
at the same times,
I AM SO DAMN CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
….i m torn between two tempted option!
well,i can do this through tough way or easy way…….if i wannabe a big old drama queen and make everyone roll their eyes or i should take this probs tough.. tackle this problem and figure out how to advert a situation….stop it from happening again..more & more..
how i wish i can live in ignorance…
ignorance is bliss..!!am i right?
(shall sleep… nite!)
(hmm..upload pic again!! lalala…. boring & taktau nak buat. takde ape2 yg interesting pun…bosan2! tgh melayan lagu kat winamp nie!! roxx nite!k laa… bubye…bubye…bubye…)
in the past 1:10 pm
PART ONE : ..
i’m home!!just came back from town,bought more cookin stuffs for rayer.i feel good.And now i’m lying on my bed with the laptop listening to the rain outside. bliss!!..lalala!!-!! hmm..i do nothing…few seconds i checked my wallet. Gosh! i think i spend much … i shudnt become a shopholic anymore! ! and i’m think i should start saving .might sound like a fact that is out of this world eh?,but i want to start. .. ok once i get back in MMU,..i determine myself not togo shopping everyweek.!!wont eat junk anymore! no more topup cards-rm30 for 1 month!(well, i think im not spend much on prepaid,lately),nomore DVDs,koreans cd(only if im too desprate to watch the movies!!)And i will even keep track where my money is spent, as an effort to remind myself to save.nyeh?
Why? coz i want a certain something so badly. And i don’t want to ask from mum & dad money! So thre! thats the main reason!hihihi… so wish me luck!
shall go..solat & continue my new 3rd batch biscuits rayer. nyums!-
A sad story bout my 3rd batch biscuit rayer ,*caramel cornflakes*!!=( i dunt know wats hell wrong with the ingredients, its turn out to be so *lembik* after been baked.!!hmm dont u know i spend much ringgit of this biscuit (ya know the cost of walnut,cheswue nuts, badam..cornflakes & coco crunch??)!!urghh.. i was so frustrated at first, but then.. i tried to alter it back.. maybe because of the quantity of flour is lesser than the butter..so, i put a lil bit flour ..etc2!!..finally the alteration successful- mission accomplished..as the output,my 3rd biscuit baked well..and taste good!hihi.. =)
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*ngaap!!*droolin…
in the past 5:50 am
music : Dark Tranquility – The Mind Eyes
PART 1 : tHe morning psyco.. (edited)
My morning started with a weird phone called ,and i assumed that the caller was sorta crazy+psyco blablabla…!yah… the incident happened when i was busy preparing foods for sahur, and suddenly i heard my mobile ringing…i looked at the my phone screen,and i saw unfamiliar number…. 0126++.. appeared and blinkin…~~then..picked the phone and said hellow…sape nie??and *he* replied… dah sahur??..well, i was shocked!!unfamiliar voice!erks.. i said ” nak sahur la nie.. sape nie?”.. then he replied ” ayah awk nie“.. i replied ” wat?? and ok la bye!”.. a few minutes after that, i received a sms from the same number!”sy nak kawan dgn awak…jgn terlalu mementingkan diri sendiri”.. Oh my my… who the hell is this guy!??psycotic or somethings..?? and i was like really blurr(garu kepala!!)..to think where he actually get my no? i didnt give this new number to anyone…..only some of my friends.ignored! i dont have timeto be friend with pyscodelic,moronic stranger or watso ever!hell ..i dont wanto!!
6.35am : finished downloading.. the brilliant green – lost angeles :falling stars in your eyes.mp3!! (lagu jepun yg chomel …hihi.. \:D/…).Thanks dear..for the song.Man i love this happy song… rollll it over & over.. and i feel liked dancing…dancing!! lalalala…!
(mood : happy + try to satisfy both party..hmm…)
music : Dancing in the moonlight…
PART 2 : tHE Biscuit rayer…
the happy mood… continue…
so here some pics of my biscuit rayer.. ehem.. *
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*pesanan khas dari cik tasha..(kene ingat tu.. haih DIET!proper diet!)
az_an9_el (10/25/2005 2:44:24 PM): jgn makan byk sgt kuih raya..
az_an9_el (10/25/2005 2:44:34 PM): nnt kang kene byk exercise..
ayue (10/25/2005 2:44:42 PM): huhu okeh bebeh
ayue (10/25/2005 2:44:54 PM): kite buat jer.. jrg la mkn abis huhuh
az_an9_el (10/25/2005 2:45:14 PM): hehehehheheh..
haha…. lepas tu,sempat plak bersembang ngan Ben pastu… alamak! .. my turn?? hhee..yelah lepas die banjer movie hari tu!!huhuhu..
Ben (10/25/2005 3:28:55 PM): biler plak nko nak banje aku
Ben (10/25/2005 3:28:55 PM): bukan turn nko ke..!!!!
ayue (10/25/2005 3:28:56 PM): 
ayue (10/25/2005 3:29:00 PM): hahah
Ben (10/25/2005 3:29:08 PM): pandai ngelat
ayue (10/25/2005 3:29:08 PM): nanti ler
Ben (10/25/2005 3:29:13 PM): mentang a aku busy…
Ben (10/25/2005 3:29:16 PM): ingat aku lupe aa tuuu
ayue (10/25/2005 3:29:20 PM): aku tgh bercuti
ayue (10/25/2005 3:29:22 PM): huhuhu
ayue (10/25/2005 3:29:43 PM): pas aku hols rayer la eh?
Ben (10/25/2005 3:29:43 PM): yer aaaaa 
..etc2.
PART 3 : the end..(free your mind…!)
music : The Brilliant Green – Falling star in your eyes…
ok…at the end of this entry i would like to say thanks to bunny dearie.. ur nice hun!! & u gimme such a beautiful song tonite!* lady in red * (puji ade makna nie…hihi-treats me & shasha,plz!! will u?Chillis?).LOL..
enuf says. gtg.. nite ppl..
chiow….
omotte itai anata dake o…
ai shite’ru koto sore ga subete…
in the past 5:37 am
music : Frankie J – More than words
PART 1 :
……its biscuit rayer mode! ..
hari ni teman mum gi beli lotsa bahan2 utk biscuit raye. & one more things,forget to mention,.. hihi td sempatla beli oven baru!..*penat*. tp sronok..!!
music : Billy Myers – Kiss the rain..
PART 2 :
8.10pm : its Rainingg!!YEPPEII.. and i started to sing!!*sejuknyerr…*
and im a lil bored sitting front of my laptop!nyeh utterly boringg!!.. watodo??what should i do??probably do nothing!:P blablabla… nothing to blog actually! hmm… hmm hmm…
i’m toyin with the idea of changing my layout *againn??- issit waste-fool?*
*expect a lot of hiccups on this blogie …
*ouchh.. the sakit kepala =(….*
plus… a lil bit feel terrified to see my friend status “bile lah result nak keluar ni?” hahaha…! well, i think probably next week…or by the end of this week! *cant wait..*=D..!!
*tried to discover somethings to make me sweeter …* well,a nice compliment from someone told me that i had a sweet laugh. Yeeahh right watever,thanks anyway…*giggle*!frankly says that,i already know it for so long!!*.. =)).
Pic of the day :
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*The S alphabet.. swallow it!!evenn its hard..could bring harm, the S.. even its meaningless… or might be too precious & always in my mind…. heck i dunno what i’m saying…!! off.(10.38pm)
-if u think that ur life is like a lemon, well.. make a lemonade then! (?);P
chiowwww… =D
in the past 12:07 am
PART 1 : The begining.. (emotional)
music : Collective Soul – Run
00.07am:Ya Allah…somethings wENT wrong .. i can feel it..
my hart goin to cry..
Patient…right? no harsh… let it be..
better if i just turn off everythings front me..
Ya Allah…please help me…gimme stronngs..
she wish she can tell the world.. the real things..
but.. she cant!she’s hiding.. she’s not pretending.
just for the sake of everyones..
sorry….
someday they will know….
even it was too late.
~off now.shall sleep while listenin to some gothic love~zzz
(….she actually knows…..)
PART 2 : (The called..)
music : My Chemical Romance – To The End
ish.. teringat hal petang semalam. suddenly my mobile bunyi…
owh si Petz called…
then.. tetibe dengar… ” weh! Ya Allah.. ko ni ayu..mane satu no. ko pakai nie??!!! aku rasa sejak aku kenal ko.. bape thn tu.. ko dah pakai 7 no, kan? ko ni artist ke hape??? penat aku call no2 ko!!”
hahhaha… cam nak tergelak pulak die marah camtu.
hihi.. dah habit aaa…nak buat camner.!
tukar2.. best skit.. huhuhu..
but, rasa nyer.. sincee aku guna alat yg bernama *handpone@mobilephone etc* since aku first masuk matrics.. till now.. rasenyer more than 10 numbers kkot!!LOL…=D.
*well… i checked my balance at the ATM yesterday, huhuh… best2!!dad dah put money thre!!;)..yeh…i’m happy…happy so happy! and i have every reason to be fucking happy bunny today!shopping anyone?? *big grin*.. ~off to Malacca!!
PART 3 :The finale…(MAlacca..)
music : James Blunt – you’re beautiful
hhmm.. i went to Malacca with my cousin.actually just to accompany her shoping for rayer..hmm, tapi seronok gak la..kiteorg gi MP.. windowshoppin..my cousin beli shoes.but, i didnt buy anythings.hmm sbb dah beli pun kasut rayer pun haritu..round2 kat MP.. from 1 shop to others… memula fikir nak beli handbag.. tp..last2 pun tak beli!sbb fikir dah ade banyak!ish.. dah berkenan dah handbag color purple kat Nose tu…haih.. tp tak beli.haih skrg mcm menyesal plak.huhuh..just window shopping!…
lepas penat shoppin.. kiteorg rest jap. and solat Zuhur kat Masjid Al.azim , then.. teringat ade skit barang mum suruh beli… on the way tu.. singgah jap kat Tesco.Haih.. perghh… penuh giler la orgnyer.. nak parking pun take time…kat Tesco.. tu, cam ade tudung selendang yg cantik ..then tengok cam nice aa… so, i bought it.untuk match for my baju rayer=D. itu jerla… then… dlm pukul 5.00pm camtu…kiteorg balik Tampin… !
Hmm..bye2 Malacca.. hihi. Actually, i love malacca.. die cam small city yg sumer things ade kat situ.Hmm.. i wish someday..i will buy house in Malacca..stay in Malacca.. can i?InsyaAllah,ehhe..my wishful thinkin again.Nape xnak live kat KL? seriously, tak suka live kat big city macam KL, eventho.. mmg sume2 benda ada kat situ.. big2 mall.. watever.mmg best but, forme.. i prefer live kat small city,small town.. have family there…besarkan my kids kat situ..ewahh..!!!brape kids? 4 enough kot…!!hehe.. eweh..merepek lagi!hihi…!!Tp my dad kasi ker??well.. ntah la.. tapi rasanya kasi kot!even…all my sis & bro stayed kat KL..family KL.. nyeh!bosanla..!huhuhu.. Seronok kan kalau dream2 nie..??hihi.. =D… okla bye.enuf for part 3-the finale.
- yeah obviously i still have those mysterious feelin twrd him. cant deny it…and i thank God coz this friendship still remains…. Alhamdulillah.
Pic of the day..(muka penat yg masih mampu tersenyum …)
(she’s so damn tired and need rest badly…yawn bout 20 times …sleepy to the max…need sleep… gtg…
c’ya tmrw….
chiow…
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