music : anything but ordinary!
this song makes me thinks of someone!
i tried to elude this feeling but i cant!it was too strong tied up in my thought. still conquered half of my hart badly.
i know u happy much now.. u get what u want.. i know u… much.
all bout u.. what u like what u dislikes
i’m sorry if i cry now.
i cant help it.
sorry ..i write bout u again..
know u wont read it..
until now.. everythings still the same in me.
eventho, many things had happened.unexpectedly.
i learn much of myself.
knowing some ppl…do appreciate me.
other ppl do care bout me.
but why?
i cant open myhart?
i’m still thinkin of u?
i’m sorry..
i’m stupid!todo this to myself
but seriously,i dont want to think bout u..
its hurt me..
but i cant.
please let me out!
i dont want to think bout u..
but i still read bout u..
i still keep ur 545 msgs in my mobile.
i still keep ur pics in my album.
i still mention ur name in my prayers..
why must i keep those things? i cant delete..i wont
it was too precious for me…
i dont want to think bout u..
why must i think bout u..
i know u happy now..
i let urself go…
coz i really love u..
i dont want to think bout u again.
please.. i dont want our memory… it was too much.
too much i know bout u..
but why must i still keep it? again..
knowing that i only can love u from far.
im sorry.. i love u.still..
i cant.. please pray for me..
so that i can forget all bout u..
so i can stop hoping from u..
help me…! help me… please…
coz i dont want to think bout u!
more..and more..
i’ll pray for u… always.
what will happened….. after two years from now?eh!!!i dont know..
sincerely;
ida@yu…