music : Crumbs

5.46am : guess what? i still cant close my eyes.!i cant sleep!i tried so many times..hmm.. maybe due to..powerful *pearl kachip fatimah*.. seeping into my body & brain cells.control everythings already..hold my eyes from fall asleep.the insanity of final dipression drag myself to try that things,inorder to stay up much longer than i ever expected.gosh! well, nothing i cud say… just this few days i spend much of the nite at the library,became a libr geek & dominator till morning!… discussed with AZeroi ,Lokman & syida bout IS thingys.. and late nite dinner with them at Dengkil.got back to the library & studied till 3.00am…back to hostel.etc..haih.. i’m tired! (merepek dah…)

* HAPPY… BIRTHDAY SHASHA… (hope u likes my cute present! hihi…)

5.55am : i’m alone in this room..im incredibly feel lonely.hear the slow,love song! yes! i cant help myself.. when i think of somethings.. when i looked at one things..when i hear…everythings. why mylife is likes this? turn tobe liked this? how i wish.. everythings.. am i in the right path?. i’m confused!.which one to decide? or just being incredibly selfish to myself. i wish i can let everythings out here!but there’s certain part i cant write.im still hiding it off. without everyone notice!tried tobe okay all the times!to make everyone satisfied.*sigh*.. i cant escape the truth…of myself.

- do i have to think somethings unnecessary right now other than exam?
- do i have to think bout how i miss someone likes hell right now?
- do i have to think , think.. of everythings?
- why my mood swings ? issit becoz pms? geeezz.. its suck!haiihh…

* my first ppr is tomorrow… shall resume my study! wish me luck!

( dont make any stupid assumption here…this my blog.. my rules..i free to write anythings i want.. if u dont want to read… so dont ! okehh? heheh…)