*lalala…..* 
its your love… Thursday, Aug 25 2005
in the past 4:51 pm
So its begins…..
hmm..im in love with this song… tim mc-graw feat faith hill… ! keep rolling in over!.. *its your love*..
*bout lastnite, i didnt mean to blame him…..know, i shuldnt.. im blaming myself, then i loose everythings…there’s nothing left for me.. no hopes… no wish.. no nothings..
what i write in this blog is normally becoz im too depressed to myself… and… those harsh or insult words…will coming out!..bout fat.. bout handsomeless… its not for him! no… that’s in general.. and fact!my perception twrd guys…might easily get…wat they want especially gurl!just used a lil bit of sweetwords..pleased them…and gal will normally fall down! uhh… stop blaming guys! right? think bout sumting else..dont mess myself with all these!…well, i know maself..im the one who’s making the mistakes..ruin everythings! and now… …this is my final tribunal….this is wht i get..i always know the fact.
plz stop!
+ 4 benda kat dunia ni…yang dah ditetapkan…
1) pertemuan…
2)jodoh…
3) rezeki..
4) mati…
so, kuatkan iman… jgn tinggal solat..and keep praying…
* harini… class pukul 8-10am cancelled! perghh tensi sgt sbb dah siap2 gi clas, tgk tade! aduh.. apsal aku asik lupe je nak check mmls nie!!!…then balik2 terus sambung tido…hehe.
* then at 12.30 ade meeting ngan Prof.stadley! perghh…bout leadership thingys! habis aku kene jawab lotsa questions & explain mende2 tu… dari prof. british..yang tua nie! hiks.. mcm granpa pun ade!meeting dlm 1 hour! adeh.. then, rest jap… pastu direct class from 2-4pm.. arini ade plak lect from anti corruptions dtg… dgr aaaa a few things bout corruption.etc.. and ade sum gitur performance!well, agak menarik!….
ok penat..nak rest jap before.. jogging pkul 6nanti!=)*tobe beautiful ,respected & appreaciated*
9.30pm : gi Hartamas Square with mye & atul… coz nak tengok azha & his band perform.. sampai2 dah pukul 10pmlebih…jumpe tasha kat sane…jumpe adin.. and few mmu clanz.. dinner & makan kat sane till 12 sumting… then we headed to Uptown.. lepak jap kat kedai bf Fina.. ngan Gerg.. ! hiks..! then.. jenjln.. kat situ! pergh..loaded with ppl! *tulah scenario yg bese jadik kat Uptown~~ i bought some stuffs.. new sling beg!slipars..and some accesories! hehe.. ntah aaa..since afew weeks nie… i became so shopholic!spend…spend! hmm. duit scholar ade, pastu baru td my dad masuk duit agi! hiks!giler kan? ntah aaa…!aku drive back… sampai2 bout 2 sumting!!hehe..and now.. nak trus buat assg! *yawn…*
i wish i can shut down whole things, but i cant,i missed him…part of my head…keep thinkin bout him… urghh.. i cant help it.isnt there any spell to commit to stop crying now?..
3.55am : gud nite ..
112499993835847459 Thursday, Aug 25 2005
Uncategorized 3:58 pm
well… the accesories… the bangle bought from Midvalley.. cost rm46sumting! others… just below 10 each!
tak wujud ke aku slama nie? Wednesday, Aug 24 2005
in the past 11:18 pm
So its begins…..
i miss him…
i cant help myself.. then i tried to call him.. but *call waiting* its hurt me… but, wat else i can do?? then he called me back…but sumting was wrong..then…
urgh…
hari ni, kuar ngan sh@ coz kak die kak wani came by from kangaq so, kuar jenjln… ngan kawan kak kak wani, kak tila ngan dr.yen..skali… teman dieorg gi amik gambar kat putrajaya..then, kite org gi jln TAR.. hehe… bli sepasang kebaya warna merah marron for rayer nanti…borong tudung and 2 pair brooches… well, arini tak diet sgt.. hehe..mkn nasi.. sbb kak wani dah banjer…dr.wani ckp, takpe… kkdg diet.. kene 1 day buat cam happy..takla boring jer setiap minggu!hmm.. perghh… mingle2 kat PS plak lepas tu… sempat bli dvd Bewitched & RED eye!best sgt rasa…cam ade akak jer! happy for awhile.. without fikir ape yg aku rasa..2 week nie…sedih..bile balik… urghh…
then mlm…teman mye ..with tash & syida mkn kat putrajaya..!hmm happy gelak2…syida buat stupid jokes!…
Ya Allah…sedihnye!plz dont let me cry again…
