So its begins…..
im so sad…!and i dunno why…i shops lotsa things… i spend..hundredssss of ringgit..but…i just cant help myself..out from this feeling..Ya Allah…everytimes i tried..but i cant…it was so sad…when i heard other ppl that happy with their love ones…talk to their loves..when they said…they miss their love ones so much!urghh….and at that moment, i fl like i was dying…only God knows…how i feel…!but now…i feel so lone…so sad…so curious…i feel like noone care bout me…no man!!and i feel like now…he slowly become….far…and far…from me…maybe, he already meet someone else…maybe..=(!..i dont wanna know…
hmm…yah! i shops lotsa things… !!and maybe next week ade date shoppin ngan my cousin plak!huhuh….penatt* drive from Cj to SunwayPyramid…back to Cj..then gi putrajaya and back to Putrajaya..last2 2.20am baru naik hostel. completely,12 hours shopping…biarlah, kuar mlm…pagi..its sound bad, but entah laa…..im too depressed to be alone inthis room.and everytime i think bout him…my tears gonna cry..expecially weekends..=(!…and i know…i’d been cruel to him…evil…im sorry..
i know mmyself…
who i am…
but, im just an ordinary gal…can i cry again now…
who deserve me?….
3.17am…please…i miss every single things, deep things..and now i wanto close my eyes…i wish i can have beautiful dream..one last dream, to make me feel happy again..for one last hope..with mylonely soul.gudnite.helpme..
