So its begins…..
*2nd weeks…*
ordinary saturday!!kemas2 bilik then, lunch with syida & mye..
doin LAE assg… then, at 6pm gi jogging ngan Syida.. then borak2, lotsa things..lotsa advices.. etc!told me bout her fiance..and her love story!..*sweets*..told me, camner die leh kurus! etc2..well, wonderful evening..
i saw him *available* but…he dont greet me…yah,maybe he was busy..& who am i!well..i dont want to disturb him..im scared…i wish i can ask him somethings…but..i cant!..what he was doin? and tonite…die gi badminton ker?…issit he ok?dah makan?..i wish i can ask him the same questions everyday…urghh…
im down…sad to think bout it.=(.miss him badly..urghh..what should i do?i dont want to be anything other than what ive been trying to be lately,i hv to think of me and have peace of my mind….i feel suck again!maybe i shuld come to the conclusion that maybe this is what that been written in the books for mine. Maybe letting go is not that bad, just have to take it and make the best of it right? it’ll be one hard cold journey forme, but i know i’ll be able to pull it through..slowly, but..till now..its still same..i dont know why?!but i’ll try tobe strong!..
=(…knowing that,he’ll find someone else..absolutely…the person that i love to death…i hope he’ll find someone that can suit him..love him much..care him..find his own true love.pray for that. im sorry..im sorry…
*and tonite… becoz of this,i just hurt..someone!*sorry*underpressure brought me to become sodamn cruel person on earth sometimes..i shuldnt do it again!..im sorry..i dont want to lose any frenz anymore.
As long as there’s today, there’s hope.and when there’s hope, there’s tomorrow. And im sure as long as we live for today, we’ll live for tomorrow..InsyaAllah..
