life is wonderful….and meaningful =) Monday, Jun 20 2005 

in the past punzshyt 1:27 pm

So its begins…..

yeh…!hectic comes again..wakeup quite early..this morning!wakeup called for mydear;)…

and this fine morning,i went to Streetmall to buy some stuffs, ppr for printing..then,bought some foods for my brunch..!!rest..then..got msg from my OB CEO..” there will be a meeting for our BOB group today at 4pm, library foyer….pls be there on time……thank you…and i have also created a yahoo group for this project…invitations have been sent…..thank you…. CEO” hehhe.. cutie handsome lil Victor…so i guess after that that will be lotsa-lotsa things to be done!thats forsure….hehehe..;) …

yeh~ just came back from the meeting session! hmm.. discussed bout our company name, and discussed the right time to meet Prof. Stadley (thurs 12-1pm), then brainstorming continued and we discussed bout our own company shirts!and blabla… with Victor, and winwin,Kim..hmm… decide which person will makes the summary for the topic each weeks..and i’min the 5th weeks!yeh…

I called my dear before i went to class at 8.00 & he called me back..we talked a bit.. then continued back after i finished the HR class.. hmm.. we talk wonderful stuffs..bout house..decorations.. hmmm yg best nye we had same ideas..same interest..and…etcs!as ussuallah;)..we talked bout how important i am…to him.. am i? hehe..i luv u..

ok gotta Pjaya..pickup shasha~

 

111917033090369911 Sunday, Jun 19 2005 

in the past punzshyt 4:34 pm

So its begins…..

things tobe done…tmrw:(REMINDER)

-buy OB book RM69
-meeting at Library foyer at 4.30pm
-study OB
-buy A4 ppr..
-;)printout everythings

this trims schedules..:

MONDAY : 11-11.55AM : Adv Stats
8.00-9.55pm: HR

TUES : 12.00-1.55pm : iNFO sys & multimedia
6.00-6.55pm: HR

WEDS : 9.00-9.55am : Mgt English
01-1.55pm : info sys & multimedia
8.00-9.55pm : Adv Stats

Thurs : 08-9.55am : Mgt English
02.00-3.55pm : OB
6-6.55pm: OB(T)


 

hmm.. Sunday, Jun 19 2005 

in the past punzshyt 1:20 pm

So its begins…..

lastnight i had a seriously fight with my dear, the cozof it just not really make sense at all, …firstly i appeared invi then i turn to avail and he so suspicious withit!hmm..he keep asking me why…but seriously shit i didnt mean anythings…man!i feel really upset!my simple fault and we got fight!becoz he loves me that much… but how could he said that this relationship is not ****** at all??what the hell is that word?i heard it for the seecond dem time.!…my goodness..!!i feel deeply hurt..*trust*..but i know he loves me much…

and today,wokeup and i done my task in my room,tidy up my bed and stuffs,after that i had lunch with Sha,Nani and Ed..hmm…i dont really speak much. AAnd nani asked me why am i looked so sad?hmm.. the fact wast, i dont really have a good mood..and maybe im in PMS mode..i dont have mood togo out when shasha invite me accompany them go to Alamanda.. but my feeling is not rightnow… when i am not excited about something then it is no use for me to go on…Seriously i dont have mood.Nommoreout!but after this i wanna goto laundry to ship some clothes!….wat a gloomy day!double emo!and i hateit!…

Hmm, and today i met my oldskul frenz dugu@azman,dah tak jumpe die since our last reunion,yah..his gf studying in Cj and he’s in Malacca..hmm..heheh…we talked .. he was aabsolutely my great2 partner with gossiped heck!ahaaa..always!*his favs quest..bile ko nak kawin?..ajak aku kalo tak..bla-bla and stuffs*

i took a few minutes nap..feel really tired..my mood getting better when i wokeup and called my dear..thanks anyway…& i love him….

night, i feelsomisshim… we keep communicate.. keepcalling me..hmm,the last part menyedarkan..yah!hewas right..!!*** hmmm i love him..i love him…syed..muahs…but..

 

…. Saturday, Jun 18 2005 

in the past punzshyt 1:05 pm

So its begins…..

again i struggle with words… …i feel not really myself…i dont really understand….maybe im hiding so many things!bout me..mylife.!

 

and till now… Friday, Jun 17 2005 

in the past punzshyt 1:27 pm

So its begins…..

maybe im too secretive….maybe…there’s nothing..or somethings.

thats the words…!!
i have wonderful day till night …refreshed memory back at Cheras and so, and so..then had our break at BB..Starbuck!indunged Choco nuts waffle and Rasberryy frapp
\… we walked..and talked and stopped..and watching a groupof teenagers were playing the Austrialian aborigines music instrument.*didjeridoos*(if im not mistaken)..kinda weird..gak tengok dieorang play coz ade varieties of tune…but nicela!
then,continue our journey to Uptown, but dem… we lost…Then… we went to NZ..we had supper then went back to CJ..reach Cj nearly 5am…what a day & nite and morning. tiring..but lotsa fun~

i just cant tell him…tho he urged me…so many times….coz..i just cant!

 

silence… Thursday, Jun 16 2005 

in the past punzshyt 1:15 pm

So its begins…..

i didnt meant to hurt…all i wanna cry..!..urgh…all i have is my ownself right now..holding myown…i am what i am…am i???..ordinary life again…and always goeson…sailing smoothly as it can be!!..(today)

 

my oh my… Wednesday, Jun 15 2005 

in the past punzshyt 8:03 am

So its begins…..

what a day!! morning: i was overslept and miss the 9-10am Eng class..serious shit the alarm didnt wake me!!and why is that??i shud changed the cookoo sound to other sound!dem..bangun2 je dah gelabah plus sedih coz it was 9.15am..=(.. i continue my sleep till 10am.. then wake and sit infront of my laptop..i dont really know what things did i surf!-*nothing*…then tiney called me…i wanna see her at 2.00pm…bout 1.40pm dah sampai UPM..but seriously again lupe way to herhouse..!!hmm.. last2 die datang and guide me..(what a STML..!!)..then.. we continued our journey to MidValley…hehe…first things..we had our lunch at KFC…her treats , tu yang best..hmm..sempena my belated B-day!then we went for muvie buff her treats also…GHOST TRain…hmm korean movie.. not really scared but.. cam sedih2 skit la… then, we go for shoppin.. hehe..i dont. Accompany her..and gv my opinion…yelah she will have a date this weekend!heheh… both of us bought fury handbahg…hehhe…;) look nice, wild and weird eeh??it’s just rm29.90:P…

then after the movie..and shopping, kiterorang out from Midvalley and plan togo other place..for dinner..!Onthe way, my dear called and we keep talking (loudspeaker)..weppei.. to NZ Wangsa Maju…perghh ramai giler org.. but nasib baik ade place utk park kete!!and CAReless.. really.. takpernah aku boleh luper tutup lampu kereta, and kunci kereta.. and the key was inside! urggh.. boleh?? aku boleh terlupe sumetu.. bout 10minutes… nasib baiklah kete tak hilang… kalao tak matilah aku.. =((…hmm after mkn. then we all decided utk jalan2 kat KL…my favs Bukit Bintang..and Jln P.Ramlee..hehe… hmm..just dalamkete je..aku bawak tini jln2.. hmm…KL never die at night!…hmm.. pastu,balik… sampai Serdang dah dekat pukul 1 lebih..then aku drive sorang balik CJ..waaaa takut2. ;) but really ..happy sanagt spending time with Tini..ok..habis…and thanks for the card and B-day present!….

 

tiring day… Tuesday, Jun 14 2005 

in the past punzshyt 7:46 pm

Hmm….. guess i dont have mood today..tiring day and loatsa things todo
captured the pic of my bed!hmm…i dont really enjoyed this room..hmmm wat todo??urhh..im perfectly drama queen now ;) …till then, i stopped!…


cumy on my bed…

my goodness… what should i do..???.time is too near forme to decide!to stop!..the most stupid disaster that i eva made!help me..im really hopeless…

 

back Monday, Jun 13 2005 

in the past punzshyt 8:14 am

So its begins…..

hmmm..morning to me… nice view from CJ. cant sleep after my dear give the morning called… and today im in Cj.back! and lastnite.. i kp thinkin so much things.. mixed feeling.urgh… sampai masuk dlm dream.. so much things happened yesterday. OKLAH.. WANNA keep all the words short!..*night back…

hmm…i feel alone now…tho..im not…hmm.. i feelreally upset …with my dear?hmm i feel like somethings was wrong…or maybe im in the PMS mode!

with my new roomate…aarghh she just freak me out!damn aaah… i tried to talk nicelyto her , tho i know she havoc kinda gurl.. yeh… i’ll tried my best to change her…respected to ppl.. and me…should i?!!hmm..haa.and now…i feel like i really judge her ….!!!..\hmm tired!… poor sha coz she had to move out!man… she had to move back to 4th floor =(.. switched the bloody back and..i have to take a risk living with psycotic ppl for this whole trim..or probably 1 year! ooh dem… :0.. oohh plz..OMG..i dont wantit…i feel like an ebil-ebil right now!! *sorry*..not supposed tosay that!..yeh she reallydembombared my brain..pumping my adreline..with her weird kinda attitudes!..man…what should i do?..be nice or vice versa???..how to get mad to ppl eehh??how to deal with this probs??.. i really to dem respect ppl..dont wanna hate or even hurt!..but in my situations..i have to..in case!=((

*enough boutit*…night

 

hmmm… early wish anniversarry.. Sunday, Jun 12 2005 

in the past punzshyt 1:04 am

So its begins…..

hmm thanks syg.. thanks for your words.. thanks coz ur always says u always there for me.. and i am ur everything.. i am ur reason…tolive on..thanks.. do i really deserved all that?? and our motto* keep goin… keep more and more love…* i wish i really can.. i wish and my wish.. 13 June 05 our 1 year 6 month ann… and from the day 1st till now..i still rmmber…some part of it…my happiness,my tears,my hopes…becoz one person..one person that i love much. THANKS AGAIN.. and sorry for every single things…..AND PLEASE REMEMBER.

 

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