So its begins…..
THE TRUTH..TRAIN OF THOUGHT..
hmm morning i feel really urberly tired, hmm…i was suffering with periodpain… and unbalance mood and emotion..urgh its hard being a woman,but wattodo eh?..and becoz of that,i have to rest-rest and i had to cancel dating with my belovin boyfriend.miss himbadly..!i started toget emo…and fight with him just becoz of small things…hmm..why should i?i feel like love is suck sometimes..and i hate him when he said a lil harsh..just becoz he was in the badmood..And, i become too selfish becoz of my situation..*P-mode* where i badly need deeply attention from him…we argued again… and often because of something so small.. and often we end up being upset, no matter who was wrong or right… and i think this is just a phase, and that this is going to mature… is it healthy or not? and we never really want to be in a fight actually, coz it will hurt so much…Hmm,as what people say, you wont feel pain as much if you dont love as much, and when we fight i feel like my heart is ripped off… so painful… …
But i love the way we are now, the situation where we are beginning to assimilate… where we are balancing each other, and maintaining the composure… something that we should talk about, is not always something that have to be filled with laughter, we should look at things that is sensitive and serious, though we shall laugh harder at the end of it…coz he always makes me smiles in my hart…
He is my motives, one thing that keeps me going… and i’ve been in tranquility ever since…i love you Syedz, and always do…
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