So its begins…..
*helpless*
from early inthe morning..i can see , well of tears in my eyes!*seriously SHIT..SHIT..SHIT..i feel like i cant take it anymore-im soooorryy mum!*alone* with all the fight i had with him lastnight,makes me sick enough..that matters also been burden in my brain,..man!i’m not brave enough,strong…i feel weak!physically and mentally..ppl said,you have to have a guts to go thru this?OOhh …of coz i have,tho i keep,crying everytimes when the really painful and terrible comes…but i still have that guts,I knew, there’s a reasons for all this, i keep myself with my guts coz, i know rarely the guts failed me,eventho sometimes i nearly give up.
*waiting for my abah*i cant drive- goin to KL for short while..
*urgh*kill-kill-kill, die-die-die!!second day period is urgghh.*i hate when it comes to this stages,and abnormal period circulation ,i feel tired,i hate this flow of blood*
