So its begins…..

second entry for today*

all i see now is dark…there’s so much occurences that happened in my life that can’t even predict what is going to happen next…and i dont even expect all this will happened to me??if i started to think harder i become so scared, terrified to accept the future to come.i do thinks much with lotsa and lotsa things..my educations,my financial,my life..my works,my Birthday..my Hari Raya and much-much more…before this i m just spoilt lil gurl,i dont even do those things that i have todo now,but now?i have to carry all things on my shoulder!maybe ppl only can see, can gives all sorts of advices,man..i’m the only person who really feel it and face it! arghh..i do hope everthigs will back to normal,pray for that*…its so heavy,too heavy for me!!…i wanna cry now!cry..

below i dunno y i snapped that pic,srabut on my computer desk with my laptop and other extra stuffos:


*srabut thingys*

*my dear just called me..he just arrived safely at Cempaka, then to his uncle’s house at Pandan Indah.. hmm..we had.. 11minutes talked, wishing gudnite..love..miss.. and..kiss *hee..=)