So its begins…..
I have this ridiculous fear of trusting people. Yes i know it is crazy. I mean, how hard it is to put your trust into people? Expecially people that you love?
For me, it is VERY hard.
But when i do trust people, i put it with all my might, hoping not to lose that tender thought, wishing not to break it, because i know, once i lost that faith, i will never regain it back.
Despite all that, of course there are certain cases that i’ve came across in my life where you just have to give second chances. No matter how reluctant you are, you just have to. Second chances suck sometimes. It differs from the from first chances, in a sense that the trust you put in the second round is never as much compred to the first one, and then you’ll feel guilty all of the sudden because you did not trust that person just as much.
Been there, done that.
Trust. Little word, big meaning. Hate it when it becomes this complicated, because i can’t untangle the mess, and i don’t think you can too.
ahaa…i dont even know.. why must i write all this…i dont have too..hmm suddenly i remembered..those things. ahaa… i’m supposed to. and i’m sorry.
