So its begins…..
hmmm…. today is really damn hard day forme, i’m nearly giveup to mylife..and feel regret to the things that is totally not myfault. hmm…dem… cry me a river.. i’m worried bout mum! thats is what realllllllyyyy matters right now.:(..
and stupid of me.. i send those letgo msg to him….
hmm… easiest way for me to take things easily.. and want to letgo person that dem concerned bout demme..
hmmm… after he finished his work, he calledme.. i just cant fetched him up! i cant sayang.. i cant… i’m dealing with those really2 damn probs that’s absolutely me feels so dam… … sigh*.
hmmm… tonight, i told him again bout how i felt..on the evening, bout what had happened to mum, hhhmm… aaa as ussual, he will advised me, comfort me… and…love me… he said, “jgn regret sbb sesuatu yg bukkan salah kita”… he said..definitely what mum feels..and blabla..and, he said he miss me…love me… and.. he want to spend his life with me… owh.. i love u sayang, i wish i can … i love u syg, so dam much… really2 meant it…hhmm…maybe nearly 1 hour borak. best.. and end with muahhhhssss… grrrrrrrrrrrrr….
