So its begins…..
my hart whispering…i do love to write bout him, even if oneday if i loosed him or i had todoit,at least allthis will still remind me to him..losed?what am i saying is really bullshit to myself. coz i dont even want to lose someone that i really damn love.but what am i tryin to put here is what i really feel..i expressed it thru words..he is one of my priority..he is my precious.definitely hun..
and right now..i was looking at this pink rose on my table…i keep waiting for it to bloom but itseem…not to : (…keep waiting.
he’s words is really powerful, to ease everythings that i eva wonder..when he said i love you..i miss you..sayang…i know he just not only said those beautiful words, but do mean it. he is my inspirations.. he guide me..he gave me guts to keep facing everythings hard in mylife, gimme those strength..he is what i am now… as what he said to me .. “ur a evrything and part of my hart…” and its goes the same tome…absolutely!*but… i just cant promise……..but i always pray for us.
time..to time…. thats what i freak’ scared!nomatter how’s it goes.. i have to be strong… i love him… nomatter what…even…until after that time…hmmm………..
