So its begins…..
hmmm..first of all.. it’s not really happy sunday forme…things are gettin worst~hmm, i called paktih and i call him… and he comfort me…he said, if he got car now, he’ll came to myhouse.. accompany me for the rest of the day… and he dont want to let me feel this way… hmm, yah rite syg… i wish it can be truth..hmm.. he was so dam nice to me..:)..
with all the probs, i became totally sick & pening. and tired. i dont even can take it anylonger any ofit even i had to..ahaa..:( ..but he calm me… “tenang ayu..tenang..” and. remember i always there wif u… ur not alone.. we can face it together.. dem… i just cant helpit the way he did told me.. his words.. even i know his good in words..and kinda sweet talker.. but, i really sure he did mean it..from his hart…
thanks God when paktih,maktih & kakeda came to my house. at least…i can realease abit to them, told them what really happened.everything that cant even make a sence.
hmmm nite. blackout.. it scared mum & mme.. so we went to paktih’s house..hmm somethin that happened bfore that,really terrified me to death… hmmm
forget to mention, we had a lil fight before that, hmm.. myfault.. but.. he just asked me bout mypast..keep..askn me..those quest.. enough for me to tell part of it, not more. hmmm.. i do have some probs..when i suddenly remembered.. those past wif him..he love me..yet he hurt me…then..love me.. but at last.. i got what i want. love him & he loves me…only me.
haaa… when i was in rumah paktih, he calledme.. erk.s.. then… he called bck just to say “i missyou”…hmm… before i sleep, i called him.. and he called me back. and have to “gud nite.love u..miss u… mwaahh.. :* ” wonderful…
