shohuku
Sarcastic & Bored..:p.1..2..3.. Friday, Mar 25 2005
in the past 9:36 am
So its begins…..
mood for exertion..lazing…indolencing…..& slothing momments!!hiks!
starting from today! i want to cut short everythings.. hieeeeTT! thanks for the last call this morning and hopefully we’ll meet on Monday! – plz take care =)…
i was mesmerised this mornin by some photos that i had seen…man! its from my frz -frenz fotopages!all pics that she took were..damn!sangat cantik….!!=)-have you ever xperienced something so to the I-catching!?huhuhuh.. Mum just called me, and told me that she wanna picked me up this evening..yepei..home sweet home!
*pewut sakit larrr =((…………….suffering !i felt so damn tired…and need rest all day long!..maybe at 2.00pm, then i got the courage for bath and do some particular routines! ~at 3.30 then me & sha went to see the Anime Festi…where Kouru & ben..came!~ after that, i went for my late brunch at Tau Cafe!but before that i went to very dem long quequ at the Atm!gosh…and my tummy started to growling badly! sigh* i shouldnt be eaten heavy food actually…! but i did order nasi papriks..=(..then..wasted all that!..
* my health started to be ok when he called me! it was beautiful momment huh..i thought that morning cl was the last , but nah!…..our conversation wont take long just 21 minutes!hiks..at the end you wanna say something …but…u didnt..!! *ok have to prepared for the class now… hiks..
*home sweet home………sronoknye dah sampai rumah!!dinner mum fav cooks ayam masak lepamk cilipadi!but..sbb pewut kene cerry-berry rase lemah jer=( sigh* so nd rest…sambil watching tv, then h clled for 3rd time..4oplus minutes..then i asked him to sleep i’ll called hm bfore sleep
…………………….*till then.. wish ya gudnite!
TempO gIgs.. Friday, Mar 25 2005
in the past 12:30 am
So its begins…..
TEMPO MASCOT…
“Remember when you were young, when you shone like the sun”
A nocturnal oil burner, gazes afar, targets the faraway echoes of cheers and drones of amplifiers. Nervous, half paralyzed waist down. And at each heart beat, he draws a rhythm to the vision that’s in his head. He revisits the vibes of 1994 when Helmet’s Wilma Rainbow marked his first passion for drums. Heavin’ a sigh, he throws his demons down and enters the stage, his band members follow suit and the crowd cheers! He tells himself quietly in the clever words of Maynard James Keenan, “One more medicated peaceful moment” 
******yah! lets gig.. at MPH.. tonight!!with MMU bands & guest artist Telebury & Ground Zero! aiui……and also the what Fallen leaves… ... !Temp0° is a fun-filled, fund-raising gig organized by SPARC, Cyberjaya.* .wuhuhuhu…
sebab boring! mayBe pale otak dah ingat nak layan musics so..aku g tempo gigs nie!superb gaks aa.. hmmm we all pergi bout 8.00camtu…but dieorang still tak start lagijust prepared equips!..so just lepaks dgr lagu…&..sam ppls.. sha invites member die from UM, Mr.Yon @fazrul and Din… huhu..at first cam slow2 gaks but… then bile light dah off bit..so cam havoc guks!so lets band performs…
*Sadari
*Evol
*KRUM
*JobberScrobbers
*Shohoku
*Ragamuffins
*Mushbuttons
*The Morich Flyers ….
but.. pade aku paling best aa mmu band Shohoku!!cute..and happy band.. & perform plak guest band Fallen Leaves… perghhh super owesome zazzzxxx…tell ya!! and the Ground Zero…pun superbest,azha nyer frenz group! r.u.ck babe!! hmmm…gituris & drummer telebury just sit beside me….huhuhhuh….performance habis dlm 12.00am… (ok2 nak cari pics lps nie…hhuhuhu,..)*******giler gempaks biler band Gajahngada performed!huhuh…man…. !!all from lec FCM & FOM… pergh!! Ms Nina singer,lect FOm.. super sexyy…lagu pun giler gempaks! …terkejutgaks! but… had so much fun!! piaw… =) that’s MMu…
1..2…3..4..? Thursday, Mar 24 2005
in the past 11:46 am
So its begins…..
*aku mencintaimu…lebih dari yang kau tau..jiewang-jiewang… …..
ohayo!
lately, almost everynight i will get terrible and horrible and kinda sorrow..dream!the dream i had lastnight definetely last with some tears!its likes everything already lasted and i had notime…no chance to reveal it!and when i think bout it…that dream came back two times…!!..maybe i should get off from my cozy,comfy bed earlier..but not.. i just keep lazing myself on it eeh??…
*morning call at bout 9.30 his first called…mentioned that,it would be last time he called me…coz tody is the final day…and he wanted to cut it off! yah.. i have to understand…understand but!i’m not…doubtfool..suspicious…and it coz me to send those notty message to him! ~lie to me!!? – hiks..and then he called me back! for d 2nd time…i just wanna hear his voice.. i wanna asked for somethings, but i dont have guts to ask him… man… !!i was so sad! man… i’m not a lil gurl that need ya guys treat me so well….but i need to know what real…coz it already at the end for something… and i dont want to keep it going under and aabove…flying to nowhere without any destination…ya understand me?i dont thinks so – just crappy things i write! (ignore!!!)
listening to : Gigi – Damainya Cinta….
hmm…lunch timer..well,entertaiment for today! the gurl at the HB3..running-runing around the 1st floor hostel..and scream!scream! out loud!!man…ppl that was buying foods was definetely shocked watching the drama that she made….!!the reason was a lil cat! schizo catz gagaga…haks…lawak gaks…tengah2 hari dapat entertaiment camtuh..hiks…
*calling him for few seconds – busy huh?
*hmm..helping sha made her blogskin!ayohh… while trying making shittie to other persons!(jahatnyer )..maybe she wanna cool me,i know.. wanted to bitch about somebody, but then again when i think about it, those are not even worth my time and energy so i decided not to..rude right??(as she said to me”huh she likes the rusty garfield face….with sleepy eyes !!just ignore your feels..you much-much better!! am i???” ) -Thanks.. hmm… for me,what’s worth is worth….!!…what am i telling here is damn devilsh and not even nice at all!! ~ me : tak baik..!! (forget bout it!!)
*HMM… i’m clueless to say…speechless.. wat had happened..ya have to be strong!!there’s reason for it dont worry aight…lets have some fun tonight!…TEMPO ..
1..2…3…4…5…? Wednesday, Mar 23 2005
in the past 1:47 am
So its begins…..
things todo:
(*) go to the financial department and pay the balance RM370 for hostel fees.
(*) send in my staggered forms….waiting for the deburstment of PTPTN..(when huh?)
(*) gonna meet Mr. Alan Downe… taken my assg2 stuffs!hahaha…. my third called!
(*) gonna sets the schedules for the next trims…what subjects i’m gonna take aight?
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* morning…. sigh*
i just cant sleep in the peacefully mode tonight,tiring mentally…..and i dream bout my mum, dream bout things…dreamie…dreamie…and… maybe for several times i did woke up!!dem y??..and the end approximately 10.55am i gotta guts to get off from my comfortable bed!!huargh..huarhh….there’s no class for today coz every chapters had already been covered! but actually for the mgt class, some groups were doing their presentation ! hell not my group…i already present so… just give the classic reason “malas” from attend the class…hiks!!
* i miss my home@@ really.. i miss mum’s cook!! i miss my bed…i miss juni… i miss sume orang!! help me help me!!! 
(….
he called me, just for asking me those types questions, misjudge me, its bad!…..i was so sad but, i just keep it!..i should be cool, pretending that nothing much to worry! but i am…i am… !!(i am trying to get rid of my stupid emotions…..its already end of somethings… wanna spoil it? ).
buzz shasha although she will stings!!zz.. hiks! asked her for lunch and the things that i should do after lunch, i went to her room… suddenly i saw a woman with the curly blonde hair was entering her room, i was quite shocked!… hmmm that “akak” introduced herself coming from KLCC…and promotes us the Coco perfume, she said the perfume is under the Chanel brand! but i dont think it’s real, i dont eva trust that akak…(i am not the type that can easily trust ppl) i saw the bottle and i looked at the box! i can sure its only the imitation!
call him… but just a few seconds,i only got 50cents….! then he called me back for another 14minutes and 14seconds…busy packing huh!! hiet…just take care of yourself….
weeiiiii….weeiiiii………………….lepak in front of my laptop…and..then mye ajak teman die mkn…kat putrajaya! zoops.. just buy those sea foods bun and slurpee kat 7e!!- hihihi…( dlm kereta, dok cerita pasal calories!)-huhuhhu…………..
then, he called me back for the 4rd time today! : while me & mye tengah layan lagu “jangan pisahkan…”in the car..still busy packing & he still suspicious to me! eeeiiiiiiiii….didnt take his meal….starving huh? go buy some foods… sowei i just pressed the red button bfore he finished his words!- s.o.r.r.y~~
yeyeye….sitting on the chair till^ my butt went numb..hiks…how bout take 30minutes nap?!!!~wish i can study after that….
(“titititit….” the ringing from my mobile wake me up…wake me up, he wake me up…he wake me up!!thanks abunch………………………5th called ! hiks…how happy u made my day!………………by friday u gonna cut off everythings huh??and till then we ended!………sigh*)
ok enough of dreamland…………………back to reality and lets study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gambate ayu-san=)..
*six called…after i took my bath
*7th called…. wish me gud nite, hear me love…sorry…i bit busy handling shasha..(die buat2 majuk)uhuhu….notty shasha!
………….marketinng….marketing…. )
i guess…that’s all for tonight! giler byyk aku post….hahahha…who cares!!=P
and no one ever thinks about…. Tuesday, Mar 22 2005
in the past 11:00 am
So its begins…..
hey! my morning is tiring~
i dont know…what had happened to me today!dead sleep i guess….i actually got class at 8.30-10.00am but then i woke up at 10.00am! till he called me … i dont even heard my alarm …maybe i was too tired and i just slept through it!.. regret coz i didnt attend d Micro class!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh…… as the conclusion i just went for 1 hour math class , the lect just told us bout the final things and discussed 5 questions from the tutorials….!so after that… we said babaiiii…:P… after class, me and sha… goin to the FOM office waiting the fax from my mum, somethings to be included for the application of YTM…right after tht we had our brunch time!!
back to the hostel… busy organized my tutorials and stuffs…and of coz clean up those messy weksss!
*penatnye….
~mann…again, i was starstruck…. and speechless…. and clueless… and just numb…and dumbfounded… wow!!~i need to study!!
*CT class… i guess Mr.Alan Downe is the best DRama King!!!gosh!=P
*upstairs…downstairs…get d ytm forms… and gave to yana.. arigatoz.. =)
right now i got to hold everything my anger,myself!!…from hurting anybody besides me!!sorry…
*he called me for the 4rd times today…with a few time left for me, i tried to cheer, to be happy…to give some hopes..we talked, we laughed..both makes a deal & plan… Shibuya,Tokyo the place wherez got the largest Tower record, 7th floor….4 junctions, plan for yoshinoya, kenny rogers.. !!26minutes called… enough to make me smiles…thanks and wish him gud nite!..your flight at 6/7pm huh?…
*patience my dear, patience… Without it, you’ll go nowhere…
***End of rant. Yeay i’m satisfied i’ve let that out..
and lets chill with Honey Bunches of Oats…yummies…
(listening to keane – She Has NoTime…)-*Me…no time…
.: a song to remember….. :. Tuesday, Mar 22 2005
in the past 2:56 am
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I’m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you’re gonna let me in
I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I’ve been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I’m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you’re gonna let me in
I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And, if you have a minute why don’t we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don’t we go
Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I’m getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you’re gonna let me in
I’m getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And, if you have a minute why don’t we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don’t we go
So why don’t we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don’t we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?…
(Keane : Somewhere only we know)
So its begins….. Monday, Mar 21 2005
in the past 10:50 pm
~penat sangat2 ngantuk & tak bermaya!yelah semalam dah tdo pun pukul 6.30,lepas subuh baru tido…then bangun pukul 10am sambung uat assg sampai pukul 2pm mcm nak mati pun ade!!!padahal simple jer menda…tapi ade jer hal printing probs..!!then ade plak external probs!!gosh! last2 pukul 2 lebih baru siap, then g brunch kat cafe abg “butt” huhuh….pastu terus…g bank amik duit,sbb nak g amik gambar pasport utk scholar telekom & assg marketing!! then g Street Mall…instant pic dah RM12, then blanja Yana mkn ice-cream! hmmm panas giler tengah hari nie, adelah cam equinoks but biler dah petang baru ok!! hmmm… sebab mls nak naik 5th floor blk, so just suruh sha amikkan stuffs nak submit ti!! huhuhu….biler dah check2 kat fac, rupernye i forgot to save to softcopy….aduhai…..dahla at the same time ade class ngan Mr. Alan Downe…hmmm..dieorang dah hantar dah…nak nangis2
then kat lecture room..
mr.nerjang : where’s yours?
aku : sir..i forgot to bring d softcopy…
mr.nerjang : habis…( hahah bahasa melayu ape la lect nepal nie)
aku : but sir… when is the last time to submit..
mr..nerjang: owh… at 8pm… sembilan..
aku..: lapan sir!!..
mr.nerjang : owh ok2!! (wink2)
apepun, aku habiskan dulu class ngan Mr.Alan..till 6.00pm, pastu rush terus balik hostel, sampai2 bilik, mye dah tanye aku..”kak jadi mkn Mc.D?”..uiks…!!sebab dah janji ngan die onthe afternoon..so kene postpone at night!then gi submit my assg….
*With that, i shall rejoice my new found freedom because i’ve passed up all my assignments! Wheeeee!
hmmm malas nak gi Marketing class mlm nie….last2 g lepak IOI Mall…makan MC.D…then, makan ice-cream plak…so much fat!!dem!…memang seronok cerita-cerita ngan Mye… be a gud listener…..thats me’…………….!!!sangat letih & ngantuk…
sorry sbb xboleh ckp lama ngan die..coz my mum nak call…!!!and man…it just hurt me…………………………. somewhere only we know! aku berubah ker?? reasons for this..i just cant!!and to ppl besides me that always care for me…i’m sorry…sorry…i meant it!!i’m damn sad!you dont know…i cried..u dont know,,,i lie…pretending…u know…only that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!2.52am (too much)…
hiding emotion….. Sunday, Mar 20 2005
in the past 11:04 am
So its begins…..
beyond the blue sky..and i just get off from my bed!!exactly at about 10.10am…i had a dream! but actually, i almost forgot what was the dream all about!! lastnite, i got an adventure dream!!hiking,climbing…mountain..forest..haunted,dark place,castle,creep & weird and etc!!!** then i dream of my notebook…. melting??becoz someone just hit me and the notebook accidently felt down from me…!!and i dono what chemical inside coz it melting…then i cried!!huargghhh….terrified!!
yeh!yeh!yeh! daddy came to pick me up!!with mom also…. out to lunch..at KL, ma dad fav restoren, all the kampung2 ulam…and budu.. Kelantan food and stuffs! and i ate ayam percik!!yumss perghhhh superb!the place was quite simple…but from my point of view.. this taukeh kedai will definely earned more than 7K per day!!i guess…the price is quite ok..but a bit xpensive lah..and most of the customers i dont think came from ordinary ppl..!!hurmm i guess!…. eat-eat-eat till dead! wowww!!man i hate driving daddy’s car! big…erks…berbeza dgn satria aku! well,apepun kene drive gak….zooopppiee to the sogo!~shopping2.. =)..i buy a pair of new shoe…it was so cute!! tu yang beli tu..hihihi…
then….. me…send backto cj!! B.O.R.I.N.G
(LETS mnchie2 ..ma favs famous amos….)
sitting at mydesk… tv from my laptop!assg..printing!2+1 jobs! then my phone ringing,it was so disturbing coz i’m in busy mode actually…i looked at the screen without no numbers and just a word “call”… owh i miss this call!from him!**hmmm…time for him~ this is the second time he called, the 1st one was when i was in the car on the way to KL with my parents!30 minutes talked… enough??not enough but i have to understand…dont worry he’ll called back tonight,just wait for his call!:)…and i ended with smile..sweet and laugh!!(kiss)~hihihi..(no pimples…weight loss by then you’ll meet me!! eii…notty!!please dont do that… i am counting my days….looking up the sky…i already knows everything bout ya!-hide=P)
hmm..i guess i already put bunch of words today!i dont care…who cares??hmm,lets put the incidents that had happened at cafe just now , making an assumption that the cafe bro likes shasha(maybe), fact that his gf dead in the tsunami tragedy…and her gf face look a bit same as sha (not really la…)
me : sha… abg tu tanya sha nak mkn tak??
sha : xnak..makan ice-cream je
me: nape…hihih abg tu cam nak blanja..
sha: hihi xmolah kak ayu
me: abg tu suka kat shasha kot:P
sha..: ish kak ayu… apsal sume abg cafe suke kite nie….muka kite cam belanga kot!!
me…://hahahah nak gelak2… belanga2.. =))..huhuh..shasha2..:P
i’m fucking BUSY right now~~please do not disturb!!!!
hmm….wouldnt it be nice… thanks hun for calling me up for nearly 1 hour, from far u called me and really appreciate it, wish you here in malaysia so that i can hear you,easily called you…man you so far away….and i’m waiting you for a week more! cant wait to see you~dreams….!!!
*gezz….(sigh*)… giler uat assgment nie, i hate reading those suck journals and making those suck article reviews (High-tech Corporate branding : Lesson for Market Research in the next decade and the World Wide Web banner advertisement copy testing.)….help me,help me…. 3.02am tak tido lagi nie,minum nescefe lagi weheeeiiii….!!!
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* arghhhh…. i want omelette du fromage…
