Once again its beautiful day!!i been sitting infront of my notebook… wondering what should i jot down today! i been thinking for what had happened … it just happy…i know what i want in life..to be happy right and that will happen when the ppl around me are happy too… i think life is exactly how you make it out to be. You choose to see what you wanna see..if u wanna see only the good parts..then you’ll be happy and satisfied. If u only choose to see the bad parts, then you’ll prolly wallow in sorrow and self-pity. Me? i choose to see the good parts and i believe that something good will comeout of every experience. Taking a step back sometimes could let you see the picture clearer. Sometimes you might juz hold on to something but that could have been pretty selfish. Maybe the alternative way would be the better solution….=P
i slept maybe nearly 5.00am and finally after many days of intense heat, it had finally rained lastnite, and because i’d been wakeup by the biting of the mosqitouess….and its wakes…and there’s so much things..we discussed and talked and everything waas so damn wonderful to me…if its true what its said..part of its life..is me!and maybe three quater of me…is probably you!!i wont forget…promised~~…i do hope..its real what its says..and its not only a sentence…and suddenly i realized my time is too close..too close to the end of something of one story..too fast..everyhour with it, eventhough i tried so hard… not think about it,trying to cheer up myself with every hour and days..left in myheart…but i’m happy now..just let the sadness goes…till it comes…dont ask me why??i’am happy…and i want this feeling continue…foreva!
Theres a song inside of me soul
Its the one that I’ve tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know You’re my only hope..
thanks..thanks…thanks.. for being here.always!!i’mhappy for you,happy for yourlife..and if its his final decision i’ll wait for you….here..=)..and right now i’ll be strong, and livestrong….some things aren’t special enough to be kept special.,but those that are,and its never wanna even dream of losing,where its new friendships & relationship being made, old bonds tightened, love rekindled, and especially those small little things that think dont matters, which actually matters the most, its the poking, the shoving, the spitting, the swearing,the promising.. the laughing, the hugging, the kissing, the missing, and… and the leaving…=(…i’d been thinking too much!what hell lah..but lets just think about beautiful for both and everyone of us!!laa..laaa…taaa… =P
night…still flooting with happiness…!!i might act like a lil mad today,but actually i feel lotsa..more…super dupper happy!!and..happy dumbelling..happy eating..happy surfing…happy watching Good Luck with my roomate!!and happy waiting….counting and remembering….:X …G.O.O.D N.I.G.H.T!!! =)
