*FREE WRITING…..
well..dont read this nonnnnseeence..”i’m not myself again…i, again, suffering from the familiar symptoms of uncertainty, of “being lost.” i hate to admit that i hate to think too, …so i try to elude instances regarding my feelings and other people’s feelings…So i’m lost…!i figure out..the road to recovery is bumpy, but trying to get a hang of it,i am still in this emotional abyss where i dunno where i stand, it’s like a ton of pain has brought my shoulders down to the peak of the maximity it can handle,this is so weird, help me….what, how and why this is happening to me.. i haven’t done anything wrong, but i do and i know ! i mean, am i that overrated to put down? to ppl i relied on, of all ppl i love, loved and still loving, what the heck is wrong..Lahhhh?????are you hiding something behind me????erkss…
wakeup 3 times this morning,first at 7.00am.. then at 8.00am… and lastly at 9.00am!!but i i dont thinks it is a cool morning!!weather is fine but!myself is uncool!!it! oklaa… i’m trying to stop it!give some concentration to my Microeconomic…tomorrow Midterm =(!!… dok tengok my book..graff and.. erks dont like it much!tapi apepun, kene go thru gak tmrw… 8.30am till 10.00, wish me luck!! =P
micro…micro..tomorrow…i’ll be waiting..(sucks!) then, at the afternoon, i’m had a lunch with shasha…makan nasi campur jer!!as ussual la we had talks.. exam.. and, there is one question that she asked made me speechless and i afraid to answer it!”do you like…so much?” do i have to pretend myself? although if the spark will gone someday…but if its let it end with something beautiful! please dont let me think about the future…………i havent seen it yet…but all the things in past still trapping in mymind=(
at 5.00pm.. i’m going to CT class….!!i dunnoi feel lotsmore happier goin to class.. erkss.. then my fren azim ask… y muke nampak ceria?happy jer today?” then i replied… “its a happy day for me!!!hahaha… “..
erks… malam!!terpaksa struggle untk micro, itulah kije2 last minit… sempat lepak bilik sha,after vc ngan some1… and thanks sebab teman mase study!!and listening to me.. when i sing!erks you dont have to give those high compliment to me!erks.. i already knew…i got such an angelic voice that would tantalized in you,right??!!!!(wink2)hhuhuhu…. b.o.ri.ng!!and i need break so…. lepak jap bilik sha… layan “HAppy 3 Friend!!” katun comei yang ganas… hahahaha….okla!!gud nite aight! ta…gonna end now.. need enough sleep tmrw nak bangun awal… wish me luck!!
