So its beginss….

i think bout lastnight!why i’m act and feel so emotionally,unwontedly..worry!those tears cannot heal everythings,i’m not expecting to prevail something,coz issit that really happened???yah..maybe i already knw hows the futures goes between..my premonition will be clear enough but i’m just wait to see how’s it goes!i cant portend everything anything bout mylife inthe future,but some of it maybe i do know.Maybe oneday,some magicals twinkles that will sprinkle above me,noone knows..but if its truth that i should go through, i’ll accept it…i know anythings that we take in ourlife will have its own risks,possibility and consequences…so make up ur mind!dont be so moroniccc!!erkss….

i would like to say thanks to some1 for spending your yesterday with me till the morning comes!!though i got some doubtful and suspicioussshiee feeling thats keeps haunting me,why?and its force me to ask why?but today seems its merely changed, why not same as yesterday??any differences between today and yesterday??i donno….=(!! i spend my morning watching Orange Day back!!
orange.,, wahla….sad watching this Japs Drama..erks…but, i love Satoshi..kawaiii… :P …!!after finished up 2cd, i went for break!erks..showerie myself, before that i had SMS wif tinie, she got financial probs hehehe.,.. so, our date have to cancel!!by the way.. i miss you..bratt!!she’s one my close fwen back to KYPM Bangi,we always hangout together, with Salwa,Farah…Maya..and Himul!!i love that fun time!we always doin some notty things together and she always support me..in many things!i still remember, when she totally mad at me when i end up my decision not to continue my study in medical radiation…it was an old story for me…dont wanna think about it!things are definitely difference right now!~i had my lunch time with shasha and tasha, makan “nasi grg ikan masin”…as ussual, we had talked together..listen to what sha said, seems likes she already and readily to have someone in her heart, couples….yah!she’s going to….and i hope she makes the right decisions!!

…i’m sorry it was too damn hot in Cyberjaya same as my hart right now,seriously i dont know why i mad about things suround me!i feel so in grumpy mood!..and of coz the person thah is close to me will get the aura from me!sorry!yah… i got a probs in dealing to give fully concentrated to my Micro,i dunno why??maybe i have to calm myself first!get some rest again..i tend to act normal,laying on mybed….30minutes rest!…i feel hard to understanding when my mood is totally suck , why should i ask the questions that is only will hurt me?yah.. feel a bit sad when its end with the word “hate“..=(… !!!yah maybe things changed because a reason, just dont have to be a pretender for it!!….

well………….at 6.30pm something i went to Alamanda teman Mye beli towel~she forgot to bring it !!huhu..then, g AtM to withdraw moneyyy, huhuhu…then, lets buy somting to get fat!!eat! eat! yumiiiieeessss..pizzaaa….lasagna and chezzy choc secret recipe cake!!huhuhuhu… enufs food to gain & get fat!!tomorrow.. and tomorrows… promise!!no more eating habits!!pose seminggu!!giler makan~~sebab tensi!!!hahaha….we arrived happily kat hostel nearly 9.00pm!hurm… and once again i had to cancel for the U activities.. The Japaness Cultural Night, hummm… i dont ave mood to go!i wanna eat…my pizza rather that goin’ to see thoz stupid things!!once again my mood swing,and see…your status changed and seems its just ignoring me!i’m to sad to think!!!my fault right!!keep blaming myself…!!!ouchh…its 10.00pm and i have to cleanup myself..then go for study!!ok…


yummy chezzy choc cake inda boxx!!!

chezzzyyy creamyy seafood lasagna…hahaha(actually dah sejuk dah tu..)

its cool to fight!! and then forgive each other….hurmm!!sorry!!ok la..i’m off now!! see ya!! and chowww..