masayume…:P.. Tuesday, Nov 30 2004

hmm…

morning: hmmm tak dapat titun lena…!:(.. rase letih2 jer… ngantuk pon2 ade…but still cant sleep well…banyak jer masalahhh kite patut fikir.. aduhh!!sakit pale rase…

afternoon : paktih datang rumah.. so lunch sesame, aku masak sambal daging wif sos.., uat stim jer ikan ngan sayur.. n goreng ikan bilis wif bawang.. simple tapi sedap…

+ download lagu… !!n cet ngan Sha2.. pasal our major probs..

** owhh hari ni ma gud2 frenz Azam exam.. so wish him.. Gud luck.. yah handsome boy ..

listening to Saliva – Rest In Pieces…

….look at me, my depth perception must be off again..coz this hurt deeper than i thought it did..it has not heal wif time..:(….

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if u knew………. Monday, Nov 29 2004

morningg : wuz absolutely fine… teman ma mum gi pasarr… hmmm huhhuhu pergi PPN buat my card..last minute tuh… next yer surely kompoun..:P

afternoon : helpin mom cooking… just simple menu today.. ikan siakap stim jer.. wif mix vegies.. yum-yum.. ..

“.. doing the things that ur neva do.. just pretending to 1 single thing.. just becoz u too afraid.. or u just give thoz chances too..wanna let go?or u feel “it” changed?yah..it becoz of u.. becoz u feel ur not the one,or u been hurt n u scared too..or becoz thez too much lurve inside u…then,let sum1 misjudge u..though u knew the truth of u..coz.. wat happened now..is not u.. u..is sum1 that i knew.. wuz so perfectly wonderful person ..u are damn tough gurl that i knew..ur so strong..if u feel u lurve.. just go for it.. dunt lie.. becoz u want to gv up… ur hart.. ur feels.. is urs.. neva be same to anyone ..if it is ur luv then it’ll comes to u…”

* wat does it means???

* hmm.. sumting….

* alone now…no1 cares..

* nite : xdinner…

* gud nite….

* gonna be long2 nite…

* apelaahh aku type tuh???? ntah la… :..

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shooooo…… Sunday, Nov 28 2004

morninnnngggg….

not enuf sleep, moody… n sick!!!!….

burden wif so much probs.. delusion… n lonely…. wat had happened to meee??? dunno.. saddy.. scareddddd…terrified…wish i have sumone beside me now.. but.. thez noone.. to hold on… i wuz absolutely alone.. alone.. in thiz house…!!!:(..

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mum mad at me… Saturday, Nov 27 2004

fine morning…

hmmm today is ma belovingg Hide.. buff day… not forgotten ma oldskul frenz Peng oso…

happy birthday.. to Syed Hussein.. i only got this for u.. bear cake.. yummy aite???

hmmmm noon : no more internet… mum mad..

12nite… ok.. fine… internet jalan seperti biasa…:P

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waitt .. n wait.. neva realized & forget.. thez owiz sumtingg near us..close..so close Friday, Nov 26 2004

hmmm… mood: up side down!!:(*..ppl changed…

wake up 8.15am.. continue titun back.. till 9.30am.. same jerr arini!! tak pegi mane2 just staying at home i gess!!? duingg same things,same ul routine.. everydayyy- basuh baju- leh washing machine jer,sidai baju,masak nasi….!!;)

12pm: tulun ma mom cooking.. hmm.. but, today i’m cook masak asam pedas ikan tenggiri..huhu.. mum ckp aku dah pas cook masak asam pedass.. huhuhu…!!syok plak ghase… bile dah abiss masak continueee onlineee.. sha2..sha_dungragon ma belovingg soulmate..tanyer aku dah masakk blomm/???forsuree la bebehhh…since aku dok umah nie,adelah sumtinggg yang aku buat,blaja..even skit pon butt still ade improvementnyerr..hihihi..

adeyyy sedeynye lagu nie… cam nak titun pon ade… (timer:14.14)

Listening to : Josh Groban Joshua Bell- Mi Mancherai

ok- petang : hmmm sleepy-sleepy laa… titun japs .. bangun2 jer,Assalamualaikum… ade orang datang beraya..hihi. oklaa,then kene uat air..hidang2 skit.. bile habis guests2 tu datang, then..aku rasa cam lapau.. opss.. luper tak lunch agi, pagi tadi…. just mkn cekodok jer, pas masak asam pedas tuh, aku tak mkn coz aku breakfast lambat tadi.. tengok.. nearly 5pm baru nak lunchh.. ape timer makan aku niee???ish-ish…xpelah, tunite tak payah nak mamam lagiks..:P..

hmm boweinggg laaa.. hmm reads bout supernatural things – urban legends,ape tuh??carik aa sendiri!!.. read ade stowei nie..meh paste skit..

“Hook-hand killer” tale… ave u heard??..

In this story, a young couple on a date drive off to a remote spot to “park.” Over the radio, they hear that a psychopath with a hooked hand has escaped from a local mental institution. The girl wants to leave, but her boyfriend insists there’s nothing to worry about. After a while, the girl thinks she hears a scratching or tapping sound outside the car. The boyfriend assures her it’s nothing, but at her insistence, they eventually drive off. When they get to the girl’s house, the boyfriend goes around to the passenger side to open her door. To his horror, there is a bloody hook hanging from the door handle…

The warning and moral lesson of this story are clear: Don’t go off by yourself, and don’t engage in premarital intimacy! If you do, something horrific could happen!!! hahahah…

tonitee?? wahhh.. got workss to do!!!:P..cant wait…

TONITE BIRTHDAY Syed… eppy buffday boyyy..

* sumting tat we owiz plan .. we owiz hope.. sumtimes.. we cannot make it..
* cedih-cedih.. …

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shoooo……my life..my futureee… Thursday, Nov 25 2004

hmmmm…

“bagaikan langit.. di sore hari…”

gud morningggg ayuee…~~ hihi.. wat a beautiful mornig.. mom wake me up.. bout 9.30am.. i got thiz strange feeling inside me..!!weird.. unusual… unwonted…..!!!morning mood.. sorrow..crying…moody pon ade cikit2.. muke pon cam tak bermaya:(, dunno y.. sum problems strike on me!!its bout last nitee..~~ ayuee chearr up!!:),dunt think bout it.. oklahh i’m trying to pull back & throw away..thoz sadness…!!!..i wish i can..!! had breakfast : just a simple breakfastt.. roti wif mr.goober.. u knew mr.goober, peanut butter?? wakakakaka…!! yummyyy… ma favs peanutt butterr..!!yum-yum….

on the afternoon : lunch i cooked..my favs “ikan bawal sweet & sour” & sayur campur ajer!!-

evening: went out.. hantar ma mum gi pej post!!- then, makan ice cream..conneto..stowbeweiii!!wif milk choc cone…yummy!!! – then, time ujan2 tuh rase lapar.. gi kat restoren Tandoor.. makan roti nann wif teh tarik…hmm jumpelah cashier Tandoor tuh, punyelaa baik ngan aku.. siap soh aku bawak kuih tart tuk die,actually i’m not really know her, kenal pun since aku work kat kedai computer tuh, coz sumtimes aku makan kat restoren tuh, but then everytimes aku pay.. die suke cakap aku sweetss then sembang2 ngan die..huhu..mebi, jenis aku yang easily friendly to ppl.. makes ppl comfortable ngan aku, macam kak Ana kat kedai Abg Salam tupun, aku bagi die kuih ghayer..sebab die bak sangat ngan aku, n minta recepi kat aku…nak buat kuih rayer tuk anak2 die..lagi pun die cam orang tak brape senang, so.. aku kene la seskit tulun.. di hari yang mulia nie.. chewaahh… hihihi..!!!:P..

ookeeyy watt elsee ehhh???jangan cedih2 ayueee…

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unbreakable reality…. Wednesday, Nov 24 2004

gud morning…happy morning…

mornin: ma fwen fami dah call.. ajak aku lunch same arini..!!hmmm at 1st aku stuju,then.. for sum major probs tat had been appeared.. aku terpaksa cancelled!!..
just staying at home till zuhor… then, aku went out wif mam mu.. aku g sban bought sumting..my stuffs!! hmm….jap jer pergi bout 2hours.. kat Seremban Parade tuh, aku jumpe ma old skul frewn Norzi.. wif her boifren huhuhu…!!tak sangka plak jumpe die.. huhu kantoii die!!!- near 5pm aku balik… sampai rumah relaxx.. then ma knye frewn datang beraya wif anak2 die.. huh.. beshh plak kene puji ngan Cikgu Baharom nie.. kate aku nye bee hun goreng besh,pandai masak la.. bla-bla..tapi.. kalau die dok perli2 aku ngan ma boifren tuh sakit guk hati.. hihi..pandai la die meneka2 bf aku, padahal xde pon.. i’m single but not available.. hahaha.. kiding2.. …

nite wuz same : aku lepak2 online.. tonite same ting happened.. mcm last nite, aku wif sha2 dearie dok lepak room Perlis2.. kiteorang duk nyanyi2.. uat konsert..wif sha2 frenz oso.. n ajak Arip, Palooza..Hide.. n.. late nite tu.. pakcik Amry pon ade..hihihi…!!fun!! releasee tensi2 aku… !!best way to blow outt sakit pale..pressure.. but then.. mlm nie ended wif sadness.. .. aduhh… !!! demitt.. lame tak ghase cedih cam nie… (…

okla.. gud niteee.. muaahsssss….

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morninggggg!!!!!! Tuesday, Nov 23 2004

Time to miss sumbudy….

Sheila Majid – Kerinduan

Dulu pernah aku bersumpah
Selalu setia jika ku mencinta
Masih melekat rasa itu
Saat cintamu datang padaku

Semua terwujud saat kau singgah
Panasi cinta untuk setia merindu

Kerinduan …
Tak akan menghilang
Kan selalu kurasa
Tak mampu ku menghindar

Kau berikan apa yang ku pinta
Kau mengikat ku dalam cinta
Temaniku dalam setia

Aku tak pernah mengharapkan
Cinta lain datang membelaiku
Aku dapat selalu bertahan
Menahan cintamu di sukmaku

Kehadiranmu basuh jiwaku
Engkau sulutkan api cinta diriku

Kerinduan …
Tak akan menghilang
Kan selalu kurasa
Tak mampu ku menghindar

Kau berikan apa yang ku pinta
Kau mengikat ku dalam cinta
Temaniku dalam jalani hidup ini

huhuhuu….

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hmmm.. & todayy stoweiii… Monday, Nov 22 2004

Hmmm.. tudaYYY.. wud be the same ordinaryy daYY.. juz stayingg at homeee… nuting interestingg… stop dahh mood berayaaa!.. 1 whole weekk – last week.. since 1stSyawal.. dah penat dah berayaaa!! so.. thiz weekk timee to..maintain back!! diet back!! enuff dahh…!! …

*editing my blog..!!inserting sum of ma latest pics..!*
*searchingg eiffel lyrics..

Eiffel I’m In Luv… Bercintalah Denganku…

Sesungguhnya aku katakan
Apa yang difikirku
Mengapa aku sangat risau
Bila kau masih dengannya
Tak kah kau rasakan sesuatu
Yang lain dari biasa
Janggalnya senyumku terpaksa
Karena tak inginkan ini
Mengertilah aku resah
Mungkinkah aku cemburu
Tolonglah tenangkan aku
Putuskan dia bercintalah denganku

Ternyata (melly Feat Kookinky)

Terfikir olehku saat ku merenung
Melambungkan benci tanam di hatiku
Surtout, pense pas de mal de moi de mon romantisme
T’aimer, si fort toujours si loin dans la folie tu vois
Kua bisa menyayang seperti layaknya
Pria mencintai seorang wanita
Ternyata aku cinta dan aku takut
Kehilangan dirimu yang ku kasihi
Ternyata kau pun mencintai aku
Lebih dari yang ku fikir sebelumnya….

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8 syawal… Sunday, Nov 21 2004

hari ni.. aku bangun lambatt.. w/pun puas kene kejut ngan mak.. dekat pukul 10 aku baru bangun! penat becakap & begayut malam tadi… & layan kerenah anak2 buah aku… & aduhh lame tak tido atas katil rumah nie… & hari ni, aku terpaksa balik.. lepas breakfast.. kemas2.. !!! aku decided tuk pergi rumah ocu aku..!! lame tak pergi rumah die. dekat pukul 11 lebih pagi sampai sane.. sempat beraya, then… dari sane.. pergi Klang plak rumah ila… makan tengah hari kat sane… huhuhu
seronok lak rase!! beraya sakan jelah kije aku.. kawan2 aku call nak datang rumah, sume tak dapat… hihih kecian.. coz aku ngan mak asik berjalan aje )… pukul 5 lebih baru balik… fuhhh samapai senawang jalan jam gilosss… i’m stuckk on ittt!! huh!! time tulaa rase nak kereta auto… penat kaki aku menekan… pinggang aku pun sakitt.. mebi postur duduk tak betuiii…… adeyyyyy dlm jammed tu, semat miscal Hide, balas2 miscall ngan die…. dekat pukul 8 malam baru sampai rumahh…..!!!

sampai2 jer.. masuk bilikkkk & aku titunnn jappp… letihh sangat raseee.. baru nak nap… kring-kring.. ma pone rumah bunyikkk.. adeyyy ma auntie call.. die cakap dah 2 kali die datang rumah but nobodyy homee… hihi.. tomorroowww… die nak come to ma housee..!!eeeerrr…. !!!!- wuarghhhh kantukkkkk……ZZz.. !!ok.. xtau nak type ape agiii kat siniiii..gi private blog aku plak..

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