i hate to day!! i hate todayy!! Saturday, Oct 30 2004 

16th Ramadhan…alhamdullilah…

today starts wif beautiful but inde middlee…it becomes… suck,wORSTT!!!!& i hate today!i hate today!!!i hate ….ok..how bout end???? dun wanna think bout it enimore!!

-END-

END…?? Friday, Oct 29 2004 

15TH RAMADHAN

HURM…alhamdullilah dah 15th of Ramadhan…!!..cam tak cayer,hurmm so many things had happened..!!eventhough..for me.. every day wuz same-ordinary.. i ‘ll do sameold routine.. hah!hah!ah!!!!wuts so interesting bout ma dayyy???hurmm,last nite when Zul called me, he he wanted me to find new jobs..!!yah rite!iam duing nuting at home,but actually- i am duing sumting- surfing the net, till ma telephone bill to the maxx!!hukss…..actually wat he said wuz rite- when we work, we’ll gain sum xps, meets new ppl and..money of coz..!wooh..xmo,rite now,my thought only think when-when i’m gonna continue my study..!!=(..!!-hurmm how bouut,read my data comm & networking,buk ehhh??!!ok.. cam tengok buku tuh tebal2,mahal2..cam kesian..so, how bout aku tambah knowledge bace buks tuh..hah!hah!hah!..

My Beloved Data Comm & Networking Book!

hurm… 12pm sumting camtuh, i went out..wif ma cousin Nini to buy new mouse!hahah..kat Chai comp!!huhu kunun2 soh Nini je bli so aku tunggu cuz xmo jumpe Mr.Chai or auntie, aku bli cd-r, 50sen satu 5keping & mouse jer,but..at last, terserempak gaks ngan Mr.Chai..huhuhu..nak sorok mane lagi =))…memula amik Ninikat umah die Taman Clonlee.. then bli mouse,then hantar die balik umah die, lepak2 jap..then adik die balik dr asrama,petang tuh kuar lagi gi pasar ramadhan ngan dieorang..then,hantar balik dieorg balik umah dieorg!!hah!hah! sronuks lak ghase..jemput-hantar-amik-hantar!!hihihi!! balik tuh cam rase penat sesangat…!!but sempat gaks online… then bout 6.00pm camtuh aku start tuk masak utk berbuka..buat mee hailam lagi..hihhi..senang jer!!sayur campur..mee..udang..black pepers..oyster sos…n kicap!!***& minum air soya..!! Alhamdullillah….abes dah berbuka!=)…pewut ppon dah buncitt..!!

hurmm gotta msg from Azam.. die kate die xbley tag in blog aku!!apsal ehhh??mebi comp die gotta probs..!!hihii..dunno..

& tunite i watch..

**12.30 duing nutin – had sum cet wif my cousin Ila & Ejan.. mate cam dah ngantuk2.. so.. nak wish dulu gud nite kat my blogie niee… Muahhhhhsssss… :) )

I ‘M DEAD!!! Thursday, Oct 28 2004 

14TH RAMADHAN

**FIRSTLY : NEW SHED OF SKINS + NEW SONG (BREATH NO MORE),JUZ A SIMPLE SKIN I GUESSS..

**SECONDLY : DUNNO..DUNT AVE ANY MOOD TO BLOG ANYTINGG….=(..WHAT I WANNA DO IS TO CRY OU LOUD!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…… to my private blog**** trying to calm down myself – huh!!okey-okey listening to Mr. Children te no hira..

I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I’ve come to believe my souls on the other side.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I’ve been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can’t help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe now…
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more

TODAY MENU : kAri Sotong wif sayur Campur & nite mams roti canaiii..huar-huar-huar~

And tonite juz an ordinary nite & all goes the same!!while i was wutching tv my gud frenz – Zul called me up!!lamer sgt tak dengar citer die..owhh!!he got new job at Serdang as Structure Designer, gud for him!!_ B.O.R.I.N.G…. so jom titun.. ZZzzz

ok-tak-ok-tak?? Thursday, Oct 28 2004 

13 of RAmadhan

hurmm!!today its looks a fine but bit confusing morningg, but feels ok compared to yesterday that super stresso day for me!!huar-huar-huar- i was stuck plus confused to decide wether Eng Bus Mgt (manufact) or Eng Computer System & Networking as my first choice in UNIKL application form!!i think-think-think.. in many aspects such as which one wud be the best!i luv most & in career opportunity- so i decided to choose Comp System & Net as my 1st choice, nomore changes in mind..nomore hesitation!!my first verdict shud be the best!!enuf time & posted!!Alhamdullilah…at the Post Office i meet this 1 guy & 1 gurl tthat looked familiar to me..wr promoting for The Takaful Malaysia, its about self insurance where if anything accidenltly happened to us, dead or wateva, so it wud cover thoz things..!!both of them wuz trying so hard to convince me but.. mum said nope,actually it was gud but,i feel bit weird from wat the gurl said bout herself, her study i mean die ckp belit-belit!!so.. how come i wud trust her & the things she up to?? cummon.. dunt wasted my precious time, i wuz so tired!!- ok la..!! after finished up all things – balik, while i was driving home, i listened to thiz old song from Hitz f.m – heaven by color me bad i gess,as i ponder back to the old-oldskul days,5 years ago, where my frenz nad gimme thiz song & sum memories appeared back !!it was a beautiful moment to me*****arghhhhh.. i got headache & feel bit sleepY!!!so the the solution is… sleepinggggg!!!!longgggggg sleeeppppppp… lamer aku dah tak tdo petangggg!!!huar-huar-huar!!!!

*530pm: helping mom cooking for berbuka, same menu likes yesterday plus kuih buah melaka.. yummy.. lame aku tak makan!!ok..!!

niteeee wuz succkkk!!! blogspot gotta probss.. tatau nape.. i cant go through to the websites@@hurmm…then i cant posted any new stowei…!!surfing i have sum cet wif my frenz especially jerry..keep on forcing me to vc wif him!!uhuhuu…report kat aweks die baru tau!!tats a guy!!!notty dudesss!!!

ok finee… 2.30am : nak titun… good niteee… (wuarhhhhhhh.. yawningggg…Zzzzz…)

**thankss.. for bringing sum happieness to me.. current listened to Kawaguchi Kyogo – sakura***

wattt to do??? Tuesday, Oct 26 2004 

12th of Ramadhan

wake up bout 10a.m..huhu!!wondering wherez is my mom???hurmm… owh she went out wif my uncle rupenye..my mum did tell me butt..i wuz sleeping & mamai tuk remembered ape die ckp!!haha!ha!..i’m duing nutng…!!keep searching to the new blogskin but..all tu hampehh…!!boring.. then,i cet wif Jerry for a while..!!- my cousin Nini came to my house..so, we had sum cet!!she borrowed my Titanic, Skool of Ruck & Along come Polly..!!huhuhu..hurm!!then.. she went back .. owhh!!then.. i saw Azam..die tegur aku, so i cet wif him.. he’s in GMI!!ntah byk sgt works die kate..!!& then, aku rase borin’.. tengok my toilet cam xpuas hati.. so dengan rajinnye aku basuh toilet.. & clean up my house seskit..then,tipon ruma aku bunyik.. gotta called from TELEKKOM..arghh..!!- due date till thiz FRIDAY..oklah..hurmm.. i gotta end till thiz coz nak solat zuhur..!!TO BE CONTINUED….

HUrmm : menu tuk berbuka – asam pedas ikan wif sayur campur!!yummyyyy..
**nite wuz terribly suck & i dunt ave any mood!! DEAD!!

***listening to Mariah Carey Through The rain ***

i juz static!! Monday, Oct 25 2004 

11th of Ramadhan…
i feel so tired..!!arini gi Mallaca..gi shoping ghayer!!huhu..aduh letih & ngantuk..erks.. nak makan sushi dulu..ade cheese cake lagi aduhh!!!gumukss aaa!!!ok tatau nak crita ape la today!!but eppy la soping wif ma mum..ok la..gud nite..tata..

i’m so sad… Sunday, Oct 24 2004 

10th of Ramadhan

i’m ok?? not ok…!!

wat else shud i sayy?? i’m so sad today!!becozz of thatttt shittss!! arghhhh demitt.. y its still in my pc!!arghhhhh…pressureddd!!!& i hate to think that i am lonely today..!!yah, lately i become so lazyy!!i’m not intented to do by regular wurks!!look at ma bed?!!mess all around!!thiz morning after sahur.. i had updated & renewed shed of skin’s blog to my private blog!!that skin juz like me..me wif my cat simply nice!! i successfully attached music in thiz blog & to that my screwy blogg..!!huar-huar, thanks to Idaz for helping me..though at 1st, i bit blur & tensi coz sumtimes thoz music will appeared but sumtimes gotta probs in the real player!!- i continued my sleepy moment till 11am :) ) huks,.. actually i had woke up butt!juz not inde mood to get up from my bed& throw away my blanket..huhu..!!first thing after woke up!!looking to my luvely dovely pc!!demitt thoz trojan had made my huney turning really critically sickk.. toz virus keep on coming wif no mercy everytime i connected through internet *till now – & when toz XXX coming..i’ll automatically dc!!demitt!!huneyy wats wrong wif u??argghhh …i’m sick of all thiz!!- hurmm, clean up all the messy stuffs in mybed!!how worstt i am rite now??i’m gettin’ lazy-lazy now!!
15.54pm* dunno wat todo…!!updating my blog..add sum post!okey..dunno wutto type enuf..bye!!5.30pmpm:time to help mom for berbuka- menuu for to day is ikan gulai & sayur but i oso cook hurmm mee hailam,- second day pose for me, hurm..mum said my mee hailam wuz taste good better than at other kedai, hihi!!i luv tat compliment..hurmm much ingredients inside it so it wud taste gud..sotong,udang,sos tiram & all the mix vegie.. wif black paper & kicap yummyy..i juz ate mee hailam!!till now, my tank wuz absolutely full!!huar-huar-huar!!hurmm.. after i lepaks depan pc & my pc turn off!auto.. than my frenz cal me, ma oldskul frenz..herie, its been so long time i neva heard his stowei???hurmm he called me bout 57minutes i gess ;D..until thez no stori to mori…hhuhu…mostly our topics is about raye!pose..& life wannabe..!!then i watched pua chu kang!then i go back infront of my pc to blog sumting***(till now).okla.. gtg i wanna watch smallville tada…..

after watching smallville…*aku online but toz hacks trojan buduh wuz still inside my pc!!but…with sum help from Hide bebeh.. thanks god dah xde dah mende tu.. so thiz sum info bout that shitz:
virus type: trojan
Aliases: Tool:PornDialer.BP, Dialer.Tibs !!
oklaa… ngantukssss…. nak titun…

*** current listening to new song from Princess Diary2 Soundtract: Kelly Clarkson – Breakaway***

adeyy bil tepon Saturday, Oct 23 2004 

9th OF RAMADHAN…

BILL TEPON-BILL TEPON + BILL INTERNET!!
gud morningggg!!howyaaaa!!hurrmm wake up early thiz morning cuz teman my mum gi pasar, but before that, i received the telephone & internet bill, goshh nearly rm1000, arghh…my fault(sigh*)!!y must i did thiz stupid, damn tings again??huh.. gotta stop all thiz, mebi thiz month wud be the last mont i’m using the phone & or the internet.. huhu.. mom??? yah.. she totally mad at me!!once again.. aku buat pasal!!hurmm how to pay all that?.. arghh..i’m so pressured!!!-duit gaji abishh dah!!huh..& i’m not worked!!- on the way to pasar.. my mum keep on babbling at me..yah!!& i turned to deaf + mute mode!!- no sound at all!!**adeyyy!!!:((..!!!dunno wat to say!!- aduh..
Okla.. lets i luv thiz song..Lonely Day by Phantom Planet..

I could tell from the minute I woke up
It was going to be a lonely lonely
Lonely lonely day.
Rise and shine rub the sleep out of my eyes
And try to tell myself I can?t
Go back to bed
It?s gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.
Even though the sun is shining down on me and I should feel about as happy as can be
I just got here and I already want to leave
It?s gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day

Everybody knows that something?s wrong
But nobody knows what?s going on
We all sing the same old song
When you want it all to go away
It?s shaping up to be a lonely day

I could tell from the minute

woke up it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.

And rite now i feel so damn lonelyyy!! i dunno…wtf’s wrong wif me!!??huh:(. 5.02pm: time to prepare sumting for “berbuka..”

ARGGHH…virusss trojan serangg pc aku!demit!demit.. bake kali aku asik dc internettt!!arghhh..tensi gilosss… !!!

*”Happiness is as a butterfly which, when pursued is always beyond our grasp, but if you sit down quietly may alight upon you.”…*

yehaaa Friday, Oct 22 2004 

8th RAMADHAN….
SELAMAT BERPUASA~~

yeehaaaaaa….!!!!!!!GOOD MORNINGGGGG!!!! r*h*Y*T*h*m*iiic…!!!!..howayaaaa dooingggg??today i woke up earlyyy 7.40a.m- sumting had happened at my house!!…. last nite, i got a perfect sleep & beautiful dream!!eventhough i sleep bit late after duinggg ma late nite works!huh.. wat workkss??chatinggg? huks yah..?? last nite, wif Shasha bebeh… i mizz her laa,hurm did she got any new bf yet??… too much u bebeh… then, wif Ejan bebeh plak..!!:x..but..last nite wuz so bored..bored!!terribly boredd..
**hurmmm today, teman mak gi pasar.. & buy banyak vegiee beshh!!bli mix vegies huhu,bli ikan & sotong..!!then, gi bli barang dapur plak kat supermarket, bought 1 bottle of chilies sos, oyster sos..& hurmm chocs..manggo juice,hurmm.. & my pentenne..!!& i meet kawan mak.. apetah name auntie tuh.. ngan die nye cucu “Putri”.. cutee giloss laa..baby tuh- auntie tu cakap I’m beautyy. huhuh i wuz shockkedd!!cuz i’m freak lah!gosshhh….howcom auntie tu puji..huhu,then she asking me, ade bf blom?? hahah.. gud question!arghh am I?nope..huhu!hurmm..anyway while i wuz driving back..home,i listened to thiz oldskul song..ape ehh tajuk die, jangan kau sia-siakan hidup yang indah..bla-bla..!!hurmm sampai umah bout 1.30pm…

**blurrkkkkk…… :) )..hurm online then mycousin dilot wuz thre.. sempat sembang jap ngan die & show her my new blog nie..huhuhu..!!!hahah..missed her..:-*
***then, Nini came to my house.., lame die tak datang,now die baru start cuti..jap jer die datang then die dah blk!!!oklaa… got work to do…”inside thiz blog” huar-huar-huar…!!… 5.30pm, helping mom cook for berbuka..today juz a simple menu oso hurmm sambal sotong, ikan goreng & sayur campurr..besshh!!!hurmm sum hot barlii…so.. SAMAT BERBUKA!!!hihihi..

**nitee.. xde citerr besshh laa… juz keep updating thiz blogg!!**arghhhhhh tenssiiiii :( (!!!penat tunggu tuk edit pic2 kat pic galleryy- tak editt betui lagii..tila edit kasi lagi cun aight..!!!hurmmm…good nitteee then…

wish i have a beautiful dream tonite….to the restlesss slumberrrr… !!!** but my mood turn off – crying on my bed!!emo!!..nahhhh!!! i got hard time on bed,..i had yawned for about 20 times but i still cudnt sleep yet , y huh????-thez sum mucuss in my nosee… huarr-huar.. yuckssss…. but i know..hopefully,i’ll sleep soon bout 15 minutes more…after i took thiz cough syrup!!! ;)

2nd day stoweiii Thursday, Oct 21 2004 

7TH of RAMADHAN…

Alhamdullilah….cool morningggg…i’m still aliveee..!!wake up from the my dead slept wuhuhu.. 10.30am!!mum wuz totally mad at me..wake up late ur gurl!!but…i feel so tired dunt ave any guts to open up ma eyes..!!Actually, i got sum appoitment to settle down but rite now..i think gonna be late so.. postpone lah tomorrow..huhuhu!!!wuaaaarghhhhhhhhh……kantokkkkkkk againnnnn…ZZzzz

Listening to : Ira – 7 Month ( accoustic)

12.45pm: YAAAHH.. sitting on my bed.. while listening to thiz song from Seed Of Blossom..Searching for Tasha!!

everyday i wonder why
cause u was my wonderful sky

no matter there’s rain of storm i’m searching for u tasha

and now i’m diggin on the net
hopping that one day i would met

no matter there’s rain of storm i’m searching for u tasha

life so wonderful when u’r with me
it’s like the angel i wanna be with
but so sad i that i really need u

***7.01pm: SLAMAT BUKAK POSE…. Hihihi.. todayy.. hurmm aku tulun ma mum cooks.. oso a simple menu for berbuka..!!:))… hurmmm hujan jer ari.. huhuh sejukss..suasana beshhh untuk titun.. yipeeeiiii…hahaha..
****Yuhuhuhu… niteeee!!!! wuz “ntah-ape-ape”… boring..boring..boring…!!!!my!my!my!.. wat to do??? listening to Raya Song… satu hari dihari raya.. bla-bla-bla…adeyyy busann deyyy@@@…!!!!!ok.. adioss.. to be continued.. gud nitee & gud day..huhuhu….

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