memoryy Wednesday, Sep 29 2004

music : Padi _ semua tak sama

morningggggg….. ma dearestt blogiee deariee.. howaya duinGG??!!!… hutttmmmm thinknGG.. for tudAy… wat pic shud i put huh?? tadaaa…. heeerrrGHHh…..waiitt ha… !!.. i’ll putt sums inside ma blogg realyy2 soonn!! huhuhu.. errrrrhhhhh !!!*** yaHH touch up skIT ma bloG niee… hurrMMM .. feel likee… wanna changEE thiZ bloGskin!! hurrmmm otey or not oteyy… butt** thiz skins means so mucH to me.. huhu..^^^ **todayyyy.. hurrrmm.. stayinGG at home!!erKKK… kinda fun actually & i dunt want to think staying at ma luvly pinky bed wud turn me to irksomee momentt… huhuhu… nah! lotasa works to do actually… settle all de important things in malife 1st! ma mission.. bile dah settle so.. it wud be oteyy n i can lepaks back infroontt of thiz 17″ Hewlett Packard..monitor!! muahhss cikit :-*.. yahh wat to do aigttt? surfinGG.. peeps sumting interesting in the web bout paranormal things or freekyy, creepy things hurmmm wether thoz supernatural thinggs were exist or nott ehhh??? yahh… ??ufo.. alients.. & ghost..bla2..:D…waddaya thinksss dude???……

ok wat to do after thizz?? ma option??.. -*weds MOOD*- EAtIng WatCHING TvS lepaks… tItun..Zzzz hurmmmm…. rite now i’m listening to Mariah Carey… I Only wanted… from her Charmbracelet i only want you to stayyy…arggghhh beshhh…..
** sowweii to say.. but thiz blogskin will ended till thiz second only.. now 3.25pm..& i wanna change thiz blogskin..ecceli thiz blog with this skin… will no longger exist.. coz i wanna change it to.. TWINKLE-TWINKLE LIL STARS… arghhh sad to say thiz.. but.. i had to… okk ma dejavu.. i had to stop u.. till thiz moment only.. gonna miss u… ( taa…pliz clicky to thiz dejavunew after thiz!!—>NEW DEJAVU:) seee… mee…. maself thre..!! ta…

ayue at 1:49 PM

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Tuesday, October 05, 2004

GooD mOrninG ma Lil PrinCessss….huKKss ….

HacccHHuusss…. huhu… ma morning starts wifs sneezzzinGG!! haa…yahhh!! maYYbee errrr.. due to wake uPP too earLY in the murniNG for subUHH… hachUzzz,, not enufff sleeppIngg timEE.. hachusss…huKKss… continuinggg ma sLeepiNG momenTTT…. hacchuss…!! dunuTT disturBB huh!!!….

WAKE UP!!WAKE UP!! oredi… 9.00am…
ayookksss…. mum daHH babblinggg so..gotta wake up aaahh.. oredi 9.00am!! hurrmm… relaxxx mum.. i’m not going for work todayy!! huhuhu…. QUIT oredI!!yah… at lasTT!! ~~mebi betuI la… i am too emotional- humanbeing!! cud not worked under pressured… but yelahh.. i oso felt soweii for wat i had done!! to auntie.. i respected her much as ma second boss.. but i cudnt stand when she owiz made me liked i.. demitt!!*** yah.. maybe enuf la..!!**yelah!! maybe malife..owiz wants the easiesttthingg!!~~ ma life.. i born as wat i am* hard to change itt..!! nak senang jer as wat mum owiz sayss.. & she wuz rite!!.. ma real dads.. yah.. he owiz want me to work!!gains sum xp.. “butt” malass la… buttt i need moneyyy!!moneeyyy!! aduhhhh… after thiZZ nomore incomee?!! sape soh benti???… !!..lepaKS.. n think.. wat shud i do after thiz???huhuhu…. !!feel like mmg enthusiast nak studYY !! tak sabar lak ghaseR!! so… after thizz… hurmm kuar jap!! n buY one envelop n etc2….settle psal application MMU tuh!!… next, settle pasal gaji plak… bank in kan cheque..!!3days br masuk acc.. next… gi UNIKL…besar fac die kat situh…then, balik.. before that… bli newspapers.. …. & BALIK…. umah..
ONLINE :…. surf2 japp… hurmm cet wif MITSUi.. huh!! he gotta big-big probs.. tp taktau wether its real or not??!! huh….boring la plak!! hurmmm.. then.. read NST.. lepak2.. n read magz.. wat to do??? yaHH.. ?~~ duk umaHH.. sronnoTTT lahhh… letak pics kat bloG nie.. coz tade mende nak uatTT.. hummm.. tenGok application form UNIKL tuh… hurmmm… nak amik per ehhhh???…wether… Bach Eng Tech Comp System & Net, Bach Eng Buss Mngt (MAnufact’) or.. Bach Eng. Tech (multimedia Enhanced E-Commerce)…. yang Bach len tuh… xbleyy lahhh….which one aight??? confusinggg… buttt* i prefer the 1st one.. hrmmm ok… pasni nak bukak balik buku.. Data Comm Networking…akuu… !! hurmmm sronooott.. faVs subjectt!!*** oteyyyy???!!!!…. …

PetaNg :… rase panassss sangattt… aduHHH… xlarat nak stay kat dlm bilik coz window au betul2 hadap matahari .. so.. sgtt panasss….!! wat to do??? wutcinggg TV laHHH…?!!**anytinh else???… aduhh panass sgt2… bout 6 sumtingg Hide misscall… but i cant ms him backk!!:… maybe die dah abis clas or else?? i dunno….!!!. sumtimes.. i feel like… wat is the end of our story??of thiz blogg?..one dayy? wat wud happened to both of us??.. i dunno… but.. i actually knows… only me** n ~~!!i juz cud not stop itt.. maNN…!!hurmmm juz thinkinggg nextt.. bile aku dah sambung studYY.. ape jadi ehhh??..open a new chap of ma life** meets new dude!!frenz & ul the creeppyy creatures…alient or sumtings…hihihi merepeks dah nieeee….!! ooohhh baru tringatttt.. luperrr nak cter… td kuar… jumpe membe kije mase kat A-Famosa.. Aishah, then.. i meet Sharul.. huhuu.. sharul tuhh baru nak usha kiter.. butt kite dah quitttime tuh…!! terkejut gakss.. bile nampak diee.. tp, xsempat nak tegur.. juzz pandang2 jerr!!coz mmg aku shocked time tuh!!:-S

LoVe iS owIzzz in The airr….. pic kat my bilik titun..

Nite :

**LISteninG : Cobalah Untuk Setia – Krisdayanti…

chantez.. beb.. chantezz…!!! beshh lagu niee… sukeee…okk.. nak chantezz.. nak paste lyrics..jap!hihi

Apalah maumu kasih
Kau pilih diriku
Di dalam hidupmu
Nyatanya ku lihat kini
Tak bisa kau coba untuk setia

Sudah cukuplah sudah
Ku memberikan waktu
Kau selalu tak bisa
Mencoba untuk setia

Reff:
Yang selalu kuinginkan
Yang selalu kunanti
Kau coba untuk mengerti
Apalah arti mencinta

Dan harus kau sadari
Bila ingin bersamaku
Jangan coba kau ingkari
Cobalah untuk setia..

Masihkah aku diinginkan
Masihkah aku di dambakan
Masih ada waktu untukmu
Bersamamu akan kah ku jalani hidup… ,,,,

hurrrrMMMM.. ape nak type agi eeeehhhh???? nowww 8.30p.m… i ‘m not the mooddd…!! **wat shud i do?? tengOKk tbb.. laa… oteyyy… to be continued… :X

“wudnt it be niceeee…… lalalala… watt a eppy sonGG… “

**reading : when you’re luVV to mucHH… whoooozzzyyyy!!wooohhhh… !! xmolah jadi stalker to ma luv..aiooooo… only to make sure thez noone else in hislifee!!** huhuhu… yah..ul thiz becoz of thoz stupidity & thoz jeloussyyy err suspiciousss oso…hihii!!..**

**SIGNS OF HEALTHY LOVE : (arryaahhhh… ni for coupless jerrs but leh motivate diri.. sumday**)…

PeaCe!! bebeHHH…… …..

**seronokkk gahse… banyak mende leh tulis kat bloG ni… coz xde kijerr dahhh hihih …. huargggghhhh//oteyyy** to be continued….

tonite i feel so sad!! ///.. tatau nape.. i juz think… hurmm… i juz luv him.. but i’m suddenly.. i remmembered wat he had done to me.. & all the sadness he brought to me..n arghhhh i’m afraid!! but i dunnot knoww wat shud i do…let it go by the flow… hurmmm.. off ma hs… !!he called ma house.. but, xsempat nak angkat..** ya!! spend ma time TV,,, then.. bile dah busan.. i online..hurmm Hide tegurr,, butt** tatau nape xde mood nak layan die.. hurmmm i juz said “arghhhh…” n offline!! …hurmmm tatau bile rase bersalah.. uat camtu, i call him back! n he call me back… tp xcler y huh? direct cal.. then.. we all vc… from 12 to.. 1… n near 2… last2 cam ade gaduh skittt!! tatau la.. aku fikir…kalo aku tadee, die kisah takkk??** -ve thought coming back!!demitttt!!

**okla nite,, bye2…

ayue at 6:15 PM

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Monday, October 04, 2004

Yahhh!!! today i’m QUITTTT!!!! mmg la rase tak sampai hati.. coz rase cam kejam koz bagi 24hours notice but!! i think.. i cant stand anymore wif all the pressure burned on me! enuf aa.. !!!yah//// mmg rs bit rugi coz after thiz i dunt any income! no money..huh..cian nyer!!n will be bored.. p, bile dah rase pressure n kene marah !humilated n embarassed…. arghh.. enuf i thought!! ingat nak quit on NOV.. but… enuf aaa sampai sini!!…

Ms Wong Pow Cheng
Operation Manager
Chai Computer Centre
B2-4 Tampin Square
73000 Tampin
Negeri Sembilan 05/10/004
Tel: 06-441 7202

Dear Ms. Wong,

24 Hours Notice of Resignation

The purpose of this letter is to inform you of my resignation from my current position as a general clerk starting from date above. This due to I had been offered back to further my degree level under my college at MMU. (LIAR- notYeTTT laa…)

I would like to take this opportunity to express my sincere appreciation for your guidance and counsel I have received over nearly 2 month I been working in Chai Computer Centre. I have learned a great deal about computerized procedures, business and I know how important providing outstanding customer service is in today’s business environment, I am certain that the skills I have acquired will be of value throughout my career someday that I will not be able to get from other company.

Lastly, I hope your company will achieve a good deal of business, enhanced more over and widely spread the IT line and continuing successful.

Thank you.

Sincerely,

…………………………
(Idayu *****)

yehhh!! abess dahhhh…… !!! sambil2 uat resign letter tuh.. kite ceting wif Hide… !!! then, pastuh.. kite kemas2 my room.. dah lame tak lap2.. !!ade habuk skit… !! so.. amik dettol… sabun… lap2 skit… huhuu bersih! senang jer…:) huhuhu….. hurmmm nasihatkan skit Si Hide tuh!! malas nak kemas umah die!! arghhh tak suke tgk kotor2 nie!!habuk2 ker!!sakit pale otak akuh jer….:)!!…pas die mandi.. die webie ngan aku!erkss sajeje promote cutie lil pie die tuh!!;;)…. then, before die g skul voice jap ngan die… so take care ma boi… c u!!…

*MEMORY FACTS:

SHORT TERM MEMORY – memories that last anywhere from a few seconds to 24 hours, depending upon how much importance we put on the imformation .
INTERMEDIATE MEMORY – refers to memories that may last for days or even weeks, but which are eventually lost foreva, unless they are movd to long-term memory
LONG TERM MEMORY – recalled for many years, even for an entiretime time…
LEFT BRAIN : processes speech, analysis, time n sequence.. only recognises letters, numbers and words..
RIGHT BRAIN : involved predomnantly in creatives and artistic tasks..deals with images, colors, shapes, sound & rhythm…
listening : Hyde – Evergreen….

hurmmm Hide… pic taken before he went to skul thiz afternoon….!!

Hurrmmmmm…. petang nie tak wat per.. hhuhuhu beshhh asik hadap pc jer kot.. & tgk tv seskit.. then ceting2 wif ma muchacha Shasha babyyy… soh die uat blog jap…die view ma blog…!! huhu…. hurmmm bace NST… lepak2… baring2.. n berangan.. before that kuar bli ice-cream.. yang tension jer.. bile nak kuar je nak start kete jer.. mum dah ingat aku nak g datinggg adeyyy.. ( mane bf aku…? tadee2…!!! hurmmmm cam nak tetitun…. huhu benci tdo petang… then, bebangun tgk Hide miscal… terus online.. die dah balik skul upenyer… agak dah!!! huhuhu die masak ikan masak kari.. sure beshhh :X.. instant… huhuhu…. ook.. tamo kacau die till 10.00 pm maybe*…..!!webieee….. tu pic2 die pas balik skul… cube compare kan?? srabut tak?? hihi.. tade laaa.. comey jer.. :X…

pic Hide balik dari sKuL plakkkk

**to be continued….. **itoshii hito yo…

adeyyyy….. terkantoiii dah bloGG nie…. hurrrmmm… !!… opppsss!!tatau ….
hurmmmm….
wat perrr?!!! borinGGG aarrgggghhhh.. tgk tb… tade citer beshhh?? so… continueee cetinGG.. hurMM… wiF hide!die br pas tgK citer pe tah!!theN… webie.. n voice ngaN die… diE tgk Ainori..kiter dok lepaK2 pan pc… surf2 skit.. then, continuee cetinG ngaN die.. webiee.. abisss sume beNda die tunjuKK kat biLik die tuh rantai la..potpurilah.. pic die lelame2… macam2…hiks!! theN vc… sampai aku terlelap & ngantuk!! n both of us tituN….beshshhh nyeRRRR…!!!!soKK tak kijERR!!!** pikirrr nak banK in Cheque…huhuhuh ****!!ZZZZZZZzzzzzzz

Ni pic ma gorgeousss sexyy munchhyy yummyy hacchooossss bersinnn…tengOK..Slymm….hahah!!!
hahahahhaha….. lantaklaaaa.. nak gak letak pic sexy nie!!!huhuhu

ayue at 11:21 AM

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Sunday, October 03, 2004

huhuhu suNdayyyy!!! wat todo????.. wakE up boUT 10am…!! lasT niTe boRAk nGan Hide sAmpai boTh of uS tetido… arini bgn lambaTT!! argGGHhh kijer xmo esokk.. nak QuiTTT!!….huRmm…. !!! wat to do aight??/ hurmm arini.. mak usu balik umah aku… datang2.. n masak2 rendang ayam.. huhuhu.. bsh!!! /// petang tu aku nak kuar.. die org tuduh aku nak g date plak! aduh! tensi aku… nak date ngan sape?
bf pon tade? sape aku nak carik ma??… adeyyyy… hiihi… ngadu kat Hide!! rase nak cari bf je.. show kat dieorg! aduh.. nape sume curious ngan aku!! adeeeeeyyy heamoraaagee.e..!!! aduhhh.. ape nak uat… dah jadi cenggini… … juz wait je//.. sum1 day… kan?@@….***

malam tuh… gado lagi ngan Hide, die mawah aku coz bagi skype aku kat Mitsui.. arghhhh.. didnt meant to… then, si Mitsui nak cal aku… tp, aku xsampai hati nak skype ngan die… ingat Hide agi… die jeless… fine la..ma fault again! tak patut aku wat die camtuh, tul la die kate aku selfish ngan diri aku… jeles bile die wat.. aku wat xpe.. ntah aa ngan Mitsui pon secara kebetulan je….aku xnah pon vc ngan die…!! then, pastuh.. ok dah!! bile due2 mengalah… xmo gadoh2 la..
juz made the things worst.. uat pe??!!! juz relazzzzz………kool!!!:D!! i wont make the same mistakess againnnn.. nomoreee… !~~ then, vc ngan die.. till 9.00pm.. aku nak tgk tb.. die pon nak tgk tb… aku tgk Smallville.. then… aku tettitun dpn tb… kul 12.00 br terbangun!!!….aduhhh!! tensiiii!!!…. sambung online… tgk kat YM tade sape2 pon onli Hide!! die pon br abis tgk tb… tgh nak search mende die tuh.. tula.. suke die wat kije last minute…hrmmm then, tetibe famie online.. tp, time tuh aku nak vc ngan Hide.. so, juz wish gud nite to him… huhuhu.. vc ngan Hide till… 2.30.. die dok nyanyi2 aku dah terlelap… Zzzzz… adeyyyy gud nite… tata…

click to enlarge (GARFIELD tIme AGAIN)

ayue at 1:38 AM

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Saturday, October 02, 2004

hurrrrmm saturdayyy!!! huhu… benci!!! arini suck!! i hate today!! tp dah dpt gajI…huhuhu…yahh!! pressureee eif works!! of coz… ntah aa so much things jadi mase time kijeer!!tensi aaa… yah!! feel like gona quit all thiz.. !!balik kijer cam penat.. tp sempat g pasar mlm .. as ussual la.. blk2 tuh.. cet wif hide… argh!! asik2 nak gaduh je ngan die lately ni,atas sbb kecik2 pon!! yah.. maybe it ma fault, die terasa n jeless.. ntah aaa.. padahal nuting!!ntah laa… i’m juz confused..

ayue at 8:00 PM

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Thursday, September 30, 2004

aPer ciTer beSSh arini ehhh???….:”>… Yahh!! as ussual lahh.. gotta workkk early inde muningg.. arini cam bit rainy morningg.. buttt.. ape pon still gotta workk!! huhu… wisHH leh titun ataSS katiL sure besHH :X.. huhuh.. tudaYY auntie.. out! gi HospitaL checkk dienyEr sakiT tuh!! kecian gaks!! arini aku banayak kiJer aa.. g pejabat.. hantar Ah Ken.. check printer probs.. n..so on… hurmmmm.. waT else?? hurmMM banyak benda naK handle kat kedAi… yang beshnyer.. jumpe ma oldskul nyer cikgu..cikgu Norsiah.. yeh!yeh… ma favs cikgu!! sayang sangat kat die dulu… coz die memang suke bagi aku A.. hihi..hrmm after g Sc Muar… rindu sgt kat cikgu tuh!! hihi..at last jumpe pon!!… then…. balIkkk.. gahse nak cal Hide.. hurmm tp jap je.. 2 minute plus2. coz direct cal.. hurm, sempat die cakap i miss u.. but i wont reply..~~..

ayue at 7:41 PM

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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

huhuhu…. arghhhh.. malasnyer nak wake up!!!! mlm tadi titun lambat sangattttt..ZZzzz.. payah sangat nak bangun…:( bangun2 pagi pon cam mamai jer..huarghhhhh!!! bekfess mum masak bee hun goweng… bessssH ;X, drive pon dalam keadaan ngantukkkk!! sempat nak sms hide hihi.. sukee!!;P.. lagi ngantuk biler jalan jam!! arghh ade lori lembab tuh!bua jalan stuck!! hari ni kijerrrr… cam relaxxx aa.. xde customer sgt.. but, okey la…;) stil ade kije nak buattt… biler kul 2.00pm kat sini, tringat Hide… die mesti tgh present tuh.. coz die ckp, die present kul 3.00pm.. owiz thinking bout him, nommater wattt.. yahhh… diextau ma blog nie.. so.. biarlaa. aku nak type ape pon.. to ma new blog.. yah!!