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Saturday, September 04, 2004
Saturdayyyy…..hummm.. wat to do aight? hurm nuting i thought!! hurmm.. stury bout today.. juz like other ordinary days.. huh!! in the murnin…hurmm.. as usual duing all ma routine again!!…woke up bout 6.30 for subuh contiuning titun till 8.00 am & shittt!!! i got bad dream!! damn it!! i hate that dream!! huh..i cried in ma dream!!:( itz just a sad stury that wud made ma hart broke to pieces again..8.45am: went for work!! hurmm… tuday work kinda fun!! bit okey la.. no stress less tension!! n ma autie banjer minum ptg hiks.. !!!!huhu… hurmm 6.05pm:work ended.. hurmm ..after that i went to “pasar mlm” hiks!!- then, famie call..huhu.. ased for minum ptg.. hurmm but soweeii i dah kat pasr mlm time tuh!!…huhu,,surely die nak banjerr coz dah gaji.. hihi..:P… hurmm 6.35pm,: sampai umahh… wat to aight???on ma way back.. Hide cal. but i tgh driving.. huhuhu..call me back!!.._ huhu.. eatinG otaK2 wuz liked heaven!!..perghh berbulan2 mengidam..huhu…at laSt.. suddenly ade kat pasar mlm tuh!!:)…. Hide called me back while i was eating popiahh.. huhu..hurmm talked wif him bout “ikan sardin”.. xlame aa. coz direct call.. arghh.. i cant called him tunite… coz i didnt bought the i-talk card.. thez no money left in ma purse rite now… 
.. !!!die citer psal die ceting wif thiz gurl la.. prasan jd doc!..:P..
7.00pm: watching “table for two”.. huh!…relationship between Adam n Sue were became more worse- maybe wr going to be ended!! huh…!!benci…!!Sue wuz jelouse becoz Adam’s xgurfren(Anie) alwiz go out n date wif Adam…coz she juz broke up wif her boyfren( n her bf wuz Adam’s bestfren(Sam))!!- she broke up wif Sam becoz she suddenly got “weird” feeling back wif Adam!! huh..!!Adam alreally told Anie that he’s already got Sue.. but, Anie seems to expresssed more her feels to Adam!!Dem itt!!- she said.. she nows realised how stupid she was when she leaved Adam.. n the worst part was.. Sam wuz found out all thiz..& wat wuz going on..n he called Sue & told Sue bout thiz.. in that time, Sue oso got an old frenz Joe ( Actually,Joe was her senior n alwiz admired n likes Sue oso..), But sSue oso already told Joe, that between them wr juz frenz..!! ..Sue wuz really hurt when she heard all that.. ..(at that time she was wif Joe alone in the office)- before that, she had promised wif Adam to go for dinner n Adam was coming to catch her up… !! goshh!! Sue was crying & Joe saw it!!… Joe was trying to comfort her…n that time, Sue wuz over reacted n hug Joe..then.. both of them were kising..at that time… Adam was just arrived.. n saw both of them ****ing… to be continued…
“You dont know what you really have until its gone”,…so appreaciate wat u already have now..before its too late…
8.00pm, onlineeeee… wat to do??
20.42. feel sad.. cuz Hide xmo cet wif me… bz wutching Bio Hazard.. .. argh sedeyyyy…:( siting here alone..offline yahoo.msg!!… bit trasa ngan die…:(
****to be continued….*****
9.23pm…. for 35minutes.. jd kaunselor berjaya hurmm.. for tasha de jepang gurl ;;).. bit lame xborak ngan die..suddenly she called n she told every single things yg dah berlaku pd die & i jz gave her sum advises.. bout long distance relationship, when its hard n hurt =(( kecian die..kite pham die,.. , rmmber when i’m crying ma ownself, n screaming ma head off!!huh!! bout man charac differ from gurl charac that i knew n so on…. tasha…tashaaa….cant wait to see her thiz monday..:)..:X.. i miss ul ma frenzz lotttt…. rase cam nak cal dieorg sume!!!…..
~~~melly goeslow feat jimmo-pujaanku..OST Eiffel…I’m In Love~~~
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kiTer caL ma frenn shasha, tp ckp kejap je ngan die… hurrmm esok die nak detingg hihihi…then, kiter try cal ida.. tp xdapat.. laSt2 kite cal Ady..hihi..borak ngan diE..windduuuu nyerrr kat kenkawan kiterrr..xsabar nak jumpe mondaYY ni…:XXX
11.30 kite dah titun… terbangun kul 1.3000 then.. hide cal kiterr.. wish me gud nite assua n bora sum other keciK2 tinGs.l..xleh talk lelame.. coz both of us xrecharge card aggiii..:(.. then i ppon titun…..gud nitee too..muahss..:-*
ayuee teame at 7:45 PM
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Friday, September 03, 2004
Tatau nak type apeeeeeRRRR…. arini SamE jeR!! wut so iNtereStinGGG bout todaYYY???…JuZ raSe peNaatt sgTTT.. nslept early tunitee….tGk muvie pon tdo2…!!waitinggg foR HiDE to caLL me up!!until 2.20am…n suddenLy wokeup!!..cAL him Up foR thE laST 1 minute i-talkcard…then, he called me bacK hiS lasT minutes card time oso…. asked me to sLeep!!!huhuh…but i canT sleep..onLine for awhILe.. n theN..sLeep.. hiDe called baCK agaIn..bfore that…before i permenently fall asleeppp…:) TQs for that wurds”sayanG”…!!niteee… muahssss..:-*
ayuee teame at 8:52 PM
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
huhuhuh…. ma DeJaVu.. will makes sum1 hart owiz pounding..everytimes.. …he’s reads ma stoweiii….
Yeaaaaa…… Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
muRningggg…thursday muning 
!!!wat a nice2 dayy!! hihihi… owiz be same day ..!! hav to wake up at 8o’clock—>8.45am go to work before that.. hurmmm cal up Hide( satu kemestian tuh!!)..!!9.00am smpai tempat kijerr.. n duing all my routine…workss suckk!!–>till 6.00pm, but.. tuday seems otey la… but i stil did sum careless * silly mistakes at work!!!!huh…hurmm apply “cuti” for ma Konvo n Raptai on 6th & 13th SepT..hihi..arghh cant wait !!
hurmmm sampai umah bout 6.20pm…lepaks2 n felt like i wanna call sum1… hikss… of coz ma gorgeous…muchacha…Hide baby..!!;;)…( i know hide likes ma compliment** huh!!)!! he’s ma “romeo”…wif his flirtatious character n cutie lil face…:P!!hurmmm our last2 conversation had made me bit tensi coz he told me that he called Dilla ..5 minutes..huh.. wuz that gurl?? hurmmm wohh!!.. n he said maybe that gurl same liked the gurl ..the “kuih raye” gurl..last nite likes him too.. huh… damn it!! benci.. a bit jelousy coming across ma hart!!maybe coz the way he act … his pleasant..please attitude .. to sum1 will makes …sum1 fall or attracted to him!!..woohhhh…!!!hurmm dunt like to feel like thiz it only can bring me to worries n tears..:(…i’m juz afraid of rejection & hurt…later if he change….??takmo!!takmo!!!.. arghhh..dunt wanna to put him off!!.. cuz i trust him!!And how can I ever go on wif thiz emotion,!!when all I ever wanted todo is i owiz tell him thoz three words.. he means more than anything on this earth!!..n afraid of loosing him..:(.. but, i ‘m a human, i only can wish right?.. hurmm!! huhuu juz chear thiz moment… kan?! n dunt let it pass by..:X… hihi…
hurmmm after “mandi”.. then .. online bout 8.00pm!! till now –> auto on ma y.m, hurmm tgk Hide online.. muving ma mouse on his ID .. n clicking it!! Oittt!!!!… hikss saje kaco die…hurmm but i know he’s bz wif his precious tv!!muvie etc!.. hikss.. i’m juz surfingg.. n readingg.. n of coz bloging!!..nobody tegur kat y.m!!juz waiting here alone..:( … till now..(21.51), hurmm.. wooh.. brita gempaks gaks.. bile kite watchin’ brita, Anuar Ibrahim tuh dah bebas!! alhamdullilah gusk… kecian die dah bout brape years die suffered …!!:( ..n kes die xdapat dibuktikan bersalah.. huh! macam xcayer!! jer… huh..!!he cant walk.. kecian betui….!!!dinner.. time.. mkn ikan goweng…n sayur jerr… hikss!! tp beshh.. mum masak…… :X…
to be continued…
21.21… tgh webiee Hide… die pas mandi… hiksss.. comey… :X butt.. muke lame xshave! hiks.. …
22.25.. arghh tensiii!! download songs failed!!…
22.45 – g dapur.. amik airr…….
23.11 : listening to:- Marc Antony – My Baby You….
(My baby you Are the reason
I could fly
And `cause of you I don`t have to wonder why
Baby you…)
arghhhhh…. mater cam dah ngantukkkss… need to sleep rite now maybe….. continuing ceting wif ma darlie b… hiksss.. surfingggg…. downloading…. :-*…
guud niteeee ….gud niteee…
muahssss…. :-*….
12.lebeyy.. dah fall asleep..
12.32… hide cal… gayut ngan die till 1.30a.m.. then.. kiter pon tdo… c u tomooooooloooooo..lurv yah!! muahs :-*
ayuee teame at 8:25 PM
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
morningggg…..!!!!!
hurrmmmmm…. arghhhh!!murning!!yg mengatukkan… n aku rase malas gilossss nak bangun!! tp kene gi kijer guks!! ohhh!! tidaaakkkkkk…..!!!! ZZzzzz ngantukkkk!!!!
maybe tuday pon kire bad luck!! huh… kene marah ngan auntie!! huh… to much mistakess!! yg aku buat!! damn it!!!! tp sum of the mistakess bukan salah aku guks!! software tuh yg damn bodo!!problem!! benci aku!!!… balik kije dlm kul 7.00pm, before tht i bought sum makan2 stuff kat psr raya.. huhuh n cam bese laa.. jumpe jer muke si Fahmi.. hihi!! ….!! sampai umahh… lepaks2 tunaikan semua kewajiban yang perlu… n dok dpn pc nie!! hurmm 1st thing yg aku buat yelah pandang monitor nie! hurmm cpu de sum probs..tetibe drive c bleh disaappear!! hurmm.. abiss sume aku defrag scan etc.. n alhamdullilah… ok pon!! 
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hurmmm dlm kul 7.45pm.. Hide cal me up! hurmmm.. hiks.. hurmm thanks for calling.. gayutt ngan die bout 30minutess..!! A:) die crita psal presentation die got A!! hihihi bangga giler owang tue tuh!! hihiii….hurmm tQs.. coz u miss me!! 
.. n lurving me..only me…:)
story time….:- (from my email~~)
10th grade : As I sat there in English class, I stared atthe girl next to me. She was my so called “bestfriend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, andwished she was mine. But she didn’t notice melike that, and I knew it. After class, shewalked up to me and asked me for the notes shehad missed the day before and handed them toher. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on thecheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to knowthat I don’t want to be just friends, I love herbut I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
11th gradeThe phone rang. On the other end, it was her.She was in tears, mumbling on and on about howher love had broke her heart. She asked me tocome over because she didn’t want to be alone,so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, Istared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, andthree bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me akiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I wanther to know that I don’t want to be justfriends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and Idon’t know why.
Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker. “Mydate is sick” she said; he’s not going to gowell, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, wemade a promise that if neither of us had dates,we would go together just as “best friends”. Sowe did. Prom night, after everything was over, Iwas standing at her front door step! I stared ather as she smiled at me and stared at me withher crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but sheisn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Thenshe said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gaveme a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, Iwant her to know that I don’t want to be justfriends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and Idon’t know why.
Graduation DayA day passed, then a week, then a month. BeforeI could blink, it was graduation day. I watchedas her perfect body floated like an angel up onstage to get her diploma. I wanted her to bemine, but she didn’t noticeme like that, and I knew it. Before everyonewent home, she came to me in her smock and hat,and cried as I hugged her.Then she lifted her head from my shoulder andsaid, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gaveme a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, Iwant her to know that I don’t want to be justfriends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and Idon’t know why.
A Few Years LaterNow I sit in the pews of the church. That girlis getting married now. I watched her say “I do”and drive off to her new life, married toanother man. I wanted her to be mine, but shedidn`t see me like that, and I knewit. But before she drove away, she came to meand said “you came!”. Shesaid “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I wantto tell her, I wanther to know that I don’t want to be justfriends, I love her but I’m just tooshy, and I don’t know why.
FuneralYears passed, I looked down at the coffin of agirl who used to be my “best friend”.At the service, they read a diary entry she hadwrote in her high school years. This is what itread:”I stare at him wishing he was mine, but hedoesn’t notice me like that,and I know it.I want to tell him,I want him to know that I don’t want to be justfriends,I love himbut I’m just too shy,and I don’t know why.I wish he would tell me he loved me!I wish I did too…I thought to my self, and I cried.I Love U
I Love U I Love U I Love UI Love U I Love U I Love U I Love U I Love U I Love U:(
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I´ve been watching
I’ve been waitingIn the shadows
For my time
I´ve been searching
I´ve been living
For tomorrows….All my life ( The Rasmus )
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hurmm titun bout kul 1.00am after cetiing wif Hide , sha2 n ma lil bro azri!!hihihi… hurmm hIde soh kite titun awl coZ tumulooo nak kijer, n he ‘ll call me.. when i’m sleeping… !!!!hikss!!-notty buii…
hurmm!! 4.48am!! i’m suddenly woke up!! hurmm.. atghhh maybe tdo mati kott!! hurmmm trus mzcal hide.. wondering nape xcal last nite !!n he call me back…tanyer die, nape xcal.. but he said die cal!- nearly 4.00… huh- lambatnyer….!!?! ..ntah la.. hurmmm…boraks ngan die till subuh… !! after subuh.. then i continued ma sleepin..’.. hihi…
nite..nite.. muahsss :-*
ayuee teame at 9:37 PM
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
eppy dayyyy….
We were written in the stars, my love, all that separated us, was time,
the time it took to read the map which was placed within our hearts,
to find our way back to one another…..
EPPy MerDeKa MurrrrrnInGGG………. :X…..
thinkinG bouT laSt niTe..hihi.. wat a wonderful morning view!! .let maself continuing eppy to the fullest!..hurrmm eventhough, mum had waken me up!! -called Hide dearie..huney.. wishing him gud morningg!!n force him to wake up!! hiskk…!!-padan mukee!! hiskk…earlY hving bekfass “nasi lemak”.. make me feel fatt! ..ouchh!!……………..:(, today cuti n dunt ave to work!!- hurmm facing- all the computers,customer,problemoo…etc!! or going thre.. or there.. nomore pressures for a moment for @ 1 day only!! tomoloo..arghh ave to wurk!!hopefully dapat gaji.. hihi..:P …!! today, lotsa thing particulrly ave to be done- even rs cam malas:P!! hurmm, ma uncle n aunt from Mallaca came.. for “masak-masak” time!! wuuuuuuuuuuu…. yehh!!.. cuti- for masak day!! bile ma “mak usu…”n all the sekutu2 tuh ade… mesti nak uat masakan!…n tiz merdeka holiday! we’ll cook.. rendang n lemanG.. aiooooo… thoz two masakan too much caloriess insideee .. argghhh… !!..:((.. gumukss….!!!!
hukss.. boraks ngan Ma auntie, hiks!!suprisely die dulu pun pandai ceting2 ..hiks!! huks…-xsangka pandai tuh!..hiks even umur dah 40ty++ hiks!!n she got lotsa exprienced! hurmm 1thing yg besH ngan antie Senah, shez very openminded!!~~n creative tu!!hikskk…n we all boraks bout poligami, man..etc!!****!!n so..on…!!!
hurmm….. nite!!wut to do ait?nuting.. juz surfinG n… dreamInng.. updating ma BlOG , …:)..
owhh mamamaaaa….my!!pimples is coming out!!!huh/…stress out!!!!!!.. tidakkkk!!!!!!!
*wondering…wat he’s duing rite now?????….(21.31)
“Doubt thou the stars are fire, doubt that the sun doth move, doubt truth to be a liar but never doubt that I love…..”-W. Shakesphere
***the answer for the question (above)…he’s duing he’s wurk!! huhuhu.. for tomolooo presentationnn huhuhu……:)!! padan muke!!! ~~swiittt jer bile die viewingg webie die tgh uat kijer tuh!!(kunun-kunun)~~ lotsa work huh??…!!!make sure u du it well!!~~
my precious :X, my precious :X,my precious :X…..my precious :X….my precious:X…………………mosTT preciouss:X………..:P
Slymboyd.. cal me up!! we talked boutt his merdeka celebration last nite!!- fireworkss+bout alvril+music+bout his life n ma opinion…!!n bout “ma luv” story!!:X
hueemm…. that nitee.. kiter der missunderstood ngan Hide.. soweiii kiter uat die terasa for the second time!!& its ma fault!! ( didnt mean to hurt my precious ones…!!- untuk aku die paling utama!!no one else…!! coz ur ma most precious in every single ding-ling..things!!hihi….n i dunt want to make u hurt!! ..i rather hurt…than look u hurt!
GOODDD NITee…… ZZzzzzzz!!!!
ayuee teame at 4:31 PM
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Monday, August 30, 2004
Hurmm… haloooooooooooo………
La!la!LLa….. morningggg ayue,,, hikss… beauty,bubbly ayuee,,, :X….. husks… hurmmm…… wat to do ehh? yah!! wake up n go for wurk!! hikss mondayy mood.. “bitt bosan!!!”… hikss , i hate munday!!!…:P…..!!munday bz.. ramai giloz owangg, maybe coz tumooloo cutii “merdeka”…!!!!….:P.. lunch time, Slym call me up.. hurmm…borakss ngan die japs- n gimme lagu2 baru!!!!..n he asked bout Hide n me..??hurmm oK kott,, even i bit trasa ngan Hide bout lasT nite!!…hurmm, 6.10pm, balik kijer.. hiikskkksss…adeyy penatss.. sGT2…jalan pon jammed to the maxxx ngan kete n owang!! tensi betui.. hurmm!!…
balik2.. lepaks2 n mandi.. hurmm, then… nyanyi2… hikss…surfingg… downloadinG & layan lagu The Rasmus _ In_The_Shadow (lagu yang paling semangat + make me eppy bile dengar time tgh driving…), n GooGoDoLL- Slide ..:P.. n search lyric Peter Pan (CLICKK)..nyanyi2…chantezz…. sampai sakit tekak!! adeyyyy…
BinTanG_Di SurgA_
Masih ku merasa angkuh *Terbang kenanganku jauh *Langit kan menangkapku *Walau kan terjatuh* Dan bila semua tercipta* Hanya untukku merasakan *Semua yang tercipta* Hampa hidup terasa *Lelah tatapku mencari* Arti untukku membagi *Menemani langkahku *Namun tak berarti* Dan bila semua tercipta *Tanpa harus ku merasakan* Cinta yang tersisa* Hampa hidup terasa *Reff: Bagai bintang di surga* Dan seluruh warna *Dan kasih yang setia *Dan cahaya nyata Oh bintang di surga* Berikan cerita *Dan kasih yang setia *Dan cahaya nyata…..
hurmm MunGkIn_ NanTi….
Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya *-Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya *-Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi *-Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi*- Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi *-Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali *-Rasa yang kutinggal mati *-Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini *-Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu *-Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku *-Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi*- Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi *-Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi *-Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali *-Rasa yang kutinggal mati *-Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini *Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri *-Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri…..
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Kau peluk aku sebelum membunuhku* Tersenyum melihatku merenung melihatmu *Kau menungguku menunggu ku terjatuh *Setiap langkah tertuju setia dalam menunggu *Aku menunggumu menunggumu menunggumu mati *Didepanku didepanku didepanku o..o..o *Kau peluk aku sebelum membunuhku* Tersenyum melihatku merenung melihatmu* Aku menunggumu menunggumu menunggumu mati *Didepanku didepanku didepanku o..o..o *Apa yang kau lakukan dibelakangku *Mengapa tak kau tunjukkan dihadapanku* Apa yang kau lakukan dibelakangku dibelakangku dibelakangku dibelakangku…. *Dibelakangku *Aku menunggumu menunggumu menunggumu mati *Didepanku didepanku didepanku a…a…a
hiksksk.. hurmmm..that nite, borak ngan Hide…hurmm..then..Azam cal, at last hikss..boraks2 ngan die boutt merdeka 47 years dah!!, bout bisness, marketing strategies..virus,pc’s.. bout etc2.. hikss maybe lamer xdapat ckp ngan die yelah…coz tiap kali die cal pon aku asik bz…esok nak blk Gmi dah ..soweie.. tata..~~
that fine nite, kiter gayutingg wif Hide dearie again .. hiKS.. kejap die cal.. kejap aku cal.. hiKS….hurmm butt.. so much ting had happened.. hurmm die tanya how we’ll gonna feel 1day before.. we meet each other…that day..!! hurmmm.. remind us..hurmm next yer..6month more to go..counting on day by day…hopefully everyting will be fine…till that day!….hihhiihii ..
then, ma mak usu coming bacK from KeyeL!..:P..so we hd 2 stop our conversation, cet-cett bouuutt.. man’s pewutt buncitt!!huksks!!!~~hihihi..:P.. cal him back~~stop to shut down pc~~till kiter titun, he promised to cal me back!! hurm i juz felt asleep then.. !!my “mak usu” kujut mKn cekudukss.. wif hot necafee…yummyyyy…husks!!tekujutt n bitt blurry..dah la..posisi hihiihi~~sexyy~~
phoneee timeeee
hurmmm.. 2.30a.m continuing gayuting lagi wif himm… dunno wat we both ckp!!butt… he’s so damn manja wif me!!~~hihi bese la…..hukk wif his.. “hihihihi”..laughing style..!!argghhh!!hurmm yahoo msg sindrom..gigling!!huhu…..the rythm of hiss laughing tuh make me “nyampahh!!!”.. he owizz du itt!!hate itt… beb… hurrmmm.. arghhghhh ngantuksss…. need to sleeppp hun.. n i luvv u…:X
MERDEKA!!~~MERDEKA!!~~MERDEKA!!….~~
ayuee teame at 8:09 PM
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Sunday, August 29, 2004
pewwittttt……….. tuing-tuing-tuingg……MoRnInGG…
beauTYYY..princessss….(hahaha prasan!!!)
sundayy morninggg….!!!!!.. tudayy cuti! no need to go for worKKK!!..hihi.. !!! beSHh.. tuday wake up bit late! but not that late lah….hihi… maybe mum dah kejut kul 9.00am but i still continued ma sleep hiks… ngantukss lah till 10am br wake up:P!! lasT nite ttido dgn sendirinyer maybe coz i’d been to tired of workss n some pressures that hit me off!!, … n bgn2 jer, mak kejut coz sume xshut off!!.. inde murnig after subuh, i call Hide, asking him, nape tak wake me up!! hurmm…. but die ckp, he didnt want to distract ma sleep:)… hurrmmm!!kinda geram gaks ngan jwpn die!! coz thez no mzcal from him n nite2 message osso …n tensi… but, it jz small matters.. no biG2 deals!.. forget it… i’m emo …..hurmm riten we become more sensitize bile kite too closed ngn sesorang tuh! yah…. fact tuh wuz absolutely rite!!..hurmmm hikss.. didnt mean tobe so overdramatic of it!..hikss i jz fine gurl…:)
huhuhu…
hurmmm tudayyy.. ….. hurm.. ramainyer owang kawen,ma fren msg pon from last nite sume bagi tau de gi kawin arini… so i got to teman “mum” n wif kak eda’s family g umah owang kawen, meet my sedara thre, yang baru kawen last year.. hihii.. dah dpt baby dah die.. cute giloss aargghh!! comey :X….. HIKS…!! semalam my neighbour kawen, then, td i nampak xbf my cousin-Ila, si Helmi.. hurmmm.. xsempat nak tegur!! arghhh.. sakit hati jer rase, coz he’d hurt ma cousin feeling!!! damn u!….shiTT@@
from umah owang kawen, cepat2 jer rase nak balik wif kak eda n Dikla…coz nak tgk mesian’s idol tuh pun dunt ave enuff time, hurm.. byk performance dah terlepas.. sampai2 pun dah 12.40pm.. lagi 20minutes left jer.. hihi.. tp xpelah..!! at last tau guks who will win!!…
hurmmm abis tuh, dapat call from my uncle, kate ma uncle sedara dah pass away… Innalillah.. hurmm.. (Al- Fatihah) maybe Allah lebih menyayangi nyer dr die continue suffering…sakit.. hurmm…:(, aku tak gi pon tengok koz kene jaga umah, coz ade org uat kije, so i juz staying at home.. ceting wif ma Hide ///…wat else yg leh aku uat?.. arghh kinda bosan! tp.. xpelah… nyanyi2.. n dgr Hide nyanyi.. made me feel orait… hurm.. heheh.. Hide= off tune! hiks.. noh!..actually comeyy jer ~~~ ehem-ehem..:).. suke dgr die.. nyanyi.. semangat betui! ….hurmm wat eva pun he owiz makes me feels impressed..hisk sweettt talkerrr.. romeooooow..:P
hurmmm die nyanyi lagu Peterpan_ Mungkin Nanti..:X…:-”….
arggghh tired laa plaks!!…need ressTT now… ..
listening to “incubus.. aqueous transmission..”)
(I’m floating down a river*Oars freed from their holes long ago*Lying face up on the floor of my vessel*I marvel at the stars*And feel my heart overflow*Further down the river*Further down the river*Further down the river*Further down the river*Two weeks without my lover*I’m in this boat alone*Floating down a river named emotion*Will I make it back to shore*Or drift into the unknown*Further down the river*Further down the river*Further down the river*Further down the river*I’m building an antenna*Transmissions will be sent when I am through*Maybe we could meet again further down the river*And share what we both discovered…Then revel in the view….
hurmmm poetry : Believe Me….**~~
We may sometimes argue but believe me I love you* We my get hurt to the small or big things..but believe me I Love YoU….We may not see eye to eye but belive me I love you* Our love for one another is what holds us together *This love is so strong I can see we were meant for each other*I love you and you love me and nothing can tear us apart*So when things get rough and you dont know what to think..* Believe me I LOVE YOU…****!!!…
*****now timer: 20.09*****?? hurmm kat luar ma uncle ader wif ma auntie dieorg from mallaca!! hurmm…!!hurmmm per ehh dieorg boraks?? hiksss… hurmmm ?!!+++staying inside agi baguss!! ghase malas nak kuaR!! gi pon topic dieorg xbeshh!! …crita owang2 tua2 hiihi.. ekceli not so tua lah!!..hurmm jap jer pon dieorg dtg.. hurmm dah pon blk hiks …!!!….arghhh dok surf pic cun2 tuk add kat ma blog! tapi sume macam xberkenan..:(
now…timer :20.26pm…hurmmm?!! ma hs kring-kring!! hiskk~~ hurmm.. Slym mzcalled!.. hiks!!surely baru blk dari umah owg kawenn…kat Sban tuh!:P….!!”tiang-kayu for that msculingg….”~~mr.kiasu@@@..:P..
watt todo after thiz??.. hurmm listening to “Mungkin Nanti… ” remind me to him :X..”Ketakjuban”oso.. n …”antara cinta & kasih”…!!!~~ je’teame…~~
to nite aku titun awl, 11.30 dh shut down pc n titun.. hurmm, but dlm 12.30 camtuh aku t’jaga coz tipun umah aku bunyik!!damn…!!kaco titun aku… hurmm, n tetibe tringat kat hide, n missed him… aku mscal2 die, n then.. he called me back.. die dh charged phone die.. yeh! yeh////.. hurmm… wat the story?? soh die gusuk gigi before sleep… ~…borak2 biase ngan die, but stil in the mood for luv, but… last tuh, hd made me hurt!! damn!!benci!!…spoil ma mood!!n had made ma hart hurt, bleed…!!maybe, its good to be truth, but …….jelousy?arghhh!!!damnit!!!hate to think bout it!~~feew like ur using ma sweet innocent gurlish stail (me),arent u? nape ia blaku pada aku!!!huh!!!….??!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
GOOD NITE…. muahhsss :-*
hurmmm.. ma hart wuz crying..cry out loud!! ……
