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Saturday, August 14, 2004

Morninggggg………………
wake up subuh, then tak tdo …sempat online n blogging. ceting jap wif fahmi@tooblur cousin shoki, lame giler die tak online…tuday, breakfast kat luar koz mum tak uat bekfas-mum roti planta :P !.. 9.00 gi kedai tuh.. 3rd day work!! Work kat sini not so bored coz customer owiz comes… kene layan!! n tgk2 computer stuff…!!besh. Afternoon black-out!! apsal ntah, so sume kije xleh uat!!susah nak repaire pc! Then bout 30minutes after that ok dah!… today, aku dah kene uat surat tuk bakal pengarah aku kat CAN Tecnologies Sdn. Bhd… and Memorendum of Understanding(MoU). Nie plak syarikat produce software… ade die bagi free installation kat Jabatan Pelajaran Melaka. Then i meet Mr. Lim, the software manager …Mr. Chai pun ade kongsi in thiz company..quite bz gaks.. bile petang lotsa things todo, till 6.00pm, auntie soh aku balik.!!:)… baik je auntie tuh.., :) suke kije kat sane, opis die cantik, bersih… comfort…..etc!! kire the best computer company kat Tampin, Mr. Chai meniaga pun dah bout 12 years!! before that die jd supplier tuk skolah2..n he knew ma mum also…!!…hopefully 1day aku pun nak bukak business gaks – thats ma dream!!hehehe..
Then, before go home, singgah pasar mlm bli minum petang…
n then mumum..
then i felt like Missssss sumbody??..
trus online n ceting jap wif “my precious :X”.. 8.30pm, rs letih sgt… nak nap jap..1hour and soh ma precious kejut at 9.30pm…
tp tgh2 titun.. bout 9.28pm, Azam call me up- dah la cal tipun umah- tekujut aku! tp time tuh pale cam blur2…xingat sape cal, gipun die cal public..!!rupenye dah 2 missed call kat hs, kire tido mati aku!!xdgr bunyi hs.. huar-huar-huar, sgt letih…. 9.33pm, HYde kejutt kite.. “yang ku tunggu…..” he call me up!!.. dgr sore die dah uat aku trus smgt, w/pun still ngantuksss….Zzzz.. lepas die cal, kite sambung titun til 11.00pm…terjaga coz dapat mimpi cedih:(!!..trus2 online..
to be continued***
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wake up…. n online, yah!! wat else yg besh pun nak uatt??!!mata pun cam lalok2 bile ceting.. so clean up ma face 1st!!huks..yeh..yeh… ceting meet ma lil bro Azriiii… !!windu kat die…lame gilos tak dgr citer…till 1.00am, aku tdo…

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Friday, August 13, 2004

murninggggg…..

hurmm… wat to story aittt? wake up subuhh then.. cal up ma Hyde dearie, n his so damn cute voice…luv it!!sore bangun titun die bit “machozzzz” kalo len2 tuh xbraper kott!!….gayuttt jap ngan die, n then continue ceeeeeepinggggg..ZZZZzzz!!!! wake back at 8.00am.. second day work!!! hukss.. kene semangat skitttt… hukssss..!! siap2, ingat nak cal back Hyde before gi kije, tp sempat ckp bout 2minutes jer..coz dah lambat!!:P…bertolak from umah bout 8.45am, sampai2 9.00am, but auntie tuh xbukak lagi kedai, bit late sebab die kene hantar baby die.. bila sampai, kemas2 kedai tuh…bit ramai gak customers arini.. yang beshnyer i met ma oldskul frenz @ classmate of sc muar, “ezi”!!hiksss.. tekujut gaks coz dah bout 5yers++ tak meet die!!-gile lame, die kat ireland upenye :P !!-amik medic, Medic..hate madic..coz i hate bios..even aku leh score bio!tp mencinye duing bio stuff-lec!!hihi..hukss ingat mase matriculation, akulah org plg tak semangat dtg clas bios even lec tuh punyer la baikk.. akulah owang yg suke titun dgr lec bio.. hahah..tapi leh proud kat diri sendiri coz even camtuh 3sems got straight A’s haah!! i luv calculus..luv maths!!tp penah gaks kantoi math sbb blank mase xm!!xtitun.. so moral of the story,…we must sleep early before xm…then, jumpe ma old-old tuition frenz.. apetah name die!! hikss.. perghh..n meet fami huks.. atlasttt.. :P !!!… onthe way back jumpe ma cutie Nani, makin vogue aku tengok die.. :P !!.. hehe..!! balik2 minum low fat yogurt drink wif orange flavour.. sambil cal up ma Hyde dearie..!!time tuh die tgh goweng ikan..nak mumum.. tp aku disturb die jap!! (soweiiii uat awk kelaparan…..). then, kite tgk tv jap.. n cont online cet wif Hyde baby..hahah.. that baby tua…hehe!!8month plus we been known…each other!!today is our 8 month anniversary….~~dari dulu sampai skung.. i’m still the same..!!and we been through lotsa things kan?.. dan aku dengan penuh kesabaran owiz… :) . that nite, dgr Fami men gitur sambil nyanyi lagu Dewa – Cinta!!huks..lame gilos xdgr die main gitur!!arini die uat konsert jap,goreng fami..goreng… tp jap je.. hiks:P… then.. aku gi tgk tb.. bout 11.30pm, rase mcm nak cal up Hyde gi skali..hihiii….tgh2 ckp ngan Hyde, ma frenz.. Azam cal up…haahaa.. ckp ngan die bout 5minutes!!:P…. !!then continue wucinggg muvie Bruce Willie bakon… till 12nite, n then br rase nak gayuts2 ngan Hyde, gayuting ngan die sampai ma card abis… 1hour 7minutes camtuh, -kire 16 card italk akudah bli utk cal die n 1 kad ring2 total rm500, tp aku tau nilai tuh xsama ngan nilai die cal aku dari dulu everyday die cal!! hurmm…borak ngan die bout die nak g briefing kat company sakura ape tah 24th nie, n die nak sgt kije japan tuh..tgl aku sowang :( kat mesia lagi….die kate wat eva pun kene setia pada yg satu, hopefully die pun mcm tuh…n die kate jgn sbb benda tepi2 we lost our precious ones!!..bile teputuss..then he called back!! tak tau sampai kul brape aku ckp ngan die.. lamenye gayutttinggg…. die nak sangat aku gi Japunnnn dari dulu…tp plan lepas raye.. siap nak sponsor agi, but… am i going thre? .. nak sangat jumpe die. or else i ave to wait..:(, but aku rase takut sgt, dlm mase 8month lagi lotsa things leh happen, changes..hopefully not..!!kalo sumting happened, mesti rasa sia-sia jer “word2- comey yg slalu kiteorg ckp.. nah!!…:(!! tp aku percya pada takdir… he knows wat i feel n i know wat he’s feel..n i wont change!!!! gayutttttzzz ngan die kunun2 die nak tgk opening olympic tp xde pon!hiks..\:D/…. last2 aku titun coz tomollooooo mau kije..kije..kije…. \:D/…

Zzzz..gudnite cutie, gudnite luv…

(padi – Ketakjuban… for me,.. mekaceh!!1)

ayuee teame at 6:55 AM

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Thursday, August 12, 2004

morning..mr.blog….(*)
cam biase… 6.20am, mum wakes me up!!subuh..subuh…. then continue titun…. sambil dgr lagu “Bintang”..7.00am woke up.. n online…!!send email to him!!.. !~~dunt want to think bout it anymore….
wipes all the tears…let the brightness of today heal ur soul….sadness…(*) chear up dunt be sad..!!gonna work today!! mum hantar aku g tempat kije!! coz aku mmg takde mood nak drive that morning..!!.. sampai tempat kije, mr.chai dah ade n his wife, die bagi intructions kat aku bout works tuh!!yelah kije kat kedai computer..at least aku leh gain sum benefits on how to handle business. Walaupun gaji pun bout rm600 jer.. but dari aku asik stay kat umah.. atleast dapat gaks.. duit banje tuk ghayer!!auntie tuh pon macam baik jer.. sronok lak aku kije, w/pun aku rase aku sorang je malay kat syarikat tuh!!. aku rase, second times kije nie, aku takde la rase takut sangat maybe dah de lil bit expii kat afamosa Resort!!mum pun suke aku kije kat sini coz mr. chai kenal mum.. & mr. chai sowang yg soft-hearted.. ade sowang lagi aku kenal name die Lim- die pon cam besh, for the 1st day nie, mr. chai ckp, aku just tulun2 auntie tu kat front office.. so.. maybe senang la skit, duk depan comp.. layan customer nak bli stuff2 computer..blaja system kedai tuh etc!!then later on maybe aku kene kije syarikat die lagi satu, handle project menda ntah… i juz wait n c…!!auntie @ ms.Wong.. sowang yang talkative… hiks, malay die pun quite fluent..n ape yg besh.. die puji aku “cute”!!huks.. autie tuh pon wangi… perfume ape eh die pakai.. seems familiar to me…hahahha…!!!!balik bout 6.00pm, mum jemput… heheh.. sronoknyer… takyah drive….!!!\:D/.
sampai umah….i uat per ehhh???relax2 n mumum goweng pisanggg….n wucinggg tbz….!!ape lagi eppy???…now 8.45pm(ZZzzz….)))….
“Like LOve, was composed of plateus & valleys of serene silence as well as the clarion peals of trumpets, pain & turmoil were necessarry.. how else wud be appreciate moments such as this….” ( thiz poetry remind me to sum1…)-soulmatez.. sori lotz.. uv been forgoten.. (“bintang”)
“Gembira, sedih, cinta & benci adalah asam garam kehidupan. Kesempurnaan adalah kelemahan, kelemahan hidup dalam kesempurnaan.
Selepas malam ada sian, selepas hujan timbul pelangi, kegembiraan & kesedihan sentiasa ada dalam kehidupan kita, masa kesusahan jangan cepat mengalah, kehidupan terlalu indah….”
9.00pm.. nak wucing tbz..da!! to be continued….
huh… ngantuknyer.. pas makan sup ayam + sayur.. pas tengook “dalam Hati ada Cinta”, aku pun titun…!!! malam tuh, gayut ngan ma only soulmate jap, lame tak cal die cite pasal konvo aku… and pasal futher study tuh! n asual la.. gossip…!!n ade je menda “colorful” die ajak aku… ish2…12.00pm camtuh, ma frenz cal jap.. tp, aku mmg tade mood nak borak ngan die!!..then, sejurus tuh HYDE cal…borak2 ngan die… then aku rs cam tensi, tetidu.. dlm kul 1.10 aku terjaga dr titun pergh bad dream..!!!pasal konvo akuh!..trus rase nak cal sum1.. HYDE..heh.. ckp ngan die bout 7minutes, n kad aku habiss… dah.. then he called me back!! gayut sampai kul bape ntah.. aku pun luper…!!!hihi..aku cam oklah, xingat sgt pasal semalam..let it go by the flow…. n titun..titun…titun…

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Wednesday, August 11, 2004

muning…muning….muning…..

wake up bout 8.50am :P ….coz nak gi teman mak gi pasarrrr.. before geraks cal ma Hyde, die baru bgn titun but i know after aku abis ckp ngan die, die akan continue sleeping – quite cute his voice!!luv itt, dgr suare die menenangkan….ave sum bekfas kat Hijjaz~~:P!!mumum meee gowenggg mamak…pewuuttt dah buncitttt….tembikaiiii !!then, cam search2 for jobz dah sangap asik duk umahhh.. duwiittt pun dah xde :( ( cry me a river…cry me a river…!!then, gi try kat Chai Computer tuh!!hantar resume..pergh2..!! tatau la dpt ke tak!!…hopefully okiez..!!.Gi supermarket jumpe lagi Si Fami tengah wat kije2 hisk…comey jer die aku tengok hiks :P , mlm tadi asiklah die soh aku cari kije, arini sebab Si fami soh cari kije, so aku gi Chai..lupe lak nak tanyer die kenal si fami ke tak!!sebab si Fami ckp die regular customer kat kedai tuh(yelakkottt ..eh fami???)!!…kalo nak kije kat kedai fast food nie, forsure mak aku tak kasi.. trutama KFc.. kang kena ape2 kang payah plak.. jatuh saham @ hantaran kawin aku..hhihii, kalo kije supermarket lagilah malasss…maybelah kot aku ni jenis choosiee skit,nak uat cane, dah aku mmg camnie… :) .
balik2 je, kul 12 lebey tuh… ingat nak cal Hyde, but he mzcal 1st!!Same instinct.. same mcm last nite, bfore slept, aku cal die n he called me at the same times!!..bile dgr pone umah die enggaged.. pewutt aku dah cakitt..n rs cam nak pning2 skit!!..dunno y…?!hurmm… sumtimes, aku terfikir gaks.. mcm2, n sumtimes rase takut tuh datang trutama bila that sweetie **** call die :( !!…coz sumtimes feel,emotion n hart can change easily. ..etc, eg:,thez a times when kite rase kite nak sangat orang tuh ade, but sumtimes… feels tuh leh ilang or changed! juz hope i can meet a person that ‘ll alwiz luv me only me…nomatter when…or wat…n will show his passionate,luv…n care n neva eva changed when he said “i luv u”(love means everythingz)!!-hihi..n lastly will ave eppy ending…. yahh…HIngga hujung waktu….”ayu talk bout her luv- her mr. right, her man “(day dream)…!!!….

Petang2 dalam kul 3.00pm, mr.chai tuh cal aku.. die dah bace resume aku!!huiik..aku tulis aku ade gud communication skill n can work under preasure!!hiks..so, die ckp if aku nak sahut challange tuk kije kat company die, n he will put me in front opis die, he’ll gv me 1-3 days untuk try..!!hopefully i can make it!! :) n die soh cal Ms. Wong!!..hiks..!!;;) sronok lak rase..intervieuw on phone je.. hiks..now is 3.36pm..abis dah aku blogging..

to be continued…
rase nak misscall die…:X.. uik… br ingat nak mzcal, die dah online!!

ade org dedicate song tuk aku… hihih sronoknyerrr :…

“I swear dat I cn go on forever again pls let me knw dat my one bad day will end I will go down ass ur lover, ur friend gimme ur lips and wit one kiss we begin… R u afraid of being alone cuz I am, I’m lost without u… R u afraid of leaving tonite cuz I am, I’m lost without u… I’ll leave my room open till sunrise for u… I’ll keep my eyes patiently focused on u… Where r u now? I cn hear footsteps, I’m dreamin.. And if u will, keep me frm waking to believe diz R u afraid of being alone cuz I am, I’m lost without u… R u afraid of leaving tonite cuz I am, I’m lost without u… R u afraid of being alone cuz I am, I’m lost without u… R u afraid of leaving tonite cuz I am, I’m lost without u… I’m lost without u I’m lost without u I’m lost without u I’m lost without u I’m so lost without u… ;j “
mekacehhh…..!!!
download lagu Dygta – Bintangku..
macam besh….
so check it out!!!lyrics die….
Kala malamku sendiri
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Bila malam telah berganti
Takkan kah kau tinggalkan ku
Sendiri ku melangkah tanpamu

Oh malam jangan kau pergi
Temani bintangku
Dan sampaikan lah salamku
Pada satu bintangmu, ku sayang

Kala langit penuh bintang
Takkan ku lepaskan bintangku
Walau cahayamu hilang
Kau kan selalu di hatiku
Bintangku…

Sendiri ku melangkah tanpamu
Oh malam jangan kau pergi
Temani bintangku
Dan sampaikan lah salamku
Pada satu bintangmu, ku sayang
Temani bintangku
Dan sampaikan lah salamku
Pada satu bintangmu, ku sayang
Semoga sinarmu kan selalu untukku ……
bout 6.00pm, time to watching….”Step To The Past” the last episode.. lastly, Hong @ Su Liong live eppily eva after, n sume history bout him had been distroyed!!..Tgh2 watchingg tb, Mr. Chai called me back!!-Tomoloo… die soh aku datang 9.30am, goshh.. tak sangka plak.. begitu pantasss… :P !! rase mcm still nak stay kat rumah, but i feel like nuting todo.. atleast, bile ade kije so leh dpt duit n gain sum experience yah!! for the second time!!hopefully~~…..!!! then… bout 7.0clock..da!!feel likess..nak cal sum1..yah..the 1 that ma hart alwiz miss… but i hate when he used the word “MAY BEEE….” means..LACK OF CONFIDENT….!!TRUST etc2.. oooohhh.. man.. :( (…” too much lurve can kill u!! “
suke dengar intro lagu Bintang nie…bunyi mcm chimes2… sesuai pada saat aku mengarang mlm nie, quite much yang aku story!!sonok lak rase.. hopefully thz sum1 yg tak dikenali yang terbaca blog nie!!n impress ngan ape aku luah kan…hihi!!….
“untukmu akan ku semaikan.. cinta sejati tiada bandingan….lalalala…. warisan wanita terakhir…lalala….” hopefully ~~(me!!)..hihihi.. (Hyde : die tengah potong ayam….. bucuk2!!-sowei kacauu…)…:X.. yeh2.. suke lagu nie maroon5 “she will be loved”… huh.. maybe citer arini blum sampai end die.. but i still nak publish post nie!!huhuhuhuhu….. to be continued baby..”Love is alwizz….on the airr……”…
Late nite, tak mcm sebelum nie….. lotsa thingz happened.. alwiz happened!!sweetie **** called him!!n i know.. then, i get hurt.. aku sendiri pon xtau sampai bila… maybe i’M gonna loose ma luv… or maybe ni sume dugaan utk jumpa ma true luv… feel like cryiing… i am.. crying..!!let the tears feel down..!!and rite now…aku rs kehilangan org yg sayang aku…!!hopefully tomorrow will be a gud day for me…!!!damnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!….”love is suckkkkk!!!!”:(….
HELP ME……HELP ME…HELP ME….

ayuee teame at 2:53 PM

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

tudayyyyyyyyyy……
wake up earlyyy..inde muningg.. actually not really that “early”la… 8.50am, ;;)…. ad bekfastttt!!…. wohh.. after that, siap2.. n bout 10.30am, gi Sban,1st gi isi minyak 20inggit.. then way to Bank Muamalat.. – tuk bank in yuran pemprosesan UITM…huh!! malass betuii… cari bank tuh satu hal, sib baik dah tanye membe mlm td… at last jumpe gask!!-bank in RM16….
then, after gi Bank, jenjln wif mum… bli make-up stuff aku dah abiss.. LOreal-ideal Balance, huh!!Da!!!! abiss 70inggit duit aku!!… man… mane nak cari duit lagi?????????????… heh.. rs sad pon ade!! duit tade, nak kuar pon cam malas, sian mengenangkan diri sendiri!!Then, d sum lunch kat Restoren Serba NIkmat.. makan mee bandung + carot susu!wuuhhh… kenyang pewuttt aku….w/pun tak bape besh… :P … Then, baru balik… Hyde dearie, asik mzcal2..aku cam majuk skit ngan die so xreply..maybe aku nie mmg jeniss cepat emo, senti,…sensitip.. etc.. etc.. but, aku cepat sejuk…!!!maybe..cepat trasa tp senang baik-kool!!yelah nak gaduh benda yg not big deal…!n maybe aku trasa pon coz i got that feeling…deeply inside…
balik2 trus online… tp rs cam not inde mood.. so, pas tuh aku titun till 5.30pm, pergh beshh je titun, ilang sume probs…..!!-bebangun tengok mak nak uat minum petang, so… tetulun mum, n… sambil minum ptg kul 6.00ptg tuh tengok cite favs aku “Step To The Past”.. suke aku tengok Hong tuh… hehh…. comeyyyyy…. ;;)……;X… till 7.00pm, tengok sitcoms fav aku “my Wif & kids” suke citer tuh…!!ayah die comey….!!! sume comeyyy bagi aku kannnn???? heheheh…

hurmm… 7.40..sumting hyde cal, but kite nak solat.. then, he called me back bout 9.00….. at last, abisss dah persengketaan kiteorg…:)….Citer kat die yg aku dapat offer MMu,.. 3 yers.. mannn.. lamenyer… cam tensi gaks ave to choose antara nak amik Iinformation System Eng or Business Admin!! kenang2 lamernye….tp, apepon still aku kene cont gaks study aku…no matter wat…!! dapat surat dari kolej untuk KOnvo on 13sept, huh beshnye….1st time.. insyaAllah dapat pakai jubah..amik pic…!!!heheh…sronok lak rase padahal… bout 1month lagi tuuh… heheh :P … Nite tuh.. tengok tv, till 11.00pm after tengok “Dalam Hati Ada Cinta”…..online n cet wif Ben!! hey lame gilosss aku xcet ngan die, suddenly die appear…!!-, vc ngan Hyde…till 1.00am coz die nak tengok muvie … so ayu nak kene teman die!!:) till that muvie starts!feel likes aku sorang yang sangat sweeeeeeeeeeeetttt………………….. :x …am i???

continueee cetz wif ben & fami… hah!!Ben.. puas ati KO aku letakkk name ko nie???BEN..BEN..BEN…hehhehe… lupelak… Ben2…takut kantoiii ngan aweQsss die!!Ishh.. kantoii Ben dah de aweqss.. hikss..!!slame ni die xnah bagi tau pon…nak jaga saham la tuh.. heheh..!!!cukup2 la romeoooo ko tuhhh…!!baik ko jaga awekss.. n bakal mentue heheh… :P ….!!and aku ppon nak jaga “jepunggg” akuh… hihihi…..(pengakuan ikhlas nie!!!)hihi… Adushh penattttnyer mengarang mlm nie.. mcm banyak giler jer citer!!padahal rase.. everyday still same…but, perasaan je kkdg rase lain……. dunno laa…. pale dah macam sakit niee.. maybe time to… titun… enuf for today. ..

“eppy nite everybudiiiii……………………….”

(Listening to : Jikustik – Tak Pantas Untukmu)

sleep a lil sleep… to.. HYDE..yg tengah watching muvie.. call me after that..!!-disturb ma slumberness… :X

ayuee teame at 11:19 PM

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Monday, August 09, 2004

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mooddyyyyy….
grumpy……..
siang mcm xsemanagt!!!! coz pepagi dah kene marah ngan mum!!!
benci mood camnie!!!……

**to be continued….
dunno wat to type!!maybe sumting bad evil! is controlling ma brain now!!emotional,stress!!..all day till nite!!thiz feeling wuz absolutely suckoz!!damn it!hate it!!…feel like crying!- feel like noone care!or maybe sum1 had changed – why people change??lone.. & all the negetive thinking still haunting…whirling,migling..etc..etc…gosh!! help me…!! sumting is missing …..!!relax ayu relax..!! i ave to smiles!..tapi ntah la.. today mmg mcm sedey-hyde pun dah benci aku- whr hez sweettttz words??:(!!hey..chear up!!:)…!!ok la.tomolooo lotsa things nak kene uat ….so, beta think for tomolooo..rather feel lk thz…

hopely i ‘ll got a butipul dreamz…& titun lena..

nite to ayu.. dunt cry ayu…:)

ayuee teame at 8:05 PM

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Sunday, August 08, 2004

ngantuknyer……………
smlm maybe gayuting lame sgt dgn ****,
6.20am dah kene wake up…. smyg subuh n siap nak gi Convo Sista Eda :) ..
huh… sampai sane dlm kul 8.50am.
Penatnye… ghase…..bli bouquet of roses tuk k.eda baby.. cantiknye & banyaknye bunge huh!!xsabar nak tunggu convo aku then, leh dapat bunge…. hiks… :X…
balik2 trus cal ****!!then he called back..
letihnyee…. nap jap!!!…Zzzz…
“i am not your rolling wheels
i am the highway
i am not your carpet ride
i am the sky
i am not your blowing wind
i am the sky here
i am not your autumn moon
i am the night “- (Audioslave)
Then.. aku continue ceting ngan Fami,Dir, cha2, n Ejan lame tak cet ngan Ejan tuh!!Cam…tunite rase xbape sedap pewut, since dari UKm lagi, maybe de sumting bad yang aku dah mkn!:( rase macam loya2 n nak vomit jer…mood pon macam tak bape besh!! **** suh aku muntahkan!mann… aku taknah uat lah, cane nak force diri tuh uat :( (…Wooo…. Tapi sebab die, aku rase sihat….. Sebab die, aku akan titun lena malam nie… because ur r sumting to me..!!i wish i can fly to Jupuuuunnn…… now..!!! Tetibe rase nak de sum1, yang leh konsi every single thing ngan die, susah & senang, eppy n sad…buat die eppy dengan kita, sayang die & die pun sayang kita, bila mase tuh tiba agaknya? koz aku betul2 rase tak sabar….to give wat i got inside ma hart ( chewahh jewang kah aku ni???) hhiii….
nite baby nite…